Now that a threat 
Peace Out
...lets them know their not alone 
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Another Previous Explanatory Post
08 December 2011
Hello all,
I guess that I'm a relatively, shy, misanthropic, cross-dressing bisexual, as I'm more interested in the parts, so to speak, than of getting into any kind of crazy relationship with anyone but my straight and oblivious (as in, doesn't know anything about my 'play') SO; therefore, I 'play' by myself in a very private world of my own, and out in the woods, usually.
I started feeling a twitching between male and female attraction right after hitting puberty in my preteens, but I favored females, and still do. I started cross-dressing with whatever I could find (no sisters) in my very early teens, and also experimented with various items in pseudo-phallic, anal 'play'.
In the middle of High School I had a friend, of whom we both later discovered, also had a thing for ladies "unmentionables". After cross-dressing together and then 'experimenting' a couple of times, we finally, well mostly anyway, 'did it', in that when we first tried we were only part way successful, as he was in too much pain to go 'all the way', but after trading places (which is what I secretly really wanted to begin with) I completely lost my 'female' virginity (as well as general virginity, as I'd never lain with a lady before) to him, just as he lost his 'male' virginity to me. Unfortunately, I became embarrassed and had to get away, as I was still in denial, and would be for quite some time. I think that there were a couple of times afterwards that we both wanted to 'try' again, but we were both scared and embarrassed, if not just simply ashamed.I often think about those times, and am sometimes tempted to try to contact him, as we lost touch shortly after high school, but since I've never cheated on my SO, I think it's best to stay away. and remain in my own private world.
I've acquired and then (regrettably) discarded various intimates, clothing and toys over the years, for use when I 'sneak out' every now and again, whenever the urge (and opportunity) hit me, but I've never quite gotten all the things I would really like, although I've done alright for the most part.
I spend most of my time in the woods when in my alter ego, but I've also spent time away in hotels and campers by myself before. I'm deathly afraid of ever going out in public, as I would die of shame I think, and would suffer greatly if I ever saw anyone whom I knew who may also recognize me.
I've also been interested in robotic-male substitution, and have even started a "homebrew" project along those lines, but battery power has its limits out in the environs.
My Femme preferences are as follows;
Hair: Red, shoulder length and straight or tied up.
Jewelry: Some; clip on earrings (as I've never gone for piercing), a necklace, watch/bracelet, ring.
Makeup: I've done lipstick before, and would like to try more stuff, but I'm inexperienced and find that it's not easy to do in the woods and can be hard to take off afterwards.
Outer Wear: suits with blouses, slacks and skirts, swimsuits, and gowns/dresses. I really like just about any kind of womens apparel but I have to narrow it down to the basics and ease of afford-ability/acquisition.
'Unmentionables': Guess...(heh).
Footwear: I prefer high heeled shoes and boots with four inch or higher heels, but I like most any kind of lady's footwear.
My Femme Measurements:
Hat: 7 1/4" to 7 1/2" (I have some hats).
Breast: 38J
Waist: 34" to 36" (I should lose a little weight, but all women seem to think so...heh).
Thigh: 40-42" or so (as I don't actually remember right now) but I would be interested in enhancements there as well, but have never tried any, as I'm quite 'pert' in the posterior, but not significantly so.
Size: somewhere between a 12 and a 16. My breast size can be a problem though, and usually results in having to go for the largest blouse sizes and then doing a bit of tailoring afterwards (I've taught myself to sew.)
Shoe: Size 11 1/2 to 12 inch (US) seems to do the trick.
Oh, and I prefer 'large' "pseudo-men" but enjoy all races, creeds and 'sizes'.
Lastly, I'll say that I'm actually quite in acceptance with what I feel. and have simply chosen to privately enjoy it, although it'd be fun to expand my boundaries a bit, if I can maintain my anonymity , hence my coming here, too unload and share I suppose. And to figure out my particular label, simply for my own edification, if nothing else.
Thanks for your perseverance.
With love,
Glenda Deglerious
I guess that I'm a relatively, shy, misanthropic, cross-dressing bisexual, as I'm more interested in the parts, so to speak, than of getting into any kind of crazy relationship with anyone but my straight and oblivious (as in, doesn't know anything about my 'play') SO; therefore, I 'play' by myself in a very private world of my own, and out in the woods, usually.
I started feeling a twitching between male and female attraction right after hitting puberty in my preteens, but I favored females, and still do. I started cross-dressing with whatever I could find (no sisters) in my very early teens, and also experimented with various items in pseudo-phallic, anal 'play'.
In the middle of High School I had a friend, of whom we both later discovered, also had a thing for ladies "unmentionables". After cross-dressing together and then 'experimenting' a couple of times, we finally, well mostly anyway, 'did it', in that when we first tried we were only part way successful, as he was in too much pain to go 'all the way', but after trading places (which is what I secretly really wanted to begin with) I completely lost my 'female' virginity (as well as general virginity, as I'd never lain with a lady before) to him, just as he lost his 'male' virginity to me. Unfortunately, I became embarrassed and had to get away, as I was still in denial, and would be for quite some time. I think that there were a couple of times afterwards that we both wanted to 'try' again, but we were both scared and embarrassed, if not just simply ashamed.I often think about those times, and am sometimes tempted to try to contact him, as we lost touch shortly after high school, but since I've never cheated on my SO, I think it's best to stay away. and remain in my own private world.
I've acquired and then (regrettably) discarded various intimates, clothing and toys over the years, for use when I 'sneak out' every now and again, whenever the urge (and opportunity) hit me, but I've never quite gotten all the things I would really like, although I've done alright for the most part.
I spend most of my time in the woods when in my alter ego, but I've also spent time away in hotels and campers by myself before. I'm deathly afraid of ever going out in public, as I would die of shame I think, and would suffer greatly if I ever saw anyone whom I knew who may also recognize me.
I've also been interested in robotic-male substitution, and have even started a "homebrew" project along those lines, but battery power has its limits out in the environs.
My Femme preferences are as follows;
Hair: Red, shoulder length and straight or tied up.
Jewelry: Some; clip on earrings (as I've never gone for piercing), a necklace, watch/bracelet, ring.
Makeup: I've done lipstick before, and would like to try more stuff, but I'm inexperienced and find that it's not easy to do in the woods and can be hard to take off afterwards.
Outer Wear: suits with blouses, slacks and skirts, swimsuits, and gowns/dresses. I really like just about any kind of womens apparel but I have to narrow it down to the basics and ease of afford-ability/acquisition.
'Unmentionables': Guess...(heh).
Footwear: I prefer high heeled shoes and boots with four inch or higher heels, but I like most any kind of lady's footwear.
My Femme Measurements:
Hat: 7 1/4" to 7 1/2" (I have some hats).
Breast: 38J
Waist: 34" to 36" (I should lose a little weight, but all women seem to think so...heh).
Thigh: 40-42" or so (as I don't actually remember right now) but I would be interested in enhancements there as well, but have never tried any, as I'm quite 'pert' in the posterior, but not significantly so.
Size: somewhere between a 12 and a 16. My breast size can be a problem though, and usually results in having to go for the largest blouse sizes and then doing a bit of tailoring afterwards (I've taught myself to sew.)
Shoe: Size 11 1/2 to 12 inch (US) seems to do the trick.
Oh, and I prefer 'large' "pseudo-men" but enjoy all races, creeds and 'sizes'.
Lastly, I'll say that I'm actually quite in acceptance with what I feel. and have simply chosen to privately enjoy it, although it'd be fun to expand my boundaries a bit, if I can maintain my anonymity , hence my coming here, too unload and share I suppose. And to figure out my particular label, simply for my own edification, if nothing else.
Thanks for your perseverance.
With love,
Glenda Deglerious
