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brzeman : (01 October 2014 - 05:55 PM) tulsa
UsernameOpti... : (01 October 2014 - 07:58 AM) Happy Birthday to sarahluiz
UsernameOpti... : (30 September 2014 - 04:30 PM) Happy Birthday to ChatroomStefi38
Dawn13 : (29 September 2014 - 10:24 PM) TJ wish you peace with your new you.
Tommiebefree : (29 September 2014 - 07:52 PM) Hey TJ thankyou for your courage-very inapiring
UsernameOpti... : (29 September 2014 - 02:43 PM) Happy Birthday to MinyteTX
Lori : (29 September 2014 - 02:36 PM) Congrats Ty :)
TJDavies : (29 September 2014 - 02:34 PM) Thank you guys!!! :) I'm so excited
UsernameOpti... : (29 September 2014 - 02:24 PM) WTG, Ty!
MonicaPz : (29 September 2014 - 02:19 PM) TJ, glad to see your outside start to match your inside.  Remember, you were ALWAYS a man!
Tommiebefree : (29 September 2014 - 04:30 AM) TJ. congrads
TJDavies : (29 September 2014 - 02:44 AM) I start testosterone next week!
Tommiebefree : (25 September 2014 - 07:16 PM) Dawn13 Your VERY WELCOME!
Tommiebefree : (25 September 2014 - 07:15 PM) Dawn2
Dawn13 : (25 September 2014 - 05:37 PM) ThanksTommiebefree :)
Tommiebefree : (25 September 2014 - 04:11 PM) out for now....
Tommiebefree : (25 September 2014 - 03:58 PM) so all I can say try and see for yourself!
Tommiebefree : (25 September 2014 - 03:57 PM) I mean to say that its has been since I started gazing that the truth of what I (this mind body) became clear and has manifested. That's what i know.
Tommiebefree : (25 September 2014 - 03:42 PM) I don't knopw how to classify him. In my experience he is free/liberated "enlightened. My advice is to ty and see for yourself. Its It is (in my opinion) that my transformation was supercharged.
MonicaPz : (25 September 2014 - 03:30 PM) Braco (I don't know him) may be an empath.  Believe that some psychics, mediums and empaths truly have a gift.





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Again with the Crying ....

Posted by stephani , 16 June 2011 · 109 views

Ok had another session with my therapist and guess what Tears they fell like rain , what the hell at no other time then this my anti-depressants keep me from tearing up or feeling a thing and I get in here and a few questions into the session I cant stop crying . Frig make up my mind then on top of it I got home and their I was an emotional mess again , my wife wants to know whats wrong and why do I keep going to see my therapist if every time I am going to turn into a basket case , crying over the littlest things and at nothing at all , she said she wanted me to stop going if this keeps up , and I told her I need it apparently because of the years of this building up and not letting go of it all , so I know I am gona cry my eyes out until I get this stumbling block knocked out , I thought I had made it past all this a long time ago but hey its really a different story when there is that carring soul looking back at you asking those questions and reflecting your pain ...

I know my problems but I simply cant get over them , is this a good thing for my transition , well no I need to be strong because transitioning is a mental battlefield constantly bombarding us with waves of attacks , so to be holding onto such old pain it makes transition seem insurmountable and almost unatainable ...


I know that I have to get past these problems as well because transition is a marvelous and splendid time that we should revel in because of the joy our lives are begining to expeiriance for the first time since our awaikening , But you know 34 years of battle is so hard to let go of in such a short amount of time , hence why Time be your best friend take it hold it and use it to make it past this crap , I know I am , Ok going to cry myself to sleep and hopefully when I wake up in the morning I have managed to break down one more obsticle that held me back from my happiness ...

You all my best Love and hugs

Steph




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