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a blog male to female body transition with the thoughts hopes dreams and opinions of Karen

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Well dear readers! they say that time and tide wait for no man .. well woman in this case!.. I`ve read more blogs than i care to recall and i`ve done a lot of soul searching these last few weeks, enough to really give a therapist nightmares in fact ... I`ve found a few things along the way i thought i`d share with you ..

1, My hair arrived and monday i tried it for the first time.. hmm me and the girly who made it need a little alone time in a dark room!.. cant see out of it . cant do anything with it and well basically nearly set it on fire when i went for a smoke!.. oh i can see the head lines now .. tg woman found with melted head in night club land .. Dangers of smoking blahg de blah

ok so today i took it out of its bag, and thought hey time to do something drastic i bought a pair of scissors.. !.. but as usual a friend whispered a bit of advice ( " oi karen styling you tube lfw " ) and well i got to watching a gazzilion coloured girls show me how "dey do dat thing wiv the bobbles and cremes and walla theres my new hair all sparkly nice.." so i tried it ..

now me i am not a hair dresser, i`m not camp enough .. for it .. i think .. but after a few trial and errors i got it sorted. A little hair styleing on my lacefront hair . and .. yeah not bad!... the proof of course will be what happens when i step out to the meeting tonight.but i do have a few thing sin my favour.. a its all hallows eve.. an b, its gonna be dark"!

Anyway back to the plot of this blog umm.. where am i .. monday .. wow what a night .. ok not a massive crowd at the lounge but enough to make it homely and a couple of glasses of shampoo and well hey it was fun!..was gonna meet samantha and sat there pondering things wig hair lippy all dolled up .. no sign of her. then i heard her behind me just after of course the obligatory fb message " sammy where the heck are ya ?"..turn round shes sat behind me and didnt recognise me with my hair in place!.. woot! so yeah we talked a bit sipped a bit cava mmm cava voddy mmm cava voddy coke.. . discussed a few topics i wont share here!.. and enjoyed each others company .. for once its nice to just be.. ya know?..not judged not sneerred at .. just be.. well taxis here for my lift to the station so time to sign out a lil bit might and i do stress might try a bit more later when i get back...

Hi i`m a little nervous so please bare with me! I`ve recently come out to my partner, hardest thing i`ve ever had to do. after 43 years of frustration and tears. here i am .. 6ft 2 slimming.. brown hair brown eyes, Tg slowly transitioning from male to female, I`m not trim and slim yet but i`m working on it.. looking to make friends and have a good time learning my way forwards.. it was said that i`d never pass for anything other than a biker guy who was sterotypical!... well i`m going to prove them all wrong at next years bulldog bash!.. cos i`m going as Karen !!!! I have found that when dressed my whole outlook changes and I become quite a soft, naughty little girl who loves to flirt, and is very submissive, I like to indulge in sexy fun with others. So heres me Karen, starting my journey to freedom!.well heres we go .. a little bit more about me . a newsflash of my life kinda thing.....now fully embracing my Ts side. living as a woman is now closer to my reality, and with the support of my friends and sisters, i`ve found that this isnt as bad as i once feared. I`m now heavily involved in lgbt and tg /ts/cd rights activist yeah me who would have thought ?...

Is looking to flat share, If anyone in the derby area or surrounding notts areas..knows of somewhere please get in touch.

Obviously with someone who doesn't mind a tg Karen as once i leave staffs i wont be male again for some time Yes i`m offically on HRT and yes i`m on the clock for 18 months to grs and frs in Thailand So potential flatmates should be aware of these things better to let you know now ...

i think i`ve just fond the perfect way to express how i justify and rationalise my sexuality I'm attracted to hearts, not "parts" <3 xx <3

i have no interest in being treated like something i am not, so get to know me first.

I have been through enough shit to bury the peakdistrict, so if ya wanna add to it, go ahead, i just wont notice ya bull.

IF you treat others with respect, i WILL respect YOU

IF you show me wit and wisdom, i WILL like YOU

IF you can demonstrate those higher skills, i WILL be your fan and cheering section,,,, but caution ...

....defecate on my friends at your own peril

Thank you to LadyTigger for letting me copy this perfect bit of writing that suits my current situation

Sad though it is i have now parted ways with my now ex partner Angel So for a little while i`ll be not looking to meet,and yes this means i wont be attending the cinima today. for those i`ll miss today I`m sorry but i will make it up to all of you as I can.... The split is amicable though it hurts so bad.. ...

I`ve now made my first nine outings as Karen in public! Got totally soaked! wig drenched.. and i`m not wearing white again! *giggles* and yes I definitely want to do more.. I`ve got hooked! To any and all Tgirls TV`s CD`s that wish to add me or talk feel free to get in touch I will do my best to answer any mail... I have found i dont want to "do" men that much. and though the guys i have met are really sweet, I`m leaning towards t girls fun friendship and hints all welcome;)

you can also find me on face book! and twitter MissKarenAlton blogs and stuff updating as i can... moving forwards...

Interests: Cross-dressing, Fetish clothing, Shopping, Rubber, Pvc, Boots, Stockings / Suspenders, Online chat, Office wear, Lingerie, Dressed nights out, Watching porn, Groups, Panties, Goth wear, Hair accessories, Email chat, Wigs, Erotic nights in, Leather Skirt/Dress, Other TGirls, Full Makeup, I am Sub, High Heels, Daytimes, Evenings, Weekends, Can Travel, BDSM / Bondage, Toys, Mature, Role Play, Uniforms, Inexperienced, Gloves, Outdoor Fun, Corsets, Nightclubs, Satin/Silk, I am a smoker, Relationship (casual), Attached (Open Relationship), Attached, Friendship, Photography, Art Exhibitions, Museums, Movies / Cinema, Good Food / Wine, Music Festivals / Gigs, Comedy Clubs / Festivals, TV/TG Activism & Awareness, Historic Places / Architecture, Girdles, Transitioning advice / mentoring, Counselling / Life coach, I have Tattoos, I have Piercings, Cosplay / Costumes, Skirts, Playsuits, Knitwear, Casual Tops, Smart Tops, Books & Literature, Theatre, Kilts

So i was talking to my friend samantha ..on thursday night, after the meeting at sanctuary in staffs uni, and one of the topics was a blog .. now i`m not one for blogs to be honest.. but like a seed its germinated into me finding a suitable place to try this idea out and blog bits and bobs along the way i`ve found useful, where to get a wig, breasts, nails clothes a should and ear to listen to your troubles at 5 am on a sunday ... where to be you how to change your voice the topics are endless. but i`m gonna have a go at this bit by bit.... by the morning i`ll have written something.... cos this girls got something to say....oh heck I`m saying it, Hey there reader welcome ..... <clinks the screen> still with us? still awake? hmmmm.

Well stick with me, and i`ll share it all with you, the high bits the low bits the tips and tricks i learn along the way, hey and if your sitting there , think hey i can help with that or damn thats how its done click on the comments and add something!.. Then i`ll know i`m not talking to myself!.. oh and the opinions i give will be mine and no one else...

with all that said Welcome to a corner of my mind.. and my future..

Karen xxx