"Be free and allow the world to love you the way we deserve to be loved."  More perfect words are rarely said or heard.  Back atcha Michele. Back atcha.

Hugs,

Emma

Hiya Michele, and Emma. Both You Ladies " Should " Be Free, and Allow the World to Love You, the way We Deserve to be Loved. Very Lovely words Michele. Well Back atcha, Both Ladies. Michele, I hope that You feel better soon, and that You don't land up in the Emergency Room. Michele, Please let Us Know, that You are Okay ! Michele, and Emma, Both You Ladies Take Care, And My Love, And My Very Best Wishes, Love Stephanie. xxxx 

Hi Girls / Ladies

I didn't end up in the ER, I was admitted for basically a week.  If I had to decide, I'd have said do the operation as the infection would've been removed and my body wouldn't need to fight an infection with high doses of medication that only makes me sick to the stomach (still using it) and allows me to eat less then 50% of what I can normally consume.

Ja, I'm still swollen and unable to stand or walk for long periods of times.  The infection to not being an infection should have a reading of less the 5 in my blood stream, and last week the reading was 210.7 and on the day I was discharged it dropped to 180.2 over 5 days.

So, as a smart enough kid, I hate that some smarter kids don't listen to me when I need to say something.  Then again, I've also figured out that the specialist is a good doctor but also transphobic so will look at the OR as a super very last resort as I said why I use medication.  Next time I stay quiet, wait then I won't be me and I will be willfully is leading a doctor to give a treatment I know would be one of his first choices if I didn't disclose being transgender.  But then I'm denying myself the freedom of being me.

Cheers for now

Michele