Transgender Guide Message Board: stephani - Viewing Profile

Hello, If you are reading this then you want to know a bit about me, well I will tell you a little if you want to know....

I was born in California , near sacramento in a farming town....I was raised by my mother and her boyfriend, I also went to my fathers on a regular basis so I dont have any issues with that...(If you might think I might )
I realized at the age of five that I was not who I appeared to be my name was wrong and so was my body..
I told my family this fact and was ridiculed by my family and I was told to be a boy and was forced to learn how a boy grows to become a man and all that is involved in that process... I regrete the fact that I could not just be myself but i understand why they didn't understand either..

So as a man I grew doing all the things that a man does and how one acts... I learned from many male influances that I grew up around so not any one such person that I took my life to follow, Thats probably why I am a very open minded person.

I listen to all views try not to force my views onto another I just inject my thoughts and let them take what they will...
I married and had many bad things happen in this marrage but to be fair to her I would give her my life to save her's shes a strong woman and I can only hope to be half the woman she is... We have undergone many hardships together the hardest I feel was the miscarage of our twins, being both male and female I had twice the hardship with the loss I can only imagine how much it affected my wife, we have made it though that and we live through the grandchildren...

I married an older woman hence the grandchildren, I have been there from the start of everyone of there lifes begining except the oldest and she was two and my little girl to this day... the third one has my birthday and we have that special bond the second is a special boy all in his own and the newest addition is just 2 months old, we'll see about this one she's a handfull at this piont and I can only imagine what she's gona be like in a few years...

I love to draw and my family thinks I should have perssued a art degree and on from there but I think if I had to do it for a living it would turn to a job and not a love so I didn't go that route...

I am half Irish a quarter german and a quarter blackfoot indian... A firie combo if provocted but I am a fairly easy going person for the most part I dont let to much get to me I try to let it roll off of my back and to the ground ,( hard to do sometimes ) the place were most things need to lie anyways...

I had many ups and downs in my life and am a better person for them, for how can we learn to grow If we do not expeariance life to the fullest..

I will end thats enough for anyone to need to know