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  1. My new suit just came in  - Monica thanks for suggesting it - Will model it soon - Then will have to decide which one to wear on my beach day in three weeks. :)  Dawn

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    1. MonicaPz

      MonicaPz

      Hey, Dawn, may we vote on it? Already know which one I will be voting for! LOL!!

  2. Here is my first photo in my new swimsuit.  I already see a couple of things I will need to change.  Likely I will want to have my hair out instead of in a pony tail.  Comments please.  Dawn :)

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    1. MonicaPz

      MonicaPz

      Lookin' good, Dawn!

    2. Dawn13

      Dawn13

      Thanks Monica - I am concerned that my shoulders are still a bit large and that I need to have my hair flowing over my shoulders to better frame my face.  Still swimming in the ocean will change everything as I am sure as I get wet and covered with salt water.  And of course I do not want a suit malfunction. :)

    3. Dawn13

      Dawn13

      Hello Monica - Thanks for your comments - I did go ahead and order the blue suit also.  Size 12 - Will do a comparison when I get it in - you are so good at helping me with my best colors.  :)

  3. Just ordered a purple  -

    Miraclesuit Oceanus One-Piece

    Size: 14
    Color: purple

    I am going to wear this at the beach next month.  Now to make sure my body is beach ready. :)

     

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    2. Dawn13

      Dawn13

      My suit just arrived and it fits phonemically.  Other than my just being a little larger in the shoulders and having to do a small bit of a tuck, it flatters me greatly.  Because I have not been able to diet myself to 138 pounds I was concerned that I would look too fat in it.  I was almost in tears when I tried it on and saw myself in the mirror.  It really makes me look trim. Will post a photo/s when I have time.  I am planning a day at the beach in Florida next month and I hope to get to swim in the ocean in this suit.  The Miracle suit really does what it says.  See attached Tag.  Dawn :)

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    3. MonicaPz

      MonicaPz

      Dear Dawn,

      That's great! Looking forward to seeing your pictures!

      Have come across a company, called Shapermint, (but I have not seen their product, although it looks very good), that seems to sell outstanding shapewear. Their website is:

      https://www.shapermint.com

      Keep me posted, girl!

      Yours in Sisterhood,

      Monica

    4. Dawn13

      Dawn13

      Thanks Monica - you are right Shapermint has some great styles.  I priced the same swimsuit and theirs was $160+ for the Oceanus style but I was able to get mine at less than 50% of this price at Rue Lala.  (Another great store.)  Still I signed up for discounts with Shapermint and I saw several great looking dresses and swimsuits. Thanks so much for helping me shop.  I am getting much better at this, but I still have a lot to learn about selecting the best clothing for myself as a woman.  However, I feel I have always had the artistic and feminine mind that enables me to enjoy shopping for beautiful things. Lately with these feelings I have had no problem shopping in the women's section in various stores, including trying on dresses and sportswear.  I have also moved away from just going to thrift shops to buying from better stores new items that makee feel good about my image.  Yes, my confidence as a woman has really grown lately, and I know part of this is occurring as my body now fits better with my feminine mind; has become more reshaped; softer and rounder.  For this trip because I have been a bit heaver than I wanted to be I decided wearing a 👙 bikini was not best for me, until I am back to 140 or less.  The swimsuit I just bought will help me cover up my belly and will be a good starting point for me for future days on the beach when I may be ready for a bikini in the future. When I go to Florida on this trip I will be alone most of the time and I will have several days I can totally be my feminine self.  I am looking forward to the freedom and being able to express myself as a woman for these days and I will be totally free to do my makeup and wear my best, yes sexy, beach wear - still I do not plan to go overboard wearing high hills and extravagant night wear.  I just want to blend in, be noticed as a woman, but not draw too much attention; not get too excited about this opportunity for fun as a girl.  Dawn :)

  4. Dawn13

    Weird Sensation

    My nipples do get hard and sensitive - when I rub them and in the cold as Monica mentioned, so you are not alone.
  5. Hello Monica, You are right - losing or managing weight is a newer society norm and a major cause for shame. It is unjustified. I actually like to eat and if I am not careful 20 pounds come on me fast. I have noticed when I am close to 140lbs or less - everyone treats me differently; holding doors and asking to help me with heavy bags - my height of 5' 7" I cannot change - but I have looked at the last set of photos where I managed to get my weight to 138 and I really seemed beyond skinny. (maybe unhealthy so) When I was just a bit heavier about 143 my body looked softer. Too much weight loss really can be bad - But we were talking about height on this segment. More soon.
  6. My wife just purchased 4 Hanes Get Cozy Pullover ComfortFlex Fit® Wirefree Bra's for me and I love them - great fit and support.  (Pink, Purple, Teal and Nude colors) Was going to use them as sleep bras but I am thinking they will also be great everyday bras. I highly recommend them to everyone.  Photo below.

    Also looking for a recommendation - I could be doing a professional makeover soon - possible Christmas Gift.  Does anyone know of a best place local to the mid-west; KY, OH, IN?  My therapist said that this might be something for me to do and I am liking the idea.  Maybe a whole weekend in a new location all woman-ed up?  (Shopping, restaurant, play or movie)  This would not be a boy mode or unisex mode thing - but a fully feminine experience for me. :)  Dawn

     

     

     

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    1. MonicaPz

      MonicaPz

      Dear Dawn,

      Looks soooooo comfortable . . . unfortunately, they don't make them large enough for me (size 40 M) ☹️

    2. Jessicatoyou

      Jessicatoyou

      I have 2 myself; very comfortable and look good!  Have a wonderful time on your girl's out weekend!!

  7. Jessicatoyou and ScottishDeeDee, Thanks for your comments. I am getting a lot out of your call to honesty. For me, my wife has been really strict in our boundaries - she has to also feel good in her skin and has often told me I rival her. She is actually quite supportive of the physical changes I have made so far as she has helped me select unisex/women's outfits and undergarments. Funny - she often helps me wear the right bras - making sure that I do not have my straps showing. Anyway, I do love her dearly and this love is stronger than my need to fully transition now or anytime soon. Also for me there are my children and grandchildren to have concerns for. Being transgender actually runs in my family as one of my cousins recently transitioned from FtoM. I am very supportive of him. For the most part I do not lose sleep over not fully being a woman. Had I known what I know now I would have transitioned as a youth. Of course my Dad would have tried to stop me I am quite sure - but I never figured out this need or even the possibility of a change when I was younger. This is where in my life it would have made this most sense for me to transition. Also knowing I could never function fully as a woman, with ovaries, able to have my own children, has kept me from pushing further with a change. I know the science on this is moving forward but is not there yet. Because am inter-sexed in my body. Writing about this in my blog. Over half of my physical attributes fit a woman's body build. So I am able to pass most of the time and actually feel fulfilled when people hold the door for me or call me mam. This is where I am - I do not go out of my way - but now it seems more natural for me to go out completely in women's (Leaning Unisex) clothing and physically looking and feeling female. Is late here - thanks for starting this blog item - Dawn
  8. Hello Jessica - You are so courageous. There are several of my family members who do not know I am Transgender. I actually have fear of hurting them and I do love them - this is my tight rope. Most of my family who really count, do know I am transgender and most of the time I openly dress in unisex women's sportswear and undergarments, even when in unisex/boy mode. If someone sees me for the first time and does not know me, no matter what I wear, they almost always code me as female. (Calling me Mam, Lady, Babe) I am comfortable with this but TELLING/ANNOUNCING to everyone that I am a woman in a mans body and that I like living as a woman - this has been something I currently could not do. So as I said I respect your ability to be totally honest in this respect. Love and friendship to you - Dawn
  9. Michael fixed my photos - Thanks for helping me find the setting/s.  All please post comments to my photos when you have time.  Best wishes everyone. :)

     

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    1. MonicaPz

      MonicaPz

      Dawn, the purple 👗 dress goes great with your blue eyes!

  10. I just received a gift of a new purple dress and pearl earrings.  Also I recently purchased a Victoria Secret slightly padded pink bra that I am wearing now. This was my first new dress in quite a while.  I think the fit was phenomenal.  Sung and form fitting showing some cleavage. I can really see results of the herbals and blockers I have been taking.  I only had some lip gloss on - plan to do full make up soon.  Still I was amazed at myself. And I still feel overweight.  More soon - Dawn :)

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  11. Repeated to be on top. I was just thinking back today about how confident I was after having this particular salon makeover. Hair, brows and toes (Late Sept)  With only adding a bit of lip gloss I felt like a woman all day and went out and walked around the farmers market knowing that in everyone's mind they only saw a lovely woman.  In fact I barely noticed anyone checking me out at all.  I was just blending in and I was not nervous at all that I would/could possibly be mis-read as a male.  It is days like these that make me wish I could be a woman forever. :)

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  12. Thanks Monica - I will be adding lots more info to this site - still learning the format - - - Behavior? Yes! This can be driven by hormones - mental frame of mind - upbringing - Just thinking. Calling it a day - but I am very engaged in this topic. Dawn
  13. All the above women weigh the same - about 169 pounds - the current world average.
  14. The average weight of women world wide is about 169 pounds - wow! Does seem like a lot. The most I ever weighed in my life was 170. Currently I am at 160 and going back down.
  15. The average height of women in the US is 5'4" But in parts of Europe can be 5'7" In the US men are close to 6'
  16. I used to live in Washington State. You would think Seattle would be more open. Will be praying and believing for your safety.
  17. Update on the herbals supplement effect - My wife mentioned that my breasts had really expanded and were now a "hand full" as she touched them yesterday and that my hair has grown to reach the bottom of my shoulder blades.  What I have noticed the most lately is I appear much softer and more rounder lately. My weight is still holding about 160 (Still want to get rid of 15 pounds) but where the weight has moved into my hips and breasts and a layer of softness overall is what I notice the most.  Dawn :) Wearing a blond wig below but you can see my softer more feminine body. 

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    1. MonicaPz

      MonicaPz

      Blond hair, blue bikini on a tan girl . . . nothing says "Summer" more than that!

  18. Another great day getting my hair styled, brows waxed and a pedicure.  I wore my new American Eagle Hot Pants and a matching top that showed off my comfortable white nylon bra underneath. I had a brown hair band, rose quartz earrings and was wearing one of my favorite perfumes. My stylist said she really like making my hair, brows and toes "beautiful."  Then she had to mention she had been doing weights and showing off her arms to me.  Of course we compare arms and mine now look a lot smaller than hers.  And I was thinking mine really look feminine.  After I was done at the stylist I left, looking almost totally beautiful, and I went to a local farmers market and just blended in - I really think no one even possibly thought I was not female the whole time I was there. A wonderful transgender feminine experience. :)

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    1. Jessicatoyou

      Jessicatoyou

      Not almost, but totally Beautiful.  Your outfits are great, but your smile is my favorite!

    2. Dawn13

      Dawn13

      Thanks - you made my day - I really try to find clothing that coordinates well and is not too sexy to draw out too much attention/notice.  Always concerned I am not overly noticeable; that I just fit in.  Also, about my smile. I am finally out of my braces - first time in over a year. I so appreciate your comments about how attractive I look. :)

       

    3. Dawn13

      Dawn13

      I was just thinking back today about how confident I was after having this particular salon makeover.  With only adding a bit of lip gloss I felt like a woman all day and went out and walked around the farmers market knowing that in everyone's mind they only saw a lovely woman.  In fact I barely noticed anyone checking me out at all.  I was just blending in and I was not nervous at all that I would/could possibly be mis-read as a male.  It is days like these that make me wish I could be a woman forever. :)

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  19. Just back from a trip to North Dakota - When on a run and hike in the Badlands.  Can really see my pony tail and my purple running outfit. So Much fun.  :)

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  20. Ran 5 miles near home showing off my new jogging outfit; great fitting Danskin bra top with matching purple running shorts.  Love to present myself as the woman I feel myself to be. Dawn :)

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  21. A wonderful day at the salon - To get ready, I had shaved down my legs and arms, did a manicure and was wearing one of my favorite bra and panty sets, had on Ylang Austral Givenchy Perfume and also did a very light bit of makeup. I was also wearing a great looking colorful top and purple hot pants. My Stylist said well look at you when I came in and told me she would make me beautiful. Firstly she selected me a woman's cape with high hills logos on it for my spa salon experience, She did a wonderful pedicure with sparkles and blue coats, waxed my eyebrows and gave me a wonderful feminine hair trim and color. My hair is now getting long enough to go down my back. What a wonderful day of woman pleasures for me. :)salon---Mix.thumb.jpg.f80823eb9cadf57ee33ebb9c47416d28.jpg

  22. My wife today told me my breasts looked huge and wanted to make sure I had on one of my better support bras on when I went out to go on a bike ride.  The herbals have really worked.  Will post a photo soon - Dawn

  23. Sorting through all of my Florida photos - quite an exciting story to share - a whole week feeling like and presenting myself as a woman - more to share soon.  Dawn

  24. Spent an entire week in Florida presenting myself in a very simple fashion as a woman. A life time of experiences this trip. So much to describe. The attached photo is me in Universal Studios. I did not enhance my natural body for this trip, just wore all women's sportswear top to bottom. My breasts in my sports bra were noticeable but I was not trying to bring too much attention to them. I remember when I entered the park when the photo was taken one of the attendants said "I really like your Turquois Outfit," one of her favorite looks. I have over 20 great photos to share along with my neat story. So more soon. :)

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    1. Jessicatoyou

      Jessicatoyou

      Dawn, you look great!  Keep having fun!😊

  25. Have been so focusing on my expanding developing chest that I almost missed my expanding hips.  Here is a current photo.  Dawn :)

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