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  1. Jessica237

    2 months hrt

    So fat iv been on hrt for like 10 months but am only counting it as 2 because that's how long I been on the injectable form . And so far so good so on the second round of lupron I discovered there's only one dose you can get I had to ask because I noticed semi arousal oppose to nothing with the spironolactone. And that's once a month still not sure if I can get more than one dose ? And the weekly esterdiol is the lowest dose of close to it 5ml a week I want more as I noticed a pleasurable feministic attitude that weres off so hopefully still waiting on results of current estrogen level. Ok so growth yes getting perky breasts and I obviously want bigger if I where a bra though it looks like I'm wearing a bra if I dont it looks like I got boobs if I fold my arms somebody say I look like a football player witch really made me mad like omg so mad swearing and everything very bad expressionism excuse me but whatever .o so yes I can be very moody if provoked and i think that can be animated considering my hrt so i do keep that in mind . Also my weight distribution is not ideal as i have a nice butt now looks like a bubble and female so that's good but my legs got thicker some pants dont fit anymore and i got a belly , so waiting till all that stops as it only started 2 months ago and that equals 35 pounds. Also no motivation to work still trying to get a grip with that as far as what is the cause and am led to believe its my hiv and meds from that witch is just one pill genvoya and that started the motivation loss prior to being diagnosed so definitely hiv not the meds from it .o I'm also undetectable and my cd 4 #s were last over 500 I forgot exactly , so far I'm on welfare as I kept getting injured doing work that normally takes 2 well fit men to do and cant get up in the morning and cant sleep at night either so working on that still with my dr s. In the mean time having no income it's a fight to eat and have food or have clothes and I worry alot about homelessness but somehow I been staying afloat without doing anything bad so that's good and trying to find work that I can do that's not so bad to do and I do find it as scarce as it is . Well I'll be back again to share how my transition is going In a bit till then blessings and be kind Jessica
  2. I think I'll just get one on ebay So it's still better than shaving every day So like once a month or once every 2 weeks I would have to shave so far with laser hair removal.
  3. Wow I did not know that Omg So how much does that cost ?
  4. So I went to this place called ideal image and they were like no money down so I did it had my face done for like 3500 for laser removal so far so good ( ; .
  5. I did not know such option was available I had none done on my first treatment it hurt And I teared . Gee a had no idea I could
  6. Jessica237

    Blood test

    Yup good news for bad news the good I Dident get admitted the bad being treated for copd . Life is just full of surprises lately I have my makeup and a mirror I don't care what happens no more well I do but I'm just saying. And to be honest with you I am so tired of sharing bad news I know you need to talk about things but for now on I just want to talk about positive things I'm done talking about negative things. Yes definitely a support group would definitely do me good but there are none around here and I am in the city the ones here for teenagers so it is what it is I'll keep looking though
  7. Jessica237

    Blood test

    Thank you so much I agree and feel that way as well sharing and trying to open up iv looked for group's have not had any luck yet this is the only one iv found so far but nothing iv been able to go to in person ill keep trying : )
  8. Jessica237

    Blood test

    Looking at my last entry that's supposed to be 3 months not 3 days LOL anyway things have been okay I suppose not really though I'm just depressed I've been hospitalized I now have kidney failure can't work have no food I'm always hungry life is not very well right now Social Security is not going to approve me because you have to prove your disabled and apparently that takes a year although I can't work because I lose my breath and I get 50 to where I'm going to pass out so what are you doing between and trying and trying things are starting to look up I like to think so anyway I got to go to the doctors tomorrow right away I can't reschedule why is that I don't like those kind of doctor visits I have no idea what bad news are going to tell me so lost today hiding my depression from this with loud music and Martinez I think that's amplifieing how I feel thou so I don't know def want to make my transition before I die at least let me be me before you take me god that's how I feel .well god bless this site and all who share here I get so much out of others sharing that's why I share .in till next time one love -jessica
  9. Jessica237

    Blood test

    Yup three days on hrt all is good still adapting to the other pill that's what the doctor told me to after a while I'll become undetectable because I have such a small amount but other than that I'm fine still grasping the whole idea of that being an addition thank you so much for all your support and feedback I appreciate it very much
  10. Jessica237

    Blood test

    Got my prescription for HRT very happy about that but I'm also very sad and disappointed not in the medical profession thou ,well unfortunately I have to take another pill as this is anonymous so I can feel safe speaking in here so I don't have anybody to talk to but the other pill is for HIV and I'm just been so distraught and holding it back all day but at the end as now that it's night in the day is over now I have done and cried all over for a few hours and still and happy that I can be who I really am on the inside I'm proud that the doctors screen for diseases and stuff prior to getting HRT I'm just so very sad right now but find hope and being able to be me ๐Ÿ˜ข
  11. Jessica237

    Blood test

    I allways opened those up to see what they were then rewrapped them ๐Ÿ˜€, But there was those hiding somewhere so was all ways surprised. That being said I have no patience and will allways be surprised๐Ÿ˜€ Does being on my own hrt count for the supposed time frame to wait for srs?
  12. Jessica237

    girl jeans

    Wow yes girl jeans that wrap around my whole legs very nice I wear them sometimes only when I'm going out but yeah building up the confidence to actually wear them everyday still haven't gotten there yet but I definitely want to because they're so more comfortable and yes the looks in the feedback because I'm not like fully woman yet or look fully woman but an outside but it will all come in time I suppose
  13. Jessica237

    Blood test

    So after 4 months of taking over the counter estrogen and other dietary supplements I've made my appointment take my blood test now I'm waiting for results to go back to start HRT full-time although I practically been on my own HRT for the past 4 months which end result have been positive such as breast budding and softer skin and overall good health and sore and sensitive nipples that Are all ways hard .๐Ÿ˜€