1. JennySilva

    Wow July the 8th only 4 more days till i have my hip surgery. i like can hardly  wait   "NOT!"  i want to pack a bag grab my dog  and head into the wood's and they will never find me. i hare hospitals. and i surly don't like being cut open and have them messing around inside you never know what they might forget in there. But if i don't do it well walking is nice to be able to do so i guess it time to bite the bullet and get er done the one good thing is six weeks after i will be able to get back to my HRT and transitioning and that's all that matters to me it's been really hard having what i need right there at my finger tips to be happy but cant use them. all i can think about that old saying all good things come to those who wait 

  2. JennySilva

    well im still waiting to get back on my meds. My doctor thought me a curveball and now i getting my left hip replacement  on July 12th and as soon as it heals i'll be getting the right hip done. so it looks like another 4 to 6 months on the side line dreaming of getting back to HRT . at least after all the pre opp appointments i went to i know im in good health and im ready to move on with my transition  

    1. Ronnie Virga

      Jenny, ! :) 

      Very best of luck on the surgery and recovery! ^_^

      Veronica

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    2. JennySilva

      thanks hon im sure it will all go good  it just disappoints me having been right where i want to be with my transition and HRT it has already been over 4 months since i had to stop taking my meds my doctor said i didn't have to stop but advised to. and it looks like it will be another 6 months before i can get back on track

      i don't know how im going to make it that long i was going to come out to the world and go full time on july 30th my birthday i will be 59 . my girlfriend keeps telling me to just go ahead with my plans  but im not sure i wanted to be further along on my HRT by now. 

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  3. EricaRavenwood

    I was allergic to bees when I was a child. On more than one occasion I provoked a bee so it would sting me. What I suffered from the sting was better to me in my child's mind than the abuse I may have faced by going to school.

    #transgender  

  4. Dawn13

    Ears just pierced, wearing two small Zirconium ones - Hard to believe I waited 6 decades to get this done - What a feeling of freedom.

    1. Ronnie Virga

      Fabulous. Getting mine done soon too!

       

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    2. Dawn13

      Thank you - it was a good decision - now the whole world of earrings are now possible - cannot wait until I am healed and can wear larger more feminine ones - any ideas?  Maybe a drop style.  Was just at the stylist today and my hair is now way down my back and colored blond.  Now this with my earrings the change is no longer subtitle rather I now look much more like a woman, even in guys clothes. 

      Other changes - Even my muscles look more like a girls.  Just had a physical two days ago and apparently my T level is way down, way below normal.  My natural estrogen level also appears to be up likely above normal.  Wondered why I was feeling fatigued lately and appearing to lose some muscle.

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  5. JennySilva

    only 12 more says and ill be back on my meds it seems like it's bee 3 years not 3 months the knee is doing great all i need to do is dee when the doctor plans on mt hips

  6. BenFriday

    Ugh! i got attacked by chiggers at the beach last weekend! and now I have a cold!

    1. Ronnie Virga

      Yikes! 

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    1. Ronnie Virga

      You all look great and very happy.

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  7. EricaRavenwood

    Keeping the sun off my lily white skin.

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    1. Ronnie Virga

      Weird. I posted about using my shadow to observe my gate when walking. Then I saw this! :D

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  8. JennySilva

     last night was one of those night when i just couldn't sleep my mind was racing about all that's has changed in the last year and what next year might bring. i started my transition and HRT just about a year ago everything started slow but i like how it's going now. I have i GF we have been together for 20 years and has supported me all the way and knew what i wanted. But now things are changing in my life and we haven.t done very good in our relationship  do now is disagree on just about every thing and she doesn't seem to like where my life is heading . and forget about sex she wants nothing to do with me now that im transitioning. i have waited to long and been though so much to get where i am today im not going to give up or stopping now. Beside  all that my wants and desires have changed a lot lately i find myself dreaming that someday i would find the right guy that will treat me right and i can trust to explore my new sexual feelings with.Someone that  will be there for me as much as i would be there for him. Well last night i was laying there try to sleep but all i could think about was meeting that  right guy I don't chat much but something made me go on the next thing i knew I was in a IM with a guy we just seemed to hit it off right away. The next thing i knew i had been  chatting with this guy for over 2 hours and by the time we ended our chat it was like this could be the guy i have been dreaming about for years we both agreed we needed to get to know each other a lot better. We are almost the same age and we live fairly close and really seem to like the same things and think a lot a like this just might be the guy I might spend the rest of my new life with.  you don't know till you try

  9. ViBetaSCOT » Khuaunsttaunczs

    • Khu  I have been married for 40 years to a tg mtf person and I love her more than the day I married her.Yes there are long relationships you have trust the person fully and hopefully will love you back and not care what gender you were before.Please feel free to talk to me if I can help you even if I only listen you will now know that you are not alone and you have a friend who will listen and help you through the tough times as well as the good. There is good out there. Hope to hear from you soon

                 Hugs

                  Violet (Veronica is my wife)

     

                

  10. EricaRavenwood

     The story of that night on Jan. 7th 2007. An amusing but sad story of a girl seeking help. Transgender topic.

     

  11. EricaRavenwood

    My business card. i accept no money for any of the work I do around this topic but we'll still call it a business card, lol. I hand these out liberally to everyone I meet who has a desire to learn or think should have a desire to learn.

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  12. EricaRavenwood

    I'm heading out in a little bit to see my therapist. It's been quite a while since I've taken a selfie and I thought I look nice so why not, right? It's good to give yourself a good self perspective that you can carry into world. Confidence is key to simply being relaxed.

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  13. Michele800226

    Getting what I need and want from medical practitioners, is the thorn in my ass

    1. Ronnie Virga

      And the pain! OY!

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  14. Michele800226

    Cute is cute, but I'm evil cute at times.

    1. Ronnie Virga

      Life is the two trees Dear, get down with your bad self ! :) 

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  15. KarenPayne

    Great drive today

     

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  16. BenFriday

    I'll be posting again starting this week.

     

  17. KarenPayne

    Wearing pantyhoes for the first time in years today, I tend to wear tight jeans and leggings but today calls for a dress and it's chilly today else I forego the pantyhoes.

    Check it out

    http://www.amazon.com/dp/B006STXOBY/ref=cm_sw_r_fa_asp_87uqK.DEPMPH4?fb_ref=Default

     

  18. KarenPayne

    I am excited, have a date with a female twenty years younger than me this weekend and she is gorgeous then a handsome man the following weekend. 

  19. KarenPayne

    Was feeling sick this morning at work, co-worker asked the symptoms, I replied, running nose, dizzy. He came back joking with "You must be a Dizzy Blonde", that was funny,