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daniaskew : (01 September 2014 - 08:24 PM) C?
Tommiebefree : (01 September 2014 - 02:53 PM) Becoming a trans  woman is the strangest and most wonderful thing that has ever happened to me
Tommiebefree : (31 August 2014 - 08:28 PM) dEAL
SwanBeing : (31 August 2014 - 07:49 PM) keep evolving, & I will too
Tommiebefree : (31 August 2014 - 04:31 AM) Thanks TJ
UsernameOpti... : (30 August 2014 - 06:39 PM) Thanks, C2P... same to you.
cross2play : (30 August 2014 - 06:34 AM) Good weekend :) Everyone!
TJDavies : (30 August 2014 - 05:26 AM) A URL is an address link.
Tommiebefree : (29 August 2014 - 11:58 PM) Hey had a session with my therapist and she felt I am much more grounded and confident and grounded in my transition
Tommiebefree : (28 August 2014 - 03:30 PM) Sorry I forgot what a URL is
TJDavies : (28 August 2014 - 02:59 AM) I love the summer :( fall is my least favorite season next to winter
BenFriday : (27 August 2014 - 09:54 PM) I just want my school to cool down so I can focus and not sleep.
Tommiebefree : (27 August 2014 - 01:19 PM) thank you
drewlee0 : (26 August 2014 - 06:55 PM) Glad! I'm not a fan of summer. I like Fall the best.
BenFriday : (26 August 2014 - 06:38 PM) FALL! I want apple cider!
Gennee : (26 August 2014 - 06:19 PM) Summer will soon be over.
Lori : (25 August 2014 - 09:25 PM) Click on Blogs in the navigation links above and you should be directed to create a blog. Alternately you can click by your name and personal avatar at the top of the page and a drop-down menu will direct you to the blogs. I already have a blog so I don't see the exact way to set it up but let me know if you have any problems and we can get you going. :)
drewlee0 : (25 August 2014 - 06:25 PM) ERM... is this how you blog?
TJDavies : (23 August 2014 - 03:39 AM) :)
UsernameOpti... : (21 August 2014 - 04:30 PM) WTG Ty...congrats





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Getting Good With Myself ;)

Posted by PlagueBubonic , 31 January 2012 · 102 views

I thought, because I dressed like a woman every day that ment I was becoming a woman.I was wrong.
I will never be a real woman, and I know that now; yep thats right I'm a transwoman, and I proud to be one of the many!
Never again will hide myself, because I'm embarrassed of myself, and the way I look.
This took a lot time to come this realization, and I sure there is more to come. However this is a big step for me and my path toward to transwoman hood. I never want to fool anybody ever again like I did for many years while I hid my gender identity disorder; I did this out of ingorance. I know this was wrong for I hurt people I love, and care about, and this is a hard pill to swallow! But I will get it down.
I'm tired of look down when people walk by me; I have to get over this fear if I want to progress, I know this.
I wish I had a answer for some of thing I'm going through,but I don't; I guess I'll figure it out the best I can along the way.There are many things that go through my mind during the day; some good some not so good. At least I stopped wanting to die, and my thinking is more focused on being kind to others; even if they are not toward me. I know that my heart condition means more then looks do, and this is another important step to becoming a transwoman. Looks will fade with time, but a good heart will never fade away! Most people are actrated to a positive person than negative one.  
I just wish I looked less like a guy in a wig; I hate mirrors for the reflection in it shocks me. As long as I don't look in one I know I'm a translady I feel like one too, but when I do...
well you get the picture. I hate to shave nothing makes me feel more like a trangirl.<sarcasm>
This is the not so good part of my thinking; O, how could I forget my hair...ba!!!
What a cry baby I am ....No it just tells me I have a lot of work to do; I'm not going to stop for when I do stop I'll be dead!! I'm not ready for that yet; even if some wish it...you who wish this..too bad for you.
I can just feel it things are going to turn around; I've already seen a few thing doing this. Every day in every way things are getting better, and better!
If you could see my eyes you know how I feel; for the eyes are the gate way to a persons soul.
My eyes show that I'm the happiest I ever been now!!
I never want to go back to my old way; I will not alow this to happen.
I like to share this quote, it's from M. Scott Peck 1936-2005 " Share our similarities celebrate our differences." I think that applies now for I well know I'm not alone in my thinking, as well as my journey.
You know Jesus Christ said something about a journey it's found in the bible at Matthew 7:13-14.
Quote: "Go in through the narrow gate;because broad and spacious is the road leading off into destruction,and many are the ones going in through it; whereas narrow is the gate and cramped the road leading off into life, and few are the ones finding it."
Well I believe I found that gate, and road now and I've never felt more alive, and in control of my life.
Peace Out.....=^.^=
Don't you all be judge'n me!! ...LOL :lol: < joke sillies> ;)




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