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MelodySchwartz : (27 April 2015 - 12:29 PM) I would like to apologize to anyone I offended with my ranting awhile back. I am working on it. Again so sorry. My smiles shall return.
UsernameOpti... : (27 April 2015 - 10:17 AM) New TGG board feature -- Chat NOW! ... http://tgguide.com/message/chat/
veronicabeta : (27 April 2015 - 07:46 AM) OK. http://www.iflscienc...nce-jokes-nerds
MonicaPz : (26 April 2015 - 06:52 PM) Warren, not only did I watch the video, but all the related videos!  WHAT AN EDUCATION . . . THANKS!
WarrenG : (26 April 2015 - 05:02 PM) http://www.bustle.co...cebook&ts_pid=2 AWESOME vid!
veronicabeta : (26 April 2015 - 02:57 PM) Glad your back WarrenG:)
veronicabeta : (25 April 2015 - 11:40 PM) Hi Mike. The chat room is a great addition ! :)
veronicabeta : (25 April 2015 - 11:18 PM) Hi Gennee.
MonicaPz : (24 April 2015 - 08:38 PM) B. Jenner is now on ABC's NightLine broadcast!  Sorry for the late notice . . .
MonicaPz : (24 April 2015 - 05:30 PM) After B. Jenner's interview, 20/20 on ABC, the former athlete's former high school coach will be interviewed!  If you don't get ABC on Channel 7, you can find the interview on http://www.7online.com
EmmaSweet : (24 April 2015 - 02:35 PM) I'm sorry to read that about MichFest. As you wrote in another post there will always be a vocal, hopefully-minority of "Group A's". Maybe someone else will pick up the baton to recreate the festival to be all-inclusive.
UsernameOpti... : (24 April 2015 - 01:25 PM) Lisa Vogel prefers to end MichFest rather than welcome trans women ... http://www.advocate....er-change-times
sigurdoug : (23 April 2015 - 07:12 PM) Took a short vacation but I'm back!  Have a Nice Day tomorrow :D
MonicaPz : (22 April 2015 - 10:23 PM) Don't forget the two hour special about B. Jenner on Friday's ABC's 20/20 from 9 P.M. to 11 P.M. EST!
WarrenG : (22 April 2015 - 06:45 PM) IT'S ALIIIIIIIVE XD I'm back, I'm here, I posted, and now I'm gonna go drown in a bowl of Coffee Icecream and celebrate. Check out the blog post to understand! :P
UsernameOpti... : (21 April 2015 - 08:44 AM) Chat Now!  >>  http://tgguide.com/message/chat/
ChristieG : (21 April 2015 - 08:43 AM) Hi Gennee, how are you today?
Gennee : (21 April 2015 - 08:40 AM) Hi ChristieG!
ChristieG : (21 April 2015 - 08:39 AM) Hi all!
Gennee : (21 April 2015 - 08:25 AM) Hello everybody.   :D





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Getting Good With Myself ;)

Posted by PlagueBubonic , 31 January 2012 · 129 views

I thought, because I dressed like a woman every day that ment I was becoming a woman.I was wrong.
I will never be a real woman, and I know that now; yep thats right I'm a transwoman, and I proud to be one of the many!
Never again will hide myself, because I'm embarrassed of myself, and the way I look.
This took a lot time to come this realization, and I sure there is more to come. However this is a big step for me and my path toward to transwoman hood. I never want to fool anybody ever again like I did for many years while I hid my gender identity disorder; I did this out of ingorance. I know this was wrong for I hurt people I love, and care about, and this is a hard pill to swallow! But I will get it down.
I'm tired of look down when people walk by me; I have to get over this fear if I want to progress, I know this.
I wish I had a answer for some of thing I'm going through,but I don't; I guess I'll figure it out the best I can along the way.There are many things that go through my mind during the day; some good some not so good. At least I stopped wanting to die, and my thinking is more focused on being kind to others; even if they are not toward me. I know that my heart condition means more then looks do, and this is another important step to becoming a transwoman. Looks will fade with time, but a good heart will never fade away! Most people are actrated to a positive person than negative one.  
I just wish I looked less like a guy in a wig; I hate mirrors for the reflection in it shocks me. As long as I don't look in one I know I'm a translady I feel like one too, but when I do...
well you get the picture. I hate to shave nothing makes me feel more like a trangirl.<sarcasm>
This is the not so good part of my thinking; O, how could I forget my hair...ba!!!
What a cry baby I am ....No it just tells me I have a lot of work to do; I'm not going to stop for when I do stop I'll be dead!! I'm not ready for that yet; even if some wish it...you who wish this..too bad for you.
I can just feel it things are going to turn around; I've already seen a few thing doing this. Every day in every way things are getting better, and better!
If you could see my eyes you know how I feel; for the eyes are the gate way to a persons soul.
My eyes show that I'm the happiest I ever been now!!
I never want to go back to my old way; I will not alow this to happen.
I like to share this quote, it's from M. Scott Peck 1936-2005 " Share our similarities celebrate our differences." I think that applies now for I well know I'm not alone in my thinking, as well as my journey.
You know Jesus Christ said something about a journey it's found in the bible at Matthew 7:13-14.
Quote: "Go in through the narrow gate;because broad and spacious is the road leading off into destruction,and many are the ones going in through it; whereas narrow is the gate and cramped the road leading off into life, and few are the ones finding it."
Well I believe I found that gate, and road now and I've never felt more alive, and in control of my life.
Peace Out.....=^.^=
Don't you all be judge'n me!! ...LOL :lol: < joke sillies> ;)




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