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About AlexisSummer

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  • Birthday 01/01/1965

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    new york moving to michagan next week
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    art,music,types,blues,country,classic piano,intimate dinners,candle light,romance,stand up comedy but not racial or dirty nice comedy like bill cosby and johnny carson ect,cloths,shoes,makeup..lol omg I am such a Barbie even, cars, not trucks not suv.s cars, sexy cars like BMW Jag Eclipse PT Cruiser ect, I am a Capricorn born Jan 1, dancing,sexy langere' not trashy but cute sexy and only for my life partner I would never online, anyways that's me I am plain old Summer Hopeless romantic with extencive musical tast and a big heart with lots of room for sharing hugs with friends... :)
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    a week later

    well we have been in michagin a week now and it has been very interesting to say the least, went to church for the first time in years and participated in ash wendsday, the people there were 90% lgbt and it was amazing to sit there as myself and feel normal and welcome, I have made a lot of friends and even been complimented on how nice I look and not in the room but literally out on the street by strangers, people totally except me as a women and a friend, never have I seen anyplace so excepting and loving, my children are totally loving this place and want to stay my wife is amazed at how excepted we are right from day one, and people even want me as me not as the lie I was born into. if there is anyplace I felt more at home, I do not recall it. for the first time in my life I feel normal and believe me that is a wonderful feeling, for all of my brothers and sisters in the world struggling with lgbt issues god n goddess bless and for those who feel this kind of love and exceptance plz know how lucky you are, so many are still abused and insulted and harassed just trying to be normal and live happy. sends a blessing to all those who struggle daily and hopes they find happiness that I have known this week.......... as ever Summer
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    clothing/shopping experiences

    for me I ware a size 10 to 12 in jeans depending on cut and style, like 10 medium in regular and 12 in skinny's and I love candy jeans like pink purple ect, as far as skirts go I ware also 10 or 12 same reasons except also depends on stretch for panty's I ware an 8, I find I usually ware panty's in a smaller size than my jeans, also for blouses n tops I ware medium to large, again depending on cut style ect, dresses I ware 12 to 14 because I am adding top and bottom in one size thus I like a looser feel and use a waist stretch belt as an accent usually one that matches my shoes and purse, sooo just as a reference I was 5 ft 8 3/4 and was 203 lbs but now i'm around 5 ft 8 even and about 165, and a 38 b to small c, but recently went into a 36 bra also depending on cut, it takes about 5 yrs to fully develop breasts so I am waiting till I reach my natural development before deciding on top surgery as getting it to soon can impede or even stop future growth, a c average is perfect if I reach that no surgery.................... any way hope this was helpful ....as ever Summer
  3. ty and I respect and honor your beliefs ty for respecting mine and hugs, and blessings, and I agree with we have an enemy yes and the enemy in my opinion is bigotry and ignorance, people making un-educated opinions based on what they see not facts LGBT people have delt with this many times, if you walk, talk, dress or have any different views or feelings your " nuts, insane, crazy, weird ,a freak, ect rather than learning why or researching possible causes, they totally shut us out, and its mostly out of total fear, if they walk to close will they become weird, if there kids see us will they be weird, if they shop in the stores we do or eat in restaurants we do will they somehow become weird to. all from fear and ignorance passed from parent to child, a cycle of abuse that has gone on for hundreds of years, be it race sexual orientation creed color religion the first step is to stop telling the lil kids of the world its wrong or evil or whatever to be different . it's the educated adults who must teach the new generations and end the cycle of Bigotry, teach tolerance and love, respect and knowledge will overcome ignorance and hate, and yes that's not religious in base but these people use religion as a weapon against anything they do not agree with, and that's my issue with religion, as mentioned I cannot believe in a god who can condone hate jeliousy and abuse, jesus god or however you name him or her, must be a loving kindly forgiving god, if not why did jesus bother dying in the first place. plus only god can judge is that not what Christianity teaches, judge not lest ye be judged, again hugs god and goddess bless as ever........... Summer
  4. I'd like to just say,,,and by no means am I saying anyone elses beliefe is right or wrong, nor that mine is the only way but, Christianity is but one form of religious interpretation, there are countless veriances some not even involved with a diety named jesus or a bible, personally I believe in reincarnation and I think the bible was re-writien by governments over the centuries to control mass populations of people with very little effort, the rule in fear syndrome, personally I do believe in god I do believe in myself and I do believe in thinking and common sence, I however cannot believe in a god who punishes a person just for wanting to be happy.. again I wish no arguments this is just food for thought, with all the war and disease and pain and suffering in this world, I would like to think of a god who is pleased when his or her yes I said her, people find a shred of happiness and love in this world, to me a true god is a merciful loving careing one, not a judgemental jelious controlling dictater .................. as ever Summer ,,,,,,,,,,,,,.P.S. forgive typos plz
  5. does anyone know of a home electroloses kit or something that's not a gimeck that actually works on removal of facial and other unwanted male patern hair, professional electroloses is something id like but we are just starting to re assemble our lives after a house fire and mony and saivngs are dwindling fast, any srs or medical things must wait and razors hurt and burn and omg crys please help
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    my journey to womenhood

    this is my timeline journal, feel free to read and comment I am 49 years old MtF transgender, I identify as female and do not think it is fair that people define who we are by physical image over our soul, anyway when I was very very young I knew I was female it didn't matter to me a lot back then if anyone else agreed or cared, I was abandon at 3 by my mom and grew up my pre 5 years with my gramma and my sexual identity never came up, I would help gramma in the kichen cooking on the old cast iron wood stove or go to the garden n plant stuff or wach her knit or sew it was an amazing time in my life,till I was 5 and my father got visitation, all I will say is he did bad things to me my quote step mom to" as I was to call her she was 14 maybe my dad 28 so they took me for visits to play parents to me and my older brother, then bring us bk to grammas when they were tired of being parents, this usually took a few hours but acasionally we would be there for a few days if gramma payed them mony to feed us ect, this is all true I sware there was no child protective in the early 70s god I wish there was, anyways yes dad loved my brother but was absolutely not thrilled with me as I was the mistake my rl mom and him wanted a girl and I was a boy thus of no use to them after the divorce my rl mom never came around and my father took me because its the only way he could get to see my brother as well his pride Frank J.r whome may I add commited suicide in 2007 so I am to wonder if my dad abused him as well as me, not the point tho I was takin at age 11 adopted out n grew up in florida and Alabama went bk n forth in total confusion like most am I male am I female ect be tough be a man don't let them know ect, someone always did tho I got bullied beat up acused of being a " queer or f*g forgive the language plz just explaining my journey, anyways yes I dated males and females never the same time sometimes I hated men only wanted to be around women, sometimes I would find one man so special well things got intimate but it would never last,how could I love anyone when I didn't evne love myself right, anyways around 25 or so I got back around my father because my gramma got sick and once again burying everything I knew I was I weight lifted beefed up to 220 drank beer , like eww gross much but I gagged it down to be a " man" then grammy died in 97 and I met Liz we dated for 3 years, then married, omg I was totally absolutely head over heels in love like omg love, still am, we had a good but rocky marriage, I mostly stayed home n cleaned cooked ect took care of the house, she started wondering if something was wrong, for years kept asking me if I was gay id say no and I wasn't, I am a lesbian actually but she did not know that yet, then around 4 or 5 yrs ago I began to explain who I am and what,she at first was like confused as most are,we joined in some research together and she learned fast, then she told me she was actually relieved because she was waiting for me to tell her I was gay and divorcing her for a man, an honest worry actually considering my umm tasts n interests, anyways she was relieved and said she would be ok as long as it stayed in the house, my kids knew and also excepted, my youngest the most bless her she to this day calls me Momma Summer not daddy. even gave me a mothers day card last year anyways 3 weeks ago our home burnt down, I got phoebe our youngest out first went back for my oldest and my wife, then went bk in after the dog and our family cat, finally suffering smoke inhalation, a firemen found me all but collapsed n carried me out, it was a huge wake up call, how can I die before I ever get a chance to live. my wife also had a revelation, she loves me no mater what long as its me she don't care what I look like or who I am inside or out she said baby just be you that's all I want, an has called me Summer ever since even in public we are relocating to michagin next week and I a going full me, we reserched and we decided has best place climate wise and community wise so micagin here we come )....................................as ever Summer
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    Member Blogs

    how do you blog I have never done it nor do I know how, I am sorry I am 49 and some of this internet stuff is unfamiliar to me any help in explaining how to blog would be great ty.......... Summer
  8. yay I have a friend :) huggs new friend muah

  9. YAY I figured out how to load pictures..:)..enjoy and huggs all...friends welcome to add I am MtF transitioning..please only add if you support my life choice..I cannot take much more hate..it has been a hard 49 years I dont have much time left to be happy..huggs all

  10. ok how do I load pictures and add friends i am new any help is apreciated :)

  11. ok i recently came out im scared nervious and just want to be me,two weeks ago my home burnt, I got my wife and two kids out and went bk in for our family dog suffering smoke inalation,,all i can think about is i cant die without having a chance to live,it was a real wake up call..my wife knows and has for bout 4 years but has struggled with it,until now..she realized after that she loves me no mater what, now my wife n two daughters are in a hotel basically homeless and im more scared than e...