Manifesto of Chara Jo
The world sees me a man, I am not!
My brains sees me a woman, it is fooled!
Truth both visible and invisible, I am both, and I am neither!
I am the third gender, I travel apart.
TGirlAmber distributes a Dating Guide called, "T-Girl Dating Guide."
It is a very nice read.
In the chapter:
"How should you address me and other T-Girls" starting on page 9, she provided a very complete glossary of terms. In reading this section, I learned a few things about myself that I did not even know.
In fact, I am going to get my yellow highlighter out and mark up the glossary for everything that applies to me. That way on those "blue days" when I begin to hate myself,
Hi girls,
I use to have a fabulous wardrobe. Then on several stange days, I threw them out Now I am collecting outfits again. Maybe I just love shopping for clothes... I don't know. Maybe I love the feelings of danger while shopping for outfits while in DRAB.
I had a lot of confidence shopping today at yet another Goodwill Store. It was full of women and a few men doing their own shopping. I guess if you shop with confidence, who is going to challenge you?
I have back-up plan
I was out shopping today and got a few nice items. In fact, I am wearing my new necklace and skirt right now.
Anyway, a couple of GG's walked by as I was pulling out of the parking lot and I found myself checking them out. I had the realization that I was looking not at them, but their clothes. The one had great fashion taste. Soon I was mentally taking her footwear off and putting on her a nice set of sexy strapy heal boots. I wondered for a few moments.... I such a girl in my thoughts.
Each day when i first wake up I am at peace with myself. I haven't yet been bombarded with the days' pressures... such as my health issues, worries about my weight, job issues and pressures, etc. I smile and think about how I am going to express my feminine side today. Am i going to share some part of it with the world or am i going to keep it all to myself yet again. Well, today was a me day. I even ignored my ringing phone. I did some online shopping and bought more that i should have...
I gotta go out and arrest bad guys today... talk about putting on another mask. Or perhaps not a mask but just another layer. It's funny what we use as force fields to protect ourselves. Peace my friends!
LOL, I had to look up in the dictionary how to spell OCCASIONAL. I've been living in the past lately, so I posted some photos to my gallery. They were taken back in 1999 when I almost accepted my real self. I even had the help of a special GG back then... she did my face and took the pictures for me.
