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Breathing Optional


WarrenG

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So, first off I want to apologize for my last blog post, I apparently was having a bad day/night and needed to vent. I do want to thank everyone for their words of encouragement and assure you that I am less RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWRRRRRR today and more ZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzz JUST BECAUSE IM THAT BIPOLAR.

Yup, that is my life.

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SO, on another note, it IS Wednesday, and as some of you may know, it is my YOUTUBE POST day. So I have posted my weekly youtube post, and here ya go>>>>

 

 

or (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y04F-D5GmvU) for those of you that the video doesnt show up on. Just...ya know.....click it. I SAID CLICK IT~!

Surprised that I have a good handful of subscribers already but who knows? Maybe this was a good idea after all! Gives me something to do anyway.

 

Otherwise nothing going on. Therapist still wont send me my files, I have to call them AGAIN in about an hour, which leads me to wonder if I even have a file or if she was just bullshitting me the whole time and has NOTHING written down which would annoy me to no end.

And despite what I have been told, I have decided to stop taking my Zoloft. Not only because I've been off from it for two weeks anyway (headache free, might I add) but because I notice NO DIFFERENCE with taking it versus NOT taking it. I get the same depressing outcome anyway, so.......why add more chemicals to my day if they're not at least beneficial? Seems a waste. ANYWHORE, I'm going out for dinner at Papa Gino's (pizza place) with the bf tonight despite my soul-crushing dysphoria, so wish me luck on that one that I dont have a mental breakdown and shatter some faces

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SIDENOTE: Omagerd I soooooo wanna get some transpride buttons for my backpack or something. I'm not so huge on the tshirts because for whatever reason I almost feel awkward (not embarrassed just.....pass) on wearing my trans pride shirts. Simply because I get a lot of awkward stares or disapproving glares WHICH I KNOW I SHOULD IGNORE but it still gets to me. SO, I think I'll stick to my plaids.

Havent cut in two-or three- days so I guess that's a plus. Got all my aggrivation out I guess, I dont know.

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STAY AWESOME.

Warren

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Warren,

So glad that you're feeling better!  Hopefully your therapist will FINALLY come through with the file for you.

I look forward to watching your video (shortly).

And enjoy your pizza tonight!

xoxo

Christie

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Warren, good to hear you are feeling better!!! Each and everyone of us have demons.

I would like to compliment your video in regards to two things. First, for male to female looking for jeans, be prepared to find that (at least here in my area) the average inseam is 27 to 29 and that the average male will need from 31 to 32 inseam. So with that said one may need to shop online for longer inseams and many of the major companies do sell them but local stores don't. So try them out in the stores and if there is an inseam issue go online. Levi's are a perfect example for selling 31 to 34 and sometimes even longer.

The second thing is tucking. What worked for me throughout the years (about five different methods) will not work for others or that others may not want to endure the pain at first I went through. In short I tucked so dang well that nobody could tell even with a swimsuit or leggings. There is another site that has a thread on tucking that has close to 1,500 replies on the art of tucking which should say that there are countless methods for tucking, some are creepy in that if you need to pee it can take a really long time to re-tuck. I had my tucking down to less than 30 seconds but when first starting out was more like two minutes. 

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