Ok so this is what a blog is (huuummm).Well let me begin by saying hello to everyone.For the past few days that I have been loged on to this site u have let me share some things that have been on my mind so I thank u very much.All my life I have had this feeling of just being different.When I was about 5 me and my mom would go over to my grandmas house.I use to go in the back room of the house to play while my mom would catch up with her.In the back room she had allot of toys and games for all the children that she use to baby sit.I remember she had cloths for the girls to play dress up.That was the first thing that I would always go for and to be honest I didnt think their was anything wrong with me puting on the little girls cloths and playing with the barbie dolls.It felt natural to me even at 5 until my mom would catch me and tell me to take them off and play with the gijoes and hotwheels.Once she would leave me to play again Id went rite back and put them on.I hope that kind of gives u a idea about the type of family that I grew up in.Later on when I was about ten I had a neighbor that moved in next door and they had a sun my age.We giuckly became freinds.After about a year 1 started to spend the night at his house.One night I remember we were wrestling around and one thing led to another and well it became more.For rest of my life until know I have kept all these feelings and thoughts deep in side my heart.So at this point in my life I just cant kept these things to myself.I still love my family with all my heart but I just have to be myself now.Later in this blog I well tell how my life is going day to day so this is just to get everyone caught up on were and who I am right now.So keep following and I might even post A joke or two so best wish's and and great days to all...........