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Hitting a bump in the road....Now What?


PlagueBubonic

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This blog is about my journey how my transtion is progressing well lousy; to sum it up in one word.

I have to remember that when you show somebody love you have to be ready for the pain of rejection.

I know that you can only control yourself and not the other person.

I'm being vague I know; this is because I have not spoken to the other person yet. Which is killing right now. I was just told she is up-set with me for some unknown reason to me? I don't even know if that true either??

Could be nothing or it could be something?? The part that hurts me the most is just hours before I sent a Email to her and exposed my heart to her.( stupid me)

Now I feel like ........you figure it out ..........how would you feel. Yep thats how I feel.

I first was going to kill Plague off forever however, I really love her a lot even if others donot. After a long walk I have decided to keep this woman around for a long while.

If somebody cannot execpt me for who I am than thats their loss not mine. This is where I draw my line in the sand.

My other problem is I really like her(as a friend) a lot; God, it would been nice to have a friend.You see I'm a people person meaning I need, and want friends to laugh with to cry with to to to to to to???????

That was odd I blanked out ( I think I'll leave it for now.) Show what a stupor I'm in.

You know what the more I keep writing this blog I see I need to drop this shovel and stop dig the hole I'm in. Now I get somewhere.Just stop till I talk with her than i'll up date this blog.

Till than be in peace of mind and heart.

Up date yep it is what I thought and I don't care HA....... I still am going to go for the good life friends....Today is a new day I face it STRONG.....Life starts NOW!!!!

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Being transgender is about a life of difficult choices. You're among people who will support you, and who care. Only you can figure out how Plague fits into your life but we're here to lend an ear and give you a little feedback now and then.... and to give you big hugs! ((((HUG))))

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