Freak'n Out

The other day something happened to me? I just did'nt quite know how to take it? The reason is all my life I tryed to hide it.

However, I cannot do that any more. I FREAK-OUT when I saw that my chest grew a lot!

I guess I did notice it right a way? Now theres no hidding them I have girls now! I don't know if this has happend to someone eles ? I' mean I 'm not on hrt yet, and I not doing/taking anything to make them grow. I do take vitamins but that's it so, where did the girls come from???Like I said, I have had chesticles all my life,ya they were large for a man...but now...holy cow!!

I felt kinda funny at first; now I'm getting used to them, but it is almost imposable to hide them! And I don't look passable yet! What to do .....what to do....

Right now I just keep them hid with big shirts & sports bra,however they still stand out.

Maybe I'll try a big jacket for now?? I mean don't get me wrong I love them, but not looking the way I do right now.

What to do??

Well that's todays dilemma, if anybody can help I will appereciate it very much. thank you

Peace out