Warren, You need to take your meds. There is nothing professional help can do for you if you do not. If you can leave your room and your house everyday for a while, please do. I feel like there are others around you, in your community, who could benefit from your experience.
Monica, even in my former identity I always thought and felt that the brain stimulus was the core of the experience. Marci Bowers said that don't be surprise if after sometime my clitoris would be too sensitive and that now, going on five months I can feel this to be true even from having erotic thoughts and not touching anything below the waist.