Dawn13

First June Thought - Spring weather now! Went running as a girl yesterday. Wore cap sleeve shirt & run shorts,hair in a pony-tail. Really felt the wind on my shaved legs

Second May Thought - Got called ma'am yesterday - driving through a gate - not trying to look like a girl but still do

Glad to hear you got a job. I too am a Christian. I wish you the best. Dawn13

Got to 140 last week - Only a couple pounds to go. Losing weight seems to take forever.

Have been following all the Jenner news.  This has stirred some of my recent thinking.  What is the core of why we have our feelings and want so much to change.  I think there is a certain desire to see ourselves as beautiful.  Women express this better than almost all men.  When I put on a dress I feel changed.  When I see other men I see most of them as lazy/unkempt, fat/heavy and scuzzy.  This is the excepted image of most men.  I do not fit this image and I know I am stared at a lot by other men, usually in restrooms, who do not expect a beautiful looking man.  When I look beautiful (Handsome) day-to-day, I am often mistaken for a girl, even when in unisex or masculine clothing.  I usually do not go out of my way but I am well groomed, very tan, fit and now have longer styled blond hair.  I think some of why I wish I could change is rooted in the concept of beauty - and if men could also be beautiful in what is currently a woman's norm early in life - I think fewer would be unhappy with their body image and fewer would want to change.  Here is another thought.  I think is more acceptable to be changed completely into a woman than it is to dress and adorn ones self in a similar fashion.  Yes, I would love to wear a colorful attractive dress and show off my small waist and still not try to hide that I have a somewhat feminine looking male body.  However, I feel less anxiety when I go through the complete effort of hiding any maleness as I look completely like a woman.  Also, I actually feel safer in woman mode as I do not see myself as a homosexual; not wishing for men to lust for me in this fashion.

Have spring fever - Been away a while - I see there have been many changes - Hoping all the best for everyone.

Hello Bonnie,

I will publish several of my recent dress shots this evening. Thanks for your comments.

Dawn13

Hello Bonnie, I was going to send you a message about second life - Let me know when you can receive mail?

Hello Cristi, Glad to have you in the group. I see you visited my page. You have great photos posted. Best Wishes. Dawn13 in Germany

Hello Davina,

Glad to have you in the group. Stop by my page if you have time. Best wishes. Dawn13

Hello Donnaswttgrl6, Glad to have you in the group. Stop by my page if you have time. Let me know if I can help you in any way. Best Wishes. Dawn13 living in Germany

Hello Ebre, Glad to have you in the group. If you have a chance stop by my page. Let me know if I can help you in any way. Best Wishes. Dawn13 living in Germany

Hello Emma, Welcome to the group. Your photo looks great! Stop by my page if you get a chance. Best Wishes. Dawn13

Hello HarrietWinegarner,

Glad to have you in the group. Let me know if I can help you with anything? I wish you the very best. Dawn13 in Germany

Hello Ich,

Glad to have you in the group. Stop by my page if you get a chance. Beat wishes. Dawn13

Hello JenniferNicole,

Glad to have you in the group. Stop by my page if you have time. Best wishes. Dawn13

Hello Jerrdan,

Glad to have you in the group. Stop by my page if you have time. Best wishes. Dawn13

Hello Kareal.

Glad to see you joined the group. Please stop by my page if you have a chance. I wish you the very best. Dawn13

Hello LisaNB,

Glad to have you in the group. Let me know if I can help you with anything? I wish you the very best. Dawn13 in Germany

Hello Lori, I got your message. Thanks for telling me some of your story. Also, thanks so much for helping me with re-obtaining Jamie's books. I can now enjoy reading them again.

Hello Lori,

If you have a chance please look at my entry on the Cross Dressing Guide. I had a computer crash and lost Jamie's books only a couple of days after I purchased them. I am wondering if you have a good inside track to how I can contact her. Thanks. Dawn13

Hello Mandy, Glad to have you in the group. I see you stopped by my page. Let me know if I can help you in any way. Best Wishes. Dawn13 living in Germany

Hello Mark34, Glad to have you in the group. Stop by my psge if you have time. Let me know if I can help you in any way. Best Wishes. Dawn13 living in Germany

Hello Mhcplt,

Glad to have you in the group. Stop by my page if you have time. Best wishes. Dawn13

Hello Moon,

Glad to have you in our group. I see you stopped by my page. I remember reading my children stories about Goodnight Moon - One of my favories - Go you know this story. Best wishes. Dawn13 (corrected - please delete my previous post to your board)

Hello Moonlight001, Glad to have you in the group. I see you visited my page. Best Wishes. Dawn13 in Germany