Emma1

Hi iv had a interesting week, two week ago I told a friend about me over email and spent the rest of the week answering questions every thing was going fine she was cool with every thing and keep tell me we should meet up and talk properly about it. so I have booked some time off work and told her I can come and see her any time over that week. and now I haven't any thing for three days I'm hoping she is just to busy but have a feeling I'm not going to hear from her again. just have wait a bit longer if I haven't heard from her by next Wednesday I'll email and see what's happening. Emma

Hi tiff I know what you mean about some of the chat rooms. I stopped using most of them for the same reasons, now I just wright on my profile page most of the time. Emma

Hi Over the last week iv been thinking about what is known as the second puberty. I have read a lot about this and was trying to remember what it was like for me the first time and after a lot of thought I still can't remember what it was like I know at some point I must have gone it at some point. So far I haven't noticed anything like I have read about, iv had no mood swings no headaches and no out brakes of acne. I feel a lot happier now than I have in years and apart from the expected pains and aces around the chest area. And a short period of unease at Christmas it's all been good so far. Hope you have a good week Emma x

Hello It's the second week at work this year and the first full week, the first day back didn't start to well got to work got changed in to the office turned the computer on and it blow up it still hasn't been fixed or replaced so my work is piling up on my desk, lucky there has been other things to do. I had a little incident at work nothing serious I was doing a bit of work for one of the ladys that works for me when out of the blue she asks me if I'm wearing make ulama before I could think I said yes, she then said "I thought so we have been talking about it all morning" they all think I was at a fancy dress party and what to know what my costume was iv told them to wait for the pictures there arnt any so hope fully they will forget about it. The rest of this week buying some make up remover and making sure I get it all off before I go to work. Hope you all have a good week. Emma :)

Hello After many years of using the Internet I have decided to start bloging for the first time. A bit about me to start off this is the bit that should be on my profile, at the moment I am using the name Emma hopefully one day I will be able to use the name all the time every where, I'm 33 and am currently working as an administration clark I have been doing this for a little over 3 years before that I was a soldier in the British army for 13 years, but it was time to move on. Some of my earliest memories are of me borrowing my sisters clothes, this continued until I joined the army at which point it stopped of about 2 years then hasn't stopped since. On top of that there has always been a feeling that I should be a girl, this feeling has come in waves over the years but has never gone completely and about 6 years ago it came strong and has stayed since then. I think this is a good start for me. If any one actual reads this and would like to ask any questions feel free to email me address is emma1bunny@aol.com or leave a message on my profile. I am going to try and blog every week for the next year just to see if I can do it Regards Emma