ashleysummers

I would like to ask all the other people out their if anyone has ever tried some of those tanning lotions.Earlier this week I bought some of the jergens brand.I have been using it for about the days and I think I can start to see A difference.Befor I bought it L looked around and none of the people I talked to had anything bad to say about it,But one thing everyone did say is that they all leave your skin with A yellowish color.For me I have only used it on my legs so any change is A good change.Im starting to see that yellowish color but I really hope it well all blend in.Other then that this week was pretty good.The only real downer was my unemploed brother constintly calling to borrow money and now that I have stopped giving hem money he has started stealing from me and my parents.I see myself as more of a lover not a fighter but I have just about changed my train of thought on fighting.I cant say that I would ever hit my brother but stealing from my parents thats it for me.I love and respect my parents but let me ask What do u think u would do.Anyway the weekend well be batter I have plans on going to the beach and just having some fun.

Ok so this is what a blog is (huuummm).Well let me begin by saying hello to everyone.For the past few days that I have been loged on to this site u have let me share some things that have been on my mind so I thank u very much.All my life I have had this feeling of just being different.When I was about 5 me and my mom would go over to my grandmas house.I use to go in the back room of the house to play while my mom would catch up with her.In the back room she had allot of toys and games for all the children that she use to baby sit.I remember she had cloths for the girls to play dress up.That was the first thing that I would always go for and to be honest I didnt think their was anything wrong with me puting on the little girls cloths and playing with the barbie dolls.It felt natural to me even at 5 until my mom would catch me and tell me to take them off and play with the gijoes and hotwheels.Once she would leave me to play again Id went rite back and put them on.I hope that kind of gives u a idea about the type of family that I grew up in.Later on when I was about ten I had a neighbor that moved in next door and they had a sun my age.We giuckly became freinds.After about a year 1 started to spend the night at his house.One night I remember we were wrestling around and one thing led to another and well it became more.For rest of my life until know I have kept all these feelings and thoughts deep in side my heart.So at this point in my life I just cant kept these things to myself.I still love my family with all my heart but I just have to be myself now.Later in this blog I well tell how my life is going day to day so this is just to get everyone caught up on were and who I am right now.So keep following and I might even post A joke or two so best wish's and and great days to all...........

Hi Tiffanys i just found this site and to be honest this is the first post I have read.Me myself im trying to figure out were to start and what to do.I read that u r going to start hormone therapy later.I have been reading alot about it but dont know if i should just go to my doc and ask about it or what.I really dont mean to ask anything heavy but like i said i read what u wrote and hoped u might be able to help.If able please let me know oh and hope the wedding turns out great. Thanks Ashly