Jessica237

Yup good news for bad news the good I Dident get admitted the bad being treated for copd . Life is just full of surprises lately I have my makeup and a mirror I don't care what happens no more well I do but I'm just saying. And to be honest with you I am so tired of sharing bad news I know you need to talk about things but for now on I just want to talk about positive things I'm done talking about negative things. Yes definitely a support group would definitely do me good but there are none around here and I am in the city the ones here for teenagers so it is what it is I'll keep looking though

Thank you so much I agree and feel that way as well sharing and trying to open up iv looked for group's have not had any luck yet this is the only one iv found so far but nothing iv been able to go to in person ill keep trying : )

Looking at my last entry that's supposed to be 3 months not 3 days LOL anyway things have been okay I suppose not really though I'm just depressed I've been hospitalized I now have kidney failure can't work have no food I'm always hungry life is not very well right now Social Security is not going to approve me because you have to prove your disabled and apparently that takes a year although I can't work because I lose my breath and I get 50 to where I'm going to pass out so what are you doing between and trying and trying things are starting to look up I like to think so anyway I got to go to the doctors tomorrow right away I can't reschedule why is that I don't like those kind of doctor visits I have no idea what bad news are going to tell me so lost today hiding my depression from this with loud music and Martinez I think that's amplifieing how I feel thou so I don't know def want to make my transition before I die at least let me be me before you take me god that's how I feel .well god bless this site and all who share here I get so much out of others sharing that's why I share .in till next time one love -jessica

So true I bumped my chest a few times My nipples have been sensitive even before hrt when on over the counter stuff.but even more so now .

Yup three days on hrt all is good still adapting to the other pill that's what the doctor told me to after a while I'll become undetectable because I have such a small amount but other than that I'm fine still grasping the whole idea of that being an addition thank you so much for all your support and feedback I appreciate it very much

Got my prescription for HRT very happy about that but I'm also very sad and disappointed not in the medical profession thou ,well unfortunately I have to take another pill as this is anonymous so I can feel safe speaking in here so I don't have anybody to talk to but the other pill is for HIV and I'm just been so distraught and holding it back all day but at the end as now that it's night in the day is over now I have done and cried all over for a few hours and still and happy that I can be who I really am on the inside I'm proud that the doctors screen for diseases and stuff prior to getting HRT I'm just so very sad right now but find hope and being able to be me 😢

I allways opened those up to see what they were then rewrapped them 😀,

But there was those hiding somewhere so was all ways surprised. 

That being said I have no patience and will allways be surprised😀

Does being on my own hrt count for the supposed time frame to wait for srs?