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PlagueBubonic	:	(16 May 2012 - 11:22 PM) TTFN party is over ....again...But I'll be back LOL Now that a threat
PlagueBubonic	:	(16 May 2012 - 11:13 PM) DITTO back at you!
Lori	:	(16 May 2012 - 11:12 PM) That's my hope. Have a great night. Sending you lots of (((hugs)))
PlagueBubonic	:	(16 May 2012 - 11:12 PM) Me TOO!! Love you Ms. Lori Peace Out
PlagueBubonic	:	(16 May 2012 - 11:11 PM) I really think this site helps a lot of new bees ...lets them know their not alone
Lori	:	(16 May 2012 - 11:11 PM) Well I have to run along, glad I got to say hi to you Plague
Lori	:	(16 May 2012 - 11:11 PM) So that's why I'm glad you're volunteering, cause you can help somebody who desperately needs some support.
PlagueBubonic	:	(16 May 2012 - 11:10 PM) Yep your so right so many TG girls suffered a lone
Lori	:	(16 May 2012 - 11:09 PM) I sometimes think how different things might have been for me, how much easier... if only there had been some resource available to help me out.
PlagueBubonic	:	(16 May 2012 - 11:09 PM) Come you know you were more than a help to me!!!
Lori	:	(16 May 2012 - 11:08 PM) No, blossoming!
Lori	:	(16 May 2012 - 11:08 PM) You know, back in the days that you and I both remember, there was no Internet and almost no resources for transgender folks.
PlagueBubonic	:	(16 May 2012 - 11:08 PM) Blossoming??? more like stink-up the joint...
Lori	:	(16 May 2012 - 11:07 PM) Glad we could be of some help
Lori	:	(16 May 2012 - 11:07 PM) Yes, a little help is all we need sometimes to change our outlook on life.
PlagueBubonic	:	(16 May 2012 - 11:07 PM) Thax Ms. Lori ...You know you had a hand in that too....right!
PlagueBubonic	:	(16 May 2012 - 11:06 PM) It's Amazing!! how many things the center can help a TG Woman with!!
Lori	:	(16 May 2012 - 11:06 PM) So glad you're blossoming
Lori	:	(16 May 2012 - 11:05 PM) Very cool, good for you!
PlagueBubonic	:	(16 May 2012 - 11:04 PM) Shut-up!! Girl you know I love you...RIGHT!! Silly!

Fraudulent Transgender Centers

06 February 2012 -

Posted by PlagueBubonic

Today I received a call from a trans center; the person on the phone invited me to a group meeting at 4:00pm to 6:00pm. I called them about a month and a half ago, and didnot here a thing till today, 2/6/2012. So I got ready<as best I could> and I drove over to the adderess I was given.
I arrived a little before 4:00pm, about 10min early; So...

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Getting Good With Myself ;)

31 January 2012 -

Posted by PlagueBubonic

I thought, because I dressed like a woman every day that ment I was becoming a woman.I was wrong.
I will never be a real woman, and I know that now; yep thats right I'm a transwoman, and I proud to be one of the many!
Never again will hide myself, because I'm embarrassed of myself, and the way I look.
This took a lot time to come this...

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I Found My Happy

12 January 2012 -

Posted by PlagueBubonic

Well I just returned from the support group, and I can't believe it their just like me. I donot feel out of place there; just like I dont feel that way here at TGGuide.
OMG!! Some of those women are so pretty, and than others are just like me..homely lol I mean average. ops-y
They were talking I just kept my big trap shut.....and then...

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Nervious & Excited

11 January 2012 -

Posted by PlagueBubonic

Tomorrow I'm going to my first support group meeting for transwomen; this is at 14:00 hours. I'm down right scared, I'm really shy around people untill I get to know you.
<yep then you can't shut Plague up>
I guess when I get nervous I play round a bit much.
People are going to see me, and their going to think.... ? What a...

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Cleaning Out the Closet

04 January 2012 -

Posted by PlagueBubonic

Well what do I mean by the term, "cleaning out the closet" I mean the, "mental closet." This step is the most important one, that I found in my research, of how to transition from male to female.
I remembered a lesson, I was tought by a student of Bruce Lee's; who I was being trained by. He tought me to try to achieve the...

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Blessing Or Curse?

02 January 2012 -

Posted by PlagueBubonic

I read a article, Ms. Beth had posted in the forum. The story was about a transwoman, who looked at her change as a blessing. After, meditating on this thought I too look at it as a blessing because, it makes us unique ie different; we standout from the crowd.
I always knew I was speical some how, but I just did not quite know how to express it;...

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The End.

31 December 2011 -

Posted by PlagueBubonic

Yep, it is the end of the year; Wow! Am I glad it is over! What a year I had. I got into legal trouble, lost my house, trucks and have to pay $200,000.00 restitution; Oh yes can't forget 5 years probation, and you have to pay that bill too.
I'm telling you, if this is not enough; then add the fact I have to live with in-laws...

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Freak'n Out

28 December 2011 -

Posted by PlagueBubonic

The other day something happened to me? I just did'nt quite know how to take it? The reason is all my life I tryed to hide it.

However, I cannot do that any more. I FREAK-OUT when I saw that my chest grew a lot!

I guess I did notice it right a way? Now theres no hidding them I have girls now! I don't know if this has happend to...

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I can measure up!!

27 December 2011 -

Posted by PlagueBubonic

I know this is not a positive post, I feel like putting a *** under my chin and........
Poof ...Vanish...Who would really care????
I could not measure up to my mothers expectation for being her little girl; which got me beat and thrown out of the house.
I can not measure to my own expectations either. People tell me I'm a freak.. other people...

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Gift

22 December 2011 -

Posted by PlagueBubonic

Really sometimes I believe that we get gifts in the form of people. These are very special gifts, and their one's to be cherished not exploited.
Sometimes we don't see the gift that a person truly is;
theres only one thing to say then, shame on us!
Yes, it is true some people are very mean spirited; on the other hand, some people are...

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