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brzeman : (01 October 2014 - 05:55 PM) tulsa
UsernameOpti... : (01 October 2014 - 07:58 AM) Happy Birthday to sarahluiz
UsernameOpti... : (30 September 2014 - 04:30 PM) Happy Birthday to ChatroomStefi38
Dawn13 : (29 September 2014 - 10:24 PM) TJ wish you peace with your new you.
Tommiebefree : (29 September 2014 - 07:52 PM) Hey TJ thankyou for your courage-very inapiring
UsernameOpti... : (29 September 2014 - 02:43 PM) Happy Birthday to MinyteTX
Lori : (29 September 2014 - 02:36 PM) Congrats Ty :)
TJDavies : (29 September 2014 - 02:34 PM) Thank you guys!!! :) I'm so excited
UsernameOpti... : (29 September 2014 - 02:24 PM) WTG, Ty!
MonicaPz : (29 September 2014 - 02:19 PM) TJ, glad to see your outside start to match your inside.  Remember, you were ALWAYS a man!
Tommiebefree : (29 September 2014 - 04:30 AM) TJ. congrads
TJDavies : (29 September 2014 - 02:44 AM) I start testosterone next week!
Tommiebefree : (25 September 2014 - 07:16 PM) Dawn13 Your VERY WELCOME!
Tommiebefree : (25 September 2014 - 07:15 PM) Dawn2
Dawn13 : (25 September 2014 - 05:37 PM) ThanksTommiebefree :)
Tommiebefree : (25 September 2014 - 04:11 PM) out for now....
Tommiebefree : (25 September 2014 - 03:58 PM) so all I can say try and see for yourself!
Tommiebefree : (25 September 2014 - 03:57 PM) I mean to say that its has been since I started gazing that the truth of what I (this mind body) became clear and has manifested. That's what i know.
Tommiebefree : (25 September 2014 - 03:42 PM) I don't knopw how to classify him. In my experience he is free/liberated "enlightened. My advice is to ty and see for yourself. Its It is (in my opinion) that my transformation was supercharged.
MonicaPz : (25 September 2014 - 03:30 PM) Braco (I don't know him) may be an empath.  Believe that some psychics, mediums and empaths truly have a gift.





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The End.

Posted by PlagueBubonic , 31 December 2011 · 74 views

Yep, it is the end of the year; Wow! Am I glad it is over! What a year I had. I got into legal trouble, lost my house, trucks and have to pay $200,000.00 restitution; Oh yes can't forget 5 years probation, and you have to pay that bill too.
I'm telling you, if this is not enough; then add the fact I have to live with in-laws for a while....
Pass the bullet! Please.
At my age most people are look'n ahead to the golden years. I'm look'n for a box, a hole,and dirt!
This year I also, decided to stop hidding my true self...that's right, Out I Came! No more closet time!!
This is the best thing I did all year long; for now no more secrets, and sneaking around,finally!
So for me this is a very special New Year....Life Starts Now!!!
I'm hoping, and praying this year, will be my year of mercy, love,and courage.  I'm going to need all three from what I understand.  Researching transition, and seeing the brave people that have come before me I can see this is not an easy path.  But good things don't come easy, it takes effort, and strength.
I'm so happy that I foundTGGuide, and made some friends too.  I also have a psychiatrist and she's wonderful, helpful and very understanding.
I can't wait to find a transgender support group they have called me, and I look forward to meeting them soon.  So things are starting to come together; the material stuff can be replaced, that did not define me, nor make me a better person.
However, my being true to myself will, Yes it will!
Make me a better person, inside and, to be around.
Now I'm not going to lie, because this is a new beginning; that means there are losses involved.  I've lost friends, family, and my gender identity; which was wrong anyway.
So this is my starting point; this is a fresh start! I know I'm going to gain everything back plus more.  It may just take a while, but that's what I have plenty of time!  So yes indeed this is going to be a new year for me, and I look forward to it, a brand new frontier!  This is probably why I can face this year coming up with a huge smile on my face, and in my heart.  I have no fear, I have to get past that so love can occupy,and fill my heart.  This is how I choose to face the new year, I know that blessings lie ahead; I'm just so excited!  To see how this year turns out, but for now I'll have to take it one step at a time; one day at a time and keep a song in my heart, and a smile on my face.
I will not surrender! To the negative side of my thinking. Peace Out!! =^.^=




Sounds like you have the right attitude and you're doing all the right things. Hang in there girl! :)  And be sure to let us know how things are going for you. It gets better!
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