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UsernameOpti... : (21 August 2014 - 04:30 PM) WTG Ty...congrats
BenFriday : (21 August 2014 - 04:27 PM) NICE! I'm so happy for you!
TJDavies : (21 August 2014 - 09:04 AM) So, the appointment went really well. In about a month I'll be on T.
SamanthaNesara1 : (19 August 2014 - 11:00 PM) :P
TJDavies : (17 August 2014 - 01:37 AM) Thank you :)
BenFriday : (16 August 2014 - 08:13 PM) :)
SamanthaNesara1 : (16 August 2014 - 07:50 PM) :)
UsernameOpti... : (16 August 2014 - 03:49 PM) Hey Ty - Congrats.   Keep us post.
Tommiebefree : (14 August 2014 - 07:50 PM) And I am also greatfull to found all of your. G'nuight
Tommiebefree : (14 August 2014 - 07:34 PM) Onwards and upawards. Life is short. Lets live our dream!
Tommiebefree : (14 August 2014 - 07:33 PM) Right? I here that
BenFriday : (14 August 2014 - 06:07 PM) @TJDavies Congrats! I wish you the best of luck in everything,
BenFriday : (14 August 2014 - 06:06 PM) @Tommiebefree, My story? well it's probably similar too everyone elses here. I'm happy to have found this site by accident...
Tommiebefree : (14 August 2014 - 04:42 PM) BenFriday sorry i missed you. What's your story?
Tommiebefree : (14 August 2014 - 04:41 PM) TJDavies- GOOD FOR YOU! Nice. Anybody out there now?
TJDavies : (14 August 2014 - 01:37 PM) I'm super exceited. In less than a week, I have my appointment at the Mazzoni center, hopefully in the next few weeks Testosterone will be mine >:D
BenFriday : (14 August 2014 - 07:46 AM) hello, sorry I missed you earlier.
Tommiebefree : (14 August 2014 - 03:29 AM) Welcome to the shout
Tommiebefree : (14 August 2014 - 03:28 AM) Whats goin on?
Tommiebefree : (14 August 2014 - 03:27 AM) Hey Benfriday





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Posted by PlagueBubonic , 31 December 2011 · 69 views

Yep, it is the end of the year; Wow! Am I glad it is over! What a year I had. I got into legal trouble, lost my house, trucks and have to pay $200,000.00 restitution; Oh yes can't forget 5 years probation, and you have to pay that bill too.
I'm telling you, if this is not enough; then add the fact I have to live with in-laws for a while....
Pass the bullet! Please.
At my age most people are look'n ahead to the golden years. I'm look'n for a box, a hole,and dirt!
This year I also, decided to stop hidding my true self...that's right, Out I Came! No more closet time!!
This is the best thing I did all year long; for now no more secrets, and sneaking around,finally!
So for me this is a very special New Year....Life Starts Now!!!
I'm hoping, and praying this year, will be my year of mercy, love,and courage.  I'm going to need all three from what I understand.  Researching transition, and seeing the brave people that have come before me I can see this is not an easy path.  But good things don't come easy, it takes effort, and strength.
I'm so happy that I foundTGGuide, and made some friends too.  I also have a psychiatrist and she's wonderful, helpful and very understanding.
I can't wait to find a transgender support group they have called me, and I look forward to meeting them soon.  So things are starting to come together; the material stuff can be replaced, that did not define me, nor make me a better person.
However, my being true to myself will, Yes it will!
Make me a better person, inside and, to be around.
Now I'm not going to lie, because this is a new beginning; that means there are losses involved.  I've lost friends, family, and my gender identity; which was wrong anyway.
So this is my starting point; this is a fresh start! I know I'm going to gain everything back plus more.  It may just take a while, but that's what I have plenty of time!  So yes indeed this is going to be a new year for me, and I look forward to it, a brand new frontier!  This is probably why I can face this year coming up with a huge smile on my face, and in my heart.  I have no fear, I have to get past that so love can occupy,and fill my heart.  This is how I choose to face the new year, I know that blessings lie ahead; I'm just so excited!  To see how this year turns out, but for now I'll have to take it one step at a time; one day at a time and keep a song in my heart, and a smile on my face.
I will not surrender! To the negative side of my thinking. Peace Out!! =^.^=




Sounds like you have the right attitude and you're doing all the right things. Hang in there girl! :)  And be sure to let us know how things are going for you. It gets better!
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