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veronicabeta : (04 May 2015 - 06:49 PM) 48 Plus hours, NO SMOKING, and I haven't even had an urge to pick up a cigarette. TY Kasandra for being my wingman on this attempt to quit. YOU ROCK!
Gennee : (04 May 2015 - 06:28 PM) Good evening, ViBetaSCOT.   :)
ViBetaSCOT : (04 May 2015 - 05:30 PM) :mellow:
ViBetaSCOT : (04 May 2015 - 05:29 PM) Good evening all  and sending love to all:)
veronicabeta : (04 May 2015 - 04:04 PM) Tks Ren, your a Prince ! :)
thedefinitio... : (04 May 2015 - 04:28 AM) new romance novel with TG heroin: The Definition of Normal by E S Carpenter
WarrenG : (04 May 2015 - 02:30 AM) Figured you lords and ladies might find this a good read lol http://www.dose.com/...cebook&ts_pid=2 (no offenses intended, just thought it was cool)
UsernameOpti... : (03 May 2015 - 05:49 PM) New TGG board feature -- Chat NOW! ... http://tgguide.com/message/chat/
veronicabeta : (02 May 2015 - 04:04 PM) Posted a song for the intrepid S/W mavens and TG folks everywhere. A little positive energy to slay that digital dragon!
veronicabeta : (02 May 2015 - 03:54 PM) Good Evening Lisa ! :)
veronicabeta : (02 May 2015 - 03:46 PM) Mike, for me, that was this morning ! :)
UsernameOpti... : (02 May 2015 - 03:42 PM) I can deal with losing a few days content.  But not being able to sign on is like finding out a 1:30 in the morning that you've run outta smokes, and it's storming, and you have a flat tire, and the last taxi company went outta biz the day before.   :lol:   Is that sad sounding, or what!?
UsernameOpti... : (02 May 2015 - 03:39 PM) If you kammer your keyboard into a tillion purses... you will have nothing to blame for typos.  I always blame the keyboard.  That's my story... and I stick to it.
veronicabeta : (02 May 2015 - 02:43 PM) and kammer that bad boy into a tillion purses! ;)
veronicabeta : (02 May 2015 - 02:42 PM) SEE! :) Congress needs to do something about my keyboard! or I can just take out a hammer!
veronicabeta : (02 May 2015 - 02:33 PM) because it's a gaming keyboard and the keys are as big as saucers and I still kammer my posts
veronicabeta : (02 May 2015 - 02:31 PM) and that would be "Know the heartache of" like I know the heartache of being keyboard challenged.!
veronicabeta : (02 May 2015 - 02:30 PM) OH, I am so MAD!   :) NOT :). No worries! No the heart ache of Revision Levels! Rock On S/W Mavens! and Tks Again ! :)
Lori : (02 May 2015 - 02:01 PM) First install of the software did not work so we had to restore. Unfortunately, we lost a couple days content in the process. Sorry for the problems. We will get it worked out and will get the system updated shortly.
EmmaSweet : (02 May 2015 - 12:43 PM) Lori, your PM mailbox is full.  I just checked my PM box and am missing at least one PM I'd sent to a member. Perhaps the backup was a bit "out of date"?





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Posted by PlagueBubonic , 31 December 2011 · 95 views

Yep, it is the end of the year; Wow! Am I glad it is over! What a year I had. I got into legal trouble, lost my house, trucks and have to pay $200,000.00 restitution; Oh yes can't forget 5 years probation, and you have to pay that bill too.
I'm telling you, if this is not enough; then add the fact I have to live with in-laws for a while....
Pass the bullet! Please.
At my age most people are look'n ahead to the golden years. I'm look'n for a box, a hole,and dirt!
This year I also, decided to stop hidding my true self...that's right, Out I Came! No more closet time!!
This is the best thing I did all year long; for now no more secrets, and sneaking around,finally!
So for me this is a very special New Year....Life Starts Now!!!
I'm hoping, and praying this year, will be my year of mercy, love,and courage.  I'm going to need all three from what I understand.  Researching transition, and seeing the brave people that have come before me I can see this is not an easy path.  But good things don't come easy, it takes effort, and strength.
I'm so happy that I foundTGGuide, and made some friends too.  I also have a psychiatrist and she's wonderful, helpful and very understanding.
I can't wait to find a transgender support group they have called me, and I look forward to meeting them soon.  So things are starting to come together; the material stuff can be replaced, that did not define me, nor make me a better person.
However, my being true to myself will, Yes it will!
Make me a better person, inside and, to be around.
Now I'm not going to lie, because this is a new beginning; that means there are losses involved.  I've lost friends, family, and my gender identity; which was wrong anyway.
So this is my starting point; this is a fresh start! I know I'm going to gain everything back plus more.  It may just take a while, but that's what I have plenty of time!  So yes indeed this is going to be a new year for me, and I look forward to it, a brand new frontier!  This is probably why I can face this year coming up with a huge smile on my face, and in my heart.  I have no fear, I have to get past that so love can occupy,and fill my heart.  This is how I choose to face the new year, I know that blessings lie ahead; I'm just so excited!  To see how this year turns out, but for now I'll have to take it one step at a time; one day at a time and keep a song in my heart, and a smile on my face.
I will not surrender! To the negative side of my thinking. Peace Out!! =^.^=




Sounds like you have the right attitude and you're doing all the right things. Hang in there girl! :)  And be sure to let us know how things are going for you. It gets better!
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