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Tommiebefree : (22 September 2014 - 05:04 AM) Hey check out Braco-TVEurope for a real blessing through live streaming o fBraco's gaze. And its free!
Gennee : (21 September 2014 - 12:03 PM) Hello, Diane. :)
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DianeChambers : (20 September 2014 - 12:32 PM) Hey just like that I am here.
Tommiebefree : (19 September 2014 - 05:29 AM) this morning I really let the female energies flow and it felt GREAT!
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Gennee : (16 September 2014 - 06:59 PM) Hello, Naughty.
MonicaPz : (16 September 2014 - 02:10 PM) Welcome, Catskillgirl and Naughtynatashyxx!
BenFriday : (16 September 2014 - 09:49 AM) How did it do TJDavies? PM me?
Naughtynatas... : (16 September 2014 - 12:29 AM) I'm new here, hey guys
Tommiebefree : (15 September 2014 - 05:46 AM) Welcome cattskillgirs and WarrenG. I'm pretty new here also and the people here are geat.
Lori : (14 September 2014 - 05:14 PM) Hi catskillgirl - Welcome!  :)
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TJDavies : (14 September 2014 - 01:50 PM) So, I came out to my Father today.
MonicaPz : (14 September 2014 - 10:05 AM) Warren, the people here are kind, gentle and sensitive.  You need not fear being mistreated here.  You are in the right place.
WarrenG : (12 September 2014 - 09:04 PM) Sort of new, dont know many others of my particular situation so go easy on me lol
Tommiebefree : (11 September 2014 - 12:43 PM) I worked in those buildings in the early years in the '70's-sold flowers in lower lobby. god bless the first responders
MonicaPz : (11 September 2014 - 10:48 AM) Robin, thank you for reaching out to your sisters!
MonicaPz : (11 September 2014 - 10:45 AM) Gennee, this is my first shout out.  Took years for me to recover from 9/11.  Still affects me.  Lucky no family/friends involved.
Gennee : (11 September 2014 - 08:34 AM) Today's the anniversary of the 9/11 attacks.





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Posted by PlagueBubonic , 31 December 2011 · 73 views

Yep, it is the end of the year; Wow! Am I glad it is over! What a year I had. I got into legal trouble, lost my house, trucks and have to pay $200,000.00 restitution; Oh yes can't forget 5 years probation, and you have to pay that bill too.
I'm telling you, if this is not enough; then add the fact I have to live with in-laws for a while....
Pass the bullet! Please.
At my age most people are look'n ahead to the golden years. I'm look'n for a box, a hole,and dirt!
This year I also, decided to stop hidding my true self...that's right, Out I Came! No more closet time!!
This is the best thing I did all year long; for now no more secrets, and sneaking around,finally!
So for me this is a very special New Year....Life Starts Now!!!
I'm hoping, and praying this year, will be my year of mercy, love,and courage.  I'm going to need all three from what I understand.  Researching transition, and seeing the brave people that have come before me I can see this is not an easy path.  But good things don't come easy, it takes effort, and strength.
I'm so happy that I foundTGGuide, and made some friends too.  I also have a psychiatrist and she's wonderful, helpful and very understanding.
I can't wait to find a transgender support group they have called me, and I look forward to meeting them soon.  So things are starting to come together; the material stuff can be replaced, that did not define me, nor make me a better person.
However, my being true to myself will, Yes it will!
Make me a better person, inside and, to be around.
Now I'm not going to lie, because this is a new beginning; that means there are losses involved.  I've lost friends, family, and my gender identity; which was wrong anyway.
So this is my starting point; this is a fresh start! I know I'm going to gain everything back plus more.  It may just take a while, but that's what I have plenty of time!  So yes indeed this is going to be a new year for me, and I look forward to it, a brand new frontier!  This is probably why I can face this year coming up with a huge smile on my face, and in my heart.  I have no fear, I have to get past that so love can occupy,and fill my heart.  This is how I choose to face the new year, I know that blessings lie ahead; I'm just so excited!  To see how this year turns out, but for now I'll have to take it one step at a time; one day at a time and keep a song in my heart, and a smile on my face.
I will not surrender! To the negative side of my thinking. Peace Out!! =^.^=




Sounds like you have the right attitude and you're doing all the right things. Hang in there girl! :)  And be sure to let us know how things are going for you. It gets better!
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