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Life throws a lot of at us,,, for me floods and lighting storms and a few twisters ,,,lighting a few days ago  killed a computer and a router along with the phone  but on the plus side my neighbor bought me a dress and i was able to do one of my hobbies metal detecting,, how i found my fav pair of silver ear rings ,,, just keep your head high and roll with it 



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2 month update

By Nickyw,

Just a hair over 2 months now,  and i can not be happier as i feel at ease  and calm mind, as for physical changes approx 3 weeks in breast buds had appeared along with sore and tenderness  now a almost full A cup  with  tender nipples   and some lactation  , i have had slowed hair growth of facial hair, and mild size reduction of the testicals etc..  so far everything is peachy  just watch out for doors  they kinda hurt when you bump them with your chest  



6 months ago i came out to my brother that went great,  week ago to my aunt  that went great and in turn she helped me come out to my grandparents  thast was a surpise went great ,and my sister that went great ,  now  the roller coaster  my parents no so great they are doing the blame game   "  you didn't make the house clean enough blah blah , you did work hard enough make enough money blah blah .....and now i am some evil demi god of hell to them .......... yet  my folks  are hard core bible thumping bigots to start with ,   and they  you are scum if you are not  of the same skin tone  as they are  ... joy yeah  my parent are those type of people  it sucks  i hate it ,  but they where going see me soon any anyhow  as i am heading back to my home state for a vet get together and empty out my firearm safe   i am a vivid shooter and gun collector and gunsmith in training ... my Aunt helped  but still this was not a easy thing to do , yet i kne it would go south fast  as did she  but she thought it might be better to let them know before i show up this week  so they can process it some  ,  hope i did it right  she did what she thought was right i agreed with her,  but i hate upsetting people and have hard time telling people stuff..  but now from what i gather my parents think i am only going to M  for a pride parde   news to me .. the ups and downs of being your self and free .    side note  E levels are great an T levels extremly low  =  good news  love and hugs ladies and guys

Day one

By Nickyw,

Today  is day one in the 2nd step of my journey ,  I have offically started HRT  as of 11:39 am eastern time . and this woman could not be happier right now as this is a long awaited step i wanted a waited for so many years  , in disbelief i keep check to see that i really do have a   transdermal patch on .  I am a bit shakey and flushed  but with excitement  ,  soon  other stuff will follow  but for now one day at a time  as i drive along this path of fulfillment in becoming the woman i have always been , love and hugs 

One year

By Nickyw,

Been a year now never looking back,  can not ever go back to that lie ,  Nicole is happy and applied for the jim collins grant ..  almost 6 months no on hrt, living full time as me for a year now` , and moody as hell , started school with ith Voc Re hab so been busy with that and not here much , yet still kicking and a turning heads , wishing the hate for all and everyone would just stop ,  yet i do what i can for all,  even got a homeless vet into a home recently , so ladies and gents,  lot goning on wish you all the best , hope all is well and may your days be happy  love and hugs  don't bump into doors it hurts the chest some 


By Nickyw,

Why is everyone that is not my doc (family that is ) worried about what is or not between my legs or if i have GRS .  it is really  not any of their concern .......ugh   , i came out to you to let you know who am not to try and control my life or my journey ............