Here is an update on what's been happenning in my life thus far...Now that I am fast recovering from that awful virus I had, I had an appointment to attended a lung and chest clinic last week where I was diagnosed as having stage 2 COPD, This has had an effect on me more than I thought it would in so much as re-evaluating my transition.
At the moment my head is just so full of doubt and thoughts about whether it is worth transitioning in the light of this information.
I am at this time no n
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Its been a few weeks since I updated my blog, so sorry to anyone who is following my progress. I am now on my diet as I want to lose a stone in weight, LOL my ever increasing waistline means my skirts and dresses are getting a tad tight!!!!! So I have started lowering my intake of sugar, fatty breakfasts which were virtually routine in my job, LOL although a full english once a week wont hurt (Will it???)
Trouble is when I am out on the road each day on long journeys I tend to get pe
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Well its the end of another week, driving all over hells creation, Sorry I mean the UK, well it seems like hells creation driving on that M6 in the midlands, it must be the worst motorway in england apart from the M25. Still mustn't grumble as its the clients that pay my income so I put up with all the flak and rubbish on the roads to get the job done.
Been travelling to leeds,derby and london this week and Swansea last night 22/1/2011, so now it time for me to chillax and catch up o
Well its been a quiet week work wise, I had a chance to catch up on some paperwork albeit in cyber space, I have been working on a new TG Venture/magazine, getting information ready to apply to the online magazine. Looked around the shops for an hour, trouble is when one is self employed one has to watch the pennies in these early days, so spending in the shops is limited to once a month maybe, I have a meeting with my GP tomorrow for my monthly check up, make sure all is as it should be with my
Here is a poem I wrote about myself many years ago .....
A woman of substance a girl it would seem, A lady of class and a child with a dream.
All of these things in my life are my own, I will give them to you, should you ever come home.
I look into your eyes and see a rainbow coloured sun,
In silent thoughts her mind meets mine and we two become as one.
You lay your head up on my chest and not a word is spoke, I sigh in deep contentment,
'twas then that I awoke'.
The empty place b
There will be weekly bulletins here on my thoughts, I have to continue with my hormones and live as a female for another 2 years before getting my final operation gender reassignmment surgery. this is part of the NHS regime to qualify me and to show that I am genuinely seeking to change to my femme persona permanantly
I have lots of new friends since "coming out" as sophie and they are all so supportive, its so nice to have real friends at last instead of the "Oh I am here if you need me" typ
Hello well here is my life thus far... I have taken steps to tell all close family members about my ongoing transition, this was a huge task as I didnt know what to expect once I had started telling everyone, first I told my brother and his future wife last month, in fact I told them 3 weeks before they were due to marry and to my complete surprise they are so supportive, LOL my brother took the micheal a bit but then he said he will be there for me, his future wife said can I do her make up for
I have decided to transfer my blog to this site TG Guide so you may find it a tad confusing at first but I am sure you will read from here onwards as this is the first entry.
I am writing this to help with my thoughts hopes and feelings and to share my new life.
I have been Sophie since the age of 10 when I first dressed in some borrowed female clothes and it felt so right then, so I went through my teen years secretly dressing whenever I could, I had a number of years where I could not b
