Sometimes I just don't feel appropriate emotions to what is happening. My best freind's husband is on suicide watch, and I really care for her, but not so much for him anymore. He doesn't listen to the doctors. He treats her like crap. He makes no effort to get better, and spends a lot of time telling me how awful a wife she is, bragging about the time he had an affair, and other things that I honestly would have divorced the dude over, but she just sighs and says that's how he is. She deserves so much better, but nothing I can do about it.
I really don't want her to be in pain, and I don't wish ill on anymore, but I just can't muster it within to really CARE beyond about her needs, ya know?