Susane

I'm glad that you wont be going back to that well. Help given grudgingly is worse than no help at all.

Hey Give it time for feed back Amber. We're all over the world and in different time zones.

I find it interesting that you changed your eating habits. Same here, gave up beer and cigarettes as well, with no cravings or anything. Enjoy your heels when you get them. I love mine though I usually wear my flats when I'm walking, I'm a bit too tall for them to be practical but my flats are nice and go well with most of my skirts and jeans.

I read your first blog. I reckon that although you say it was a sudden decision I wouldn't be surprised if you secretly knew, but were burying your true self way down deep inside. Welcome to the TG Guide sister, you will get a lot of support and advice. go on the forums and don't be shy to ask any questions. There is a lot of wisdom here.

Xxx Susane.

I'm starting to see results thanks Amanda.

No good comes from playing the media game and once you start you can not easily stop. I assume that Thomas Beatie gets paid for his media appearances, but the damage they do, I have heard the usual prejudiced bar-room comments, is not worth the money.

I often dream that I don't have any gender. The other night I dreamed I was reading my birth certificate and it said Susane Timothy.

And of course Michael, it is normal. When we dream we may be be getting a little bit of wish fulfilment, but we see our true selves stripped of the image that has been imposed by our concious brain!

Amazing to see so many tough guys out buying Wonder Woman costumes.

And sometimes, Michael, the god of small victories is on OUR side. Just ask Lana!