What exactly am I looking for if, God forbid, I'm single again. Being 79 years old, my time is precious on this earth, but that does not mean I can't experience what I've wanted my whole life.
Being a man has ment that I fought the battles, lead the charge, protected the family, was the bread winner and all of that. I would love a women that is 100% vested in our relationship and my transformation. A women that takes the lead in all aspects from day to day, to sex, to my transformation.
Why do I have this desire to become a women, I don't know. My father died when I was six, my mother was an unhappy alcoholic and married a weak useless man.
Did these affect me, don't really care. I am living and dealing with this.
When I was a freshman in high school I had my first and only homosexual experience with my best friend. Had no idea what I was doing but enjoyed pleasuring him.
I dated two women that could have encouraged me to fulfill my needs, but I was such a foo
My dream is to have breasts. I want to wear a bra because I have breasts. This is something I've wanted most of my life.
Breasts are the mark of a women. No matter the size, breasts and nipples make a women.
I've been looking at different doctors that do breast augmentation, post photos on their web page and specialize working with men. If I ever have the opportunity, one of the first things I will do is to walk out of the doctor's facility with a wonderful set of breasts.
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I've had a love hate relationship with my penis. Sure it felt good while masterbating or having intercourse, but it always was the cause of problems.
Relationships to me were always penis centric and the women came (no pun) last.
Then when I was in my middle 60s I discovered male chastity devices. I was able to lock my penis up and this gave me a great sense of relief. And, I was able to come out to a friend who is a lesbian and understood exactly what I was feeling.
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Starting before puberty, I had this drive, this need, that I did not understand.
Many times I would try on my mother's bra and panties (think she knew but these are things that were not talked about) and wish I could wear them all the time.
When the Sears catalog arrived, I went directly to the women's "Foundation" section and not only wished I could wear them but had breasts to fill the bra and no penis or testicles so I would be smooth in the crotch.
Before the internet, had no
