Why do I have this desire to become a women, I don't know. My father died when I was six, my mother was an unhappy alcoholic and married a weak useless man.
Did these affect me, don't really care. I am living and dealing with this.
When I was a freshman in high school I had my first and only homosexual experience with my best friend. Had no idea what I was doing but enjoyed pleasuring him.
I dated two women that could have encouraged me to fulfill my needs, but I was such a foo
