Insomnia sucks...and other stuff too...
Ok people, sorry for the bummer of a subject line, but a week of insomnia isn't conducive to optimism
It could be from my shoulder surgery, but as each day passes that seems unlikely - it's not hard getting comfortable anymore, I just stay wide awake.
I think it is, indirectly transition-related. It's not because of transitioning, but because the transition had been so all-consuming for awhile that I had put aside other concerns. Now that i'm acclimating more to transitioning (though not completely yet), i'm faced with the feeling again that so much of my life feels like a vast, empty wasteland, no matter what way I go, or if I don't go anywhere, it's all the same nothing.
Transitioning in this context takes on a new feeling - if i'm going down I might as well go down as me and not a fake
sorry for the downer entry - needed to get it out
Christie
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