Hiya Blair Jamie. Thank You Very Much Young Lady, for this latest blog. Blair, I Am 54 Year's Old, Today, and It Is the first time, that I have had a Birthday, since I "Came-Out", as Transsexual, and to be Dressed in Pretty Things on My Birthday, makes Me feel Great !  Things have Not always been that way though. Between early in August 1988, and the end of February 1996, I made 3 Serious Suicide Attempts. ( I Am Not doing that Again ! ). I have spoken with a lot of Transsexual//Transgender People, and found that a lot of them want GRS done,  a lot earlier than it is done, and it is just one reason it seems, why Trans-Females, and Trans-Males, do resort to the Suicide route. It Is so sad, but unfortunately True. ( I Personally attempted it, as I wanted to "Come-Out", but was unable to due to lack of acceptance ! ). Blair Jamie, Please do Not let the Hater's get to You either. You are a Young Lady with a Big Heart. You Care. Be Very Proud of That. With the Yuletide season nearly upon Us, I would like to take this opportunity to say, Blair Jamie, I wish You a Very Merry Christmas, and a Very Happy New Year for 2016. Good Health, Good Luck, and Every Happiness to You. With My Very Best Wishes, Love Stephanie. xx