Oh hun , Been there Done that ... So your not alone in this thinking nor mind set , the problem isn't about the money issues because we all face that , Men ,Woman, Gay, Bi, Lesbian, Androginous , its a human condition brought to you by the Romans ... Give unto Ceaser what is his , well the notion has simply trickled into every one elses mind set because of the need , the want , and the desire for greater thing then you have right now .

I know your Ranting just to get it out , I understand you really dont want any input back I simply want to tell you that no matter what Plan A is , I understand and would advise 1. Blood workup first , yes I know money , 2 . Finding a Doctor near that can and will aid with the tests so you understand the results . 3 . A psychologist isn't the enemy they really do care and only wish you a sound and stable mind to get through all the rough times that your going to undergo . I know money Damned Doctors ...

I would love to help in any way I can please PM me and sorry I know you sent me a Message a long while back but my mind has about a million things going on I am far from remembering the message or my reply .

You dont look like the Plague so maybe a change to Nancy , or Trisha those names come to mind when I look into your eyes .

Take care hun Hugs

Stephani P.

Ms. Stephani.P thank you for comment. I think it is just part of paying my womanly dues.....Just hate being told one thing by my doctors and I do them, and then the list gets longer. Just give me the whole stinking list.

I don't understand their thinking??

O well ... thanks you...your very sweet!!