Cynthia

OMG the doctor is so sweet. She made me feel so welcome and put me at ease right away. I was so surprised. She went over everything with me. She even called me Cynthia my affirmation name. I love her. 

So I got my blood draws and made my next appointment. Till then I have to give up those damn cigarettes. She won’t prescribe to a smoker. I’ve dreamt of this for so many years. Cigarettes are so behind me now. Cold turkey. It’s the first time I’m quitting without chemicals or gums or patches. I can do this because I know what it’s doing to me and what it’s holding me from. My life long dream. Thank you Christy for being there when I needed someone for support. 

OMG the doctor is so sweet. She made me feel so welcome and put me at ease right away. I was so surprised. She went over everything with me. She even called me Cynthia my affirmation name. I love her. 

So I got my blood draws and made my next appointment. Till then I have to give up those damn cigarettes. She won’t prescribe to a smoker. I’ve dreamt of this for so many years. Cigarettes are so behind me now. Cold turkey. It’s the first time I’m quitting without chemicals or gums or patches. I can do this because I know what it’s doing to me and what it’s holding me from. My life long dream. Thank you Christy for being there when I needed someone for support. 

Email received from my doctor yesterday. My next appointment is on the 29th. I’ve stopped smoking. That’s a one day at a time thing. But if I want to trans I have the goal set to stop. Doctor says in email that I’ll start my medication on the 29th. I’m so excited I couldn’t sleep last night. 

I hear and read about the itching that goes with breast growth. I am longing to feel it. I also long to feel the growth and changes that are going to take place. I’m putting women’s clothing into my daily routine. I love it all.  

OMG the doctor is so sweet. She made me feel so welcome and put me at ease right away. I was so surprised. She went over everything with me. She even called me Cynthia my affirmation name. I love her. 

So I got my blood draws and made my next appointment. Till then I have to give up those damn cigarettes. She won’t prescribe to a smoker. I’ve dreamt of this for so many years. Cigarettes are so behind me now. Cold turkey. It’s the first time I’m quitting without chemicals or gums or patches. I can do this because I know what it’s doing to me and what it’s holding me from. My life long dream. Thank you Christy for being there when I needed someone for support. 

Email received from my doctor yesterday. My next appointment is on the 29th. I’ve stopped smoking. That’s a one day at a time thing. But if I want to trans I have the goal set to stop. Doctor says in email that I’ll start my medication on the 29th. I’m so excited I couldn’t sleep last night. 

I hear and read about the itching that goes with breast growth. I am longing to feel it. I also long to feel the growth and changes that are going to take place. I’m putting women’s clothing into my daily routine. I love it all.  

Christy, that’s what I love about this. People like you that make me laugh. I’m sure I’ll be feeling them often. And I do understand the idea of an aching pain as you describe. But you know what? I want it so badly. I want them to grow and be sore and itch. I want my thighs and butt to grow. I want to get electrolysis to kill this bearded woman. I’ve alre found a girl that is trans friendly for that. Thanks for the laugh. 

Welcome.  I'm new here, too, but have always known where I belonged. Just took me a long time for my body to catch up with my head, too, and still have a way to go.  Have met some great people here, I hope you do too.  I've figured out quickly I've never been alone and have learned a lot from others here.  Take your time, navigate the site, and feel free to comment.  You won't be judged and I'm sure you will contribute much.  Thanks for joining.👍

Jessica

I made the big step and set an appointment for a dr. that does informed consent. The 8th will be a new chapter in my life. Im thinking of a therapist that I got through EAP at work. I’m beginning to accept my lifes roll in this world. I know I won’t be accepted by many. But that’ll be their problem. I’m going to keep this appointment unlike others I’ve made and then that undeserving thought pops in and changes everything. 

Will it be what I hope? I’m not sure. It’s a step in the right direction for me. I’ve always wanted to be feminine. Ever since I found my sisters garter belt stockings and panties. Luckily I’ve graduated to much nicer under things. Briefs aren’t really my thing.