Alx

  I am a male [closet cross dresser] who has been trying on and wearing female clothes since I was in the 5th or 6th grade in private[but wished I could wear them every day ] and still do to this day ,I have been out dressed as a female a few times over the years, A few friends know of I love for ladies clothes

. In 2000  I started wanting more than fake boobs when I would dress up so I Started taking birth control pills for a year but did not like them so on to the many herbs for female breast development for a man . I saw a small amount of growth but very little and them I moved on to female hormones [from the gray market] and have taken them off and on for the last 10 years . along with herbs as well.  But I have done this on my own , not through a Dr.

 I want my breast bigger but do not want implants . as for the bottom surgery, I am ok with what is there,all though I would like very much to have an  scrotectomy  [ both balls and scrotum removed]      But anyway  i will not be happy till my breast have developed more [would like to have a full b-cup size breast] , I have seen some growth in the last few years ,which I am happy about

. I really don't have a family to tell/talk to about myself ,[at my age 64 ,family has passed on ] I am single never married no children , a few ex-girl friends [but still friends] I have been bi-curious and have tried and enjoyed it very much but still like the ladies too.