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Tellme6968 : (20 November 2014 - 10:29 AM) Hi new here would like to chat In see what happens
Bonnie : (20 November 2014 - 04:53 AM) Today is Transgender Remembrance Day.  Please give a thought and/or a prayer for those who have died through violence or suicide.
TechCherry3g : (19 November 2014 - 03:51 PM) HI
Sprinkles75 : (18 November 2014 - 11:57 PM) hello all ... :) just wanted to say hi
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MichelleDT : (18 November 2014 - 12:27 PM) Hello all
Bobbisox : (16 November 2014 - 08:17 PM) I've been transdermal estradiol and anti androgen fo 7 mos
Bobbisox : (16 November 2014 - 08:16 PM) Hi folks  newbie here - Had a question re: my HRT
PamalaFlinn : (16 November 2014 - 08:09 PM) Being true to one's own identification and how one carries themselves , signifies self respect . You will be envied for your poise.
Bobbisox : (16 November 2014 - 08:03 PM) Hello all ^_^
MiraRose : (16 November 2014 - 01:54 AM) :rolleyes: Hello all:-)
LoreleiNi : (15 November 2014 - 10:53 AM) Just joined and put my photos up. Not at all like some grey haired granny one might expect at age 67. Yes, no typo.  No one will even accept I could be S
PamalaFlinn : (15 November 2014 - 01:09 AM) Nothing like finding just the right dress . Can walk thru many stores and not find anything desired. When you finally see that one you have been looking for it is almost like it found you.
Gennee : (14 November 2014 - 06:35 PM) Happy Birthday, emeryboy andForestConception.    :D
MonicaPz : (14 November 2014 - 04:35 PM) Warren, I watched it and I highly recommend it to all our members!
WarrenG : (14 November 2014 - 04:25 AM) Awesome video I found on Youtube of child MTF https://www.youtube....h?v=R0BmtInLGt8
PamalaFlinn : (13 November 2014 - 10:13 PM) Pamala Flinn is becoming a world wide transgender icon . Spreading a message of love , self pride ,  identity , and to share your original beauty ,
Gennee : (13 November 2014 - 09:33 PM) Happy birthday to all.   :)
MonicaPz : (13 November 2014 - 12:23 AM) All women are beautiful, each in their own way.  Am next door to NJ, upstate NY!
northjersey1 : (12 November 2014 - 11:14 PM) Is anyone else here from New Jersey?





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Posted by stephani , 28 November 2008 · 74 views

Ok ladies and gentlemen, Another day in this fight to survive I feel as though it is getting harder and more of a pessure to make it to the next day, these things we do have us under the vise they seem to me to be an at times unbairable , the anxiety pressing us into the ground and crushing the very air we breath out of our bodies Is this just me do I stand alone in this I think not I feel that it must be part of this struggle it must be because why would I feel this way if it wasn't part of the way My brain suffers through life struggles with the fact that this body is wrong it is not the way it should be It has to coep with this in such a way that I feel it just has no other release then to way heavy on my heart to crush my chest with the wieght of what seems to be an elephant, at some times the weight of the world......Is their some sort of release can the transition help with these facts of life that we suffer through or are these just things we will suffer from for the rest of our lives ? Can HRT help with this.....God I hope so because this Is just becoming to much to take .....I am becoming tierd of the fight ....I cant give up the fight I deserve to be myself Dont I? I think so so I have to make it to the otherside I know that life wont get any easier it will simply change to a diffrent form as I will after transition..But will the transition take this wieght from my heart ?  GOD Give me the stength to make it to tomorrow....




Tomorrow is on the way
Tomorrow is here today
Tomorrow is yet another day away
Tomorrow is come agian
Tomorrow is so far away
Tomorrow is crushing me
Tomorrow is holding me
Tomorrow is taunting me
Tomorrow is teasing me
Tomorrow is mocking me

Why do you run to Tomorrow
I must catch Tomorrow for it is just a day away....

S.P




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