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Bobbirox : (17 April 2015 - 05:06 PM) Good evening everyone. I hope everyone is having a great day.
Missymarieme : (17 April 2015 - 02:06 PM) good afternoon ....Can I say I hate dishes ....
jennifer38 : (17 April 2015 - 07:41 AM) Hello to all newcomers and regular visitors to this website.  It's shaping up to be a beautiful day in the Pittsburgh area in spite of a little rain.
Bobbirox : (17 April 2015 - 06:29 AM) I spent a couple of weeks at Ft. Drum when I was in the National Guard.  Hated those 2 weeks. LOL!
Missymarieme : (16 April 2015 - 07:29 PM) wow Albany I did a big project at fort drum in the 80's
Missymarieme : (16 April 2015 - 07:28 PM) I'm in a small college town called alamosa its southern Colorado valley aera
Bobbirox : (16 April 2015 - 06:39 PM) I am near the Albany area.
Bobbirox : (16 April 2015 - 06:39 PM) Where in CO Missymarieme?
Missymarieme : (16 April 2015 - 06:29 PM) Of course living in Colorado is not much different lol
Missymarieme : (16 April 2015 - 06:27 PM) Hello Bobbirox I use to date a girl from buffalo just to cold me up there
Bobbirox : (16 April 2015 - 06:21 PM) Hello everyone from Upstate NY. New to the site and looking to make friends. :D
Missymarieme : (16 April 2015 - 06:17 PM) :)
Missymarieme : (16 April 2015 - 06:14 PM) Hi everyone wishing everyone a good night from Colorado where it is snowing right now
veronicabeta : (15 April 2015 - 03:32 PM) Hi missysoul! Glad to see you here! :)
missysoul : (15 April 2015 - 01:46 PM) My english not good for now bud I am learning english :)
missysoul : (15 April 2015 - 01:45 PM) hi :)
ViBetaSCOT : (15 April 2015 - 06:49 AM) doing ok just a little bored
kasandra : (14 April 2015 - 02:36 AM) HI everybody! i just got home from school :) how's everyone doing? :)
ViBetaSCOT : (14 April 2015 - 02:12 AM) and I feel like everyone should have a good week.
ViBetaSCOT : (14 April 2015 - 01:46 AM) sorry haven't been around much lately.ButI hope everyone is doing well.





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Ok another day In

Posted by stephani , 28 November 2008 · 85 views

Ok ladies and gentlemen, Another day in this fight to survive I feel as though it is getting harder and more of a pessure to make it to the next day, these things we do have us under the vise they seem to me to be an at times unbairable , the anxiety pressing us into the ground and crushing the very air we breath out of our bodies Is this just me do I stand alone in this I think not I feel that it must be part of this struggle it must be because why would I feel this way if it wasn't part of the way My brain suffers through life struggles with the fact that this body is wrong it is not the way it should be It has to coep with this in such a way that I feel it just has no other release then to way heavy on my heart to crush my chest with the wieght of what seems to be an elephant, at some times the weight of the world......Is their some sort of release can the transition help with these facts of life that we suffer through or are these just things we will suffer from for the rest of our lives ? Can HRT help with this.....God I hope so because this Is just becoming to much to take .....I am becoming tierd of the fight ....I cant give up the fight I deserve to be myself Dont I? I think so so I have to make it to the otherside I know that life wont get any easier it will simply change to a diffrent form as I will after transition..But will the transition take this wieght from my heart ?  GOD Give me the stength to make it to tomorrow....




Tomorrow is on the way
Tomorrow is here today
Tomorrow is yet another day away
Tomorrow is come agian
Tomorrow is so far away
Tomorrow is crushing me
Tomorrow is holding me
Tomorrow is taunting me
Tomorrow is teasing me
Tomorrow is mocking me

Why do you run to Tomorrow
I must catch Tomorrow for it is just a day away....

S.P




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