It seems that u had a bad few months with your job and family problems.
I dont know about the job side but I agree with stephani about your brother's behaviors towards you. He needs time to understand things. Your mom and dad behaved more mature than your brother it is a good point.
However, as you said finding a place for a period of time will be better. In this kind of situations sometimes being outside of the trouble helps both you and your brother. Maybe later you should talk to him and I am sure thet he will understand you.
Unfortunately you are right. Because society, people always tries to blame, humuliate the others who are not like them.
As a term "Gay" means insult, indignity for them and they choose the easy way to respond transgendered people.
However, they would behave in such arrogance and outrageous manner eventhough they have known the difference between terms.
In fact, it doesn matter a person is gay or transgendered, a mature, decent person musnt judge the others because of their preferences.
Making true friends is the most difficult thing of the life I think. People always try to abuse eachother. I am not sure about whether I will find true ones in my life :)
However, I didnt understand why u symbolized your transitition as falling from a cliff ?
Yes, It must be really hard and troublesome process but I think it is not falling, it is jumping the other side of the cliff
I am sure that the girl resembling you is at the other side of the cliff
It is your post you may write as you wish but I didn want you to fall :)