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  1. Nickyw added a post in a topic Republicans decide to eat one of their own !   

    The irony 
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  2. Nickyw added a comment on a blog entry Rrrrr   

    Just waiting to get the money saved up for Grs   so i can be my self fully and true to who i have always been
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  3. Nickyw added a blog entry in nicky   

    Why is everyone that is not my doc (family that is ) worried about what is or not between my legs or if i have GRS .  it is really  not any of their concern .......ugh   , i came out to you to let you know who am not to try and control my life or my journey ............
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  4. Nickyw added a post in a topic It's OK to attend church now folks !   

    I can not put any fatih into something i feel is a sham, my grandfather is a preacher  and keeps telling it is wrong to be transgender and or have grs ,yet he will insult the mentaly handicap in heart beat to suit his own ideas thus  3/4 of his church members walked out on him and never returned.........
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  5. Nickyw added a blog entry in nicky   

    Coming out to family
    6 months ago i came out to my brother that went great,  week ago to my aunt  that went great and in turn she helped me come out to my grandparents  thast was a surpise went great ,and my sister that went great ,  now  the roller coaster  my parents no so great they are doing the blame game   "  you didn't make the house clean enough blah blah , you did work hard enough make enough money blah blah .....and now i am some evil demi god of hell to them .......... yet  my folks  are hard core bible thumping bigots to start with ,   and they  you are scum if you are not  of the same skin tone  as they are  ... joy yeah  my parent are those type of people  it sucks  i hate it ,  but they where going see me soon any anyhow  as i am heading back to my home state for a vet get together and empty out my firearm safe   i am a vivid shooter and gun collector and gunsmith in training ... my Aunt helped  but still this was not a easy thing to do , yet i kne it would go south fast  as did she  but she thought it might be better to let them know before i show up this week  so they can process it some  ,  hope i did it right  she did what she thought was right i agreed with her,  but i hate upsetting people and have hard time telling people stuff..  but now from what i gather my parents think i am only going to M  for a pride parde   news to me .. the ups and downs of being your self and free .    side note  E levels are great an T levels extremly low  =  good news  love and hugs ladies and guys
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  6. Nickyw added a comment on a blog entry Coming out to family   

    Update  things went very good no issues yet , but they say this will  take time as they are willing to accept it , even went out for dinner together and talked , i will give them props for trying  and being nice about about everything  .
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  7. Nickyw added a comment on a blog entry Coming out to family   

    Well in my home  state now   will be seeing parents and they want to see me and talk , no yelling or any thing on the phone call last night 
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  8. Nickyw added a comment on a blog entry Coming out to family   

    Yeah thanks, my sister is a trooper she is standing up for me   just off the phone with her ,  says my dad is willing to talk  still in the air on mom yet
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  9. Nickyw added a blog entry in nicky   

    One year
    Been a year now never looking back,  can not ever go back to that lie ,  Nicole is happy and applied for the jim collins grant ..  almost 6 months no on hrt, living full time as me for a year now` , and moody as hell , started school with ith Voc Re hab so been busy with that and not here much , yet still kicking and a turning heads , wishing the hate for all and everyone would just stop ,  yet i do what i can for all,  even got a homeless vet into a home recently , so ladies and gents,  lot goning on wish you all the best , hope all is well and may your days be happy  love and hugs  don't bump into doors it hurts the chest some 
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  10. Nickyw added a comment on a blog entry Transition Update - Full-time date: 12/19/2016, Name Change, Disclosures   

    Wishig you the best and love and hugs girl
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  11. Nickyw added a blog entry in nicky   

    2 month update
    Just a hair over 2 months now,  and i can not be happier as i feel at ease  and calm mind, as for physical changes approx 3 weeks in breast buds had appeared along with sore and tenderness  now a almost full A cup  with  tender nipples   and some lactation  , i have had slowed hair growth of facial hair, and mild size reduction of the testicals etc..  so far everything is peachy  just watch out for doors  they kinda hurt when you bump them with your chest  

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  12. Nickyw added a blog entry in nicky   

    3.5 month update
    Sorry it has been awhile   this girl has been busy,  Endo appt went good E levels are good T is dropping like it should  and just got E increased  . On top of that along with Veterans Choice program letters have been sent to the Urologoy doc and i should be getting a bilateral Orchy this month and the Mazzoni Center is helping get the paper work started for legal gender and name changes on birth cert ss card  now that shuffle has started lets hope all keeps rolling along smooth,  i know what i am going through sounds easy but i am having a few hiccups along the  , never fear ladies and gents stick with it and you will overcome these speedbumps ,  lots of people thing it is easy just to get surgery done and get documents changed  but not so we must jump through hoops wait led and fail and keep trying and move on .  No with all that said along with some ranting   love and hugs all 
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  13. Nickyw added a topic in Transgender Health Care   

    Vets choice ..
    Good news ..bilateral orchiectomy is on the menu just need to get verify letters from endo and gender therapist to proceed and should happen in July or sooner, other than that the consult went very good,  All this so far is approved via VHA with Veterans Choice program , still have the back and forth  with paper work  but progress none the less 
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  14. Nickyw added a comment on a blog entry 2 month update   

    Back to endo on the 16 th  hope the news is good for me too,,   Step53  i hope everything goes smooth for you  
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  15. Nickyw added a comment on a blog entry 2 month update   

    Thank you sweety  
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  16. Nickyw added a comment on a blog entry HRT Update   

    Sweet deal sister,  my T was 390  right before i started  HRT,,  hopeful i have good results next appt  ,,  hugs
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  17. Nickyw added a comment on a blog entry Day one   

    Already  skin feels softer. headaches have eased with the intense the had ,  somehow it   has eased the lower back pain from a hit by a drunk driver   .  all is well    hugs 
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  18. Nickyw added a blog entry in nicky   

    Day one
    Today  is day one in the 2nd step of my journey ,  I have offically started HRT  as of 11:39 am eastern time . and this woman could not be happier right now as this is a long awaited step i wanted a waited for so many years  , in disbelief i keep check to see that i really do have a   transdermal patch on .  I am a bit shakey and flushed  but with excitement  ,  soon  other stuff will follow  but for now one day at a time  as i drive along this path of fulfillment in becoming the woman i have always been , love and hugs 
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  19. Nickyw added a post in a topic Transgenders in Kansas wiil now be on WANTED POSTERS   

    One  of the reasons i left the midwest  Missouri being next door Jayhawkers rubbed off  on a lot of people,   but this freaking wrong,  correct me if i am wrong but it seems the only people more worried about what is between our legs or on a birth cert is bigots , going to the potty does put a non transgender in danger ...  and hormone right now are going a bit wacky  so if i am out of lie forgive me 
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  20. Nickyw added a post in a topic Coverting Male to Female Sizes   

    Size charts online .  some are brand specfic  so they will vary 
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  21. Nickyw added a post in a topic Stockings   

    Great thing is if you order and they are out of stock you can  sub for something else at no extra cost and they have great customer service 
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  22. Nickyw added a post in a topic Stockings   

    My go to place 
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  23. Nickyw added a comment on a blog entry I aint a Cait fan...........   

    Still no clue to who you all are talking about........but i get asked about that person all time and get funny looks when i say who is that  ,  i am a bit old school i don't watch much tv  maybe a one show if that  on the history channel ,  from i am seeing diffently a show i would not watch.
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  24. Nickyw added a comment on a blog entry Lasering is a bitch   

    Looks like it is working. i plan on saving up one a home kit  ,  nothing in my area so for for hair removal so   seems my only option 
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  25. Nickyw added a comment on a blog entry Day one   

    I may not update  daily but so far last couple days  have been different for sure  ...  hot flashes the second day ,  last two kinda bitchey moody  yet still calm ?  and when i am talking it seems as if i am not and someone else is there next to me talking yet it is me   like in a dream   ..normal  ???  
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