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Trying to sleep (have to laugh at myself)


So it's time for bed and I can't sleep so I start watching an episode of a show that was recorded. After a bit I feel tired enough to attempt to sleep. After laying in bed for about 30 minutes I realize this is not happening. Back to watching television. About another 30 minutes later I feel it's time to sleep and try again. Guessing 15 or so minutes later I am still having difficulties.

I then remember that sleeping on my stomach use to work and matter of fact slept on my stomach all my life until five years ago because of a surgery prevented it and became a side sleeper. Why not give it a try I thought. First problem, my breast get in the way and it's not helping me to sleep so I figure out how to position myself via how my arms are positioned and I think it's working. Then out of nowhere my vagina gets excited I think "not now" so I re-position myself on my side, dang feelings persist. If there is one thing I have learned about down there is once the feeling starts it's not going away anytime in the near future. About the only thing I can do is work it out and think well when still male after orgasm I could sleep. It was a risk and mind you I like orgasm but really, right now, no no no. Well it seems that I did what was needed and did finally fall asleep. I have to laugh because I like those feelings but not that intense, and they were intense unlike before when going to sleep they are barely there and when really tired non-existing.

For the life of me can't figure why they started as there was nothing in my head that would arouse me and laying on my stomach should not have started them. Would welcome any thoughts on this.

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Steph53

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Hiya Karen. It sounds like I have All that to look forward to, after I eventually have GRS !  Karen, it sounds like You are having fun Really !  L.O.L. Ha ! Ha !   Karen, it is still fairly early on in Your Proper Life !  I Am only very early in My Pre-Op. Transitioning. Coming-Out as Transsexual, 4 1/2 Month's Ago, has made Me the happiest, that I have been, ever since I first realised, at 3 Year's of Age, that I Am Female, Trapped In A Male Body. I Am 53 Year's of Age, Now. Karen, You are one Lady, who really inspires Me, and also makes Me Laugh !  By the way, how is the New Car going ?  I hope it is giving You hour's of fun ! Karen, Keep Smiling, Be Good, No Don't Be Good ! Enjoy Yourself Instead !  Take Care, With Very Best Wishes, Stephanie. xoxo 

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MonicaPz

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Dear Karen and Steph,

As a child used to sleep on my stomach, but as a grown woman, especially after I developed large breasts, became a side sleeper.

Your friend,

Monica

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KarenPayne

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@Monica, well I can indeed see where you are coming from and now know even with C cup that I too can't sleep on my stomach any more.

@Veronica, no that does not sound funny and makes senses. I know why sleep would not come to me, had a ton of coffee and a two hour nap in the afternoon. When I say a ton of coffee, in the morning two 20oz jolts and in the afternoon another and then after dinner another :o

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eveannessant

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So the thoughts and feelings when sleep is difficult seem to happen whichever set of plumbing one is equipped with. 

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