I fully understand! I hope you’ll determine a way to dress and go out more often. Perhaps there’s a crossdressers group in your area? 

Not sure haven’t looked let.thank you.

Thank you. Yeah it would really help.

Thank you ladies! 

Ahhh,  what a feeling it must have been!  Halloween was my first experience being feminine back when I was about ten years old and it has never left me through my next 55 years!  I honestly can't think of any childhood (or adulthood experience) that beats it!!!!  I hope you have many more opportunities to continue.  I certainly am looking forward to fully transition as I've always known that's who I am.

Jessica 

Yeah thank you. As a kid I always felt like a girl an always wanted to dress up, have my nails done, wear makeup. It felt amazing doing it for the first time.