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LovelyLisa

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11/24/2014

So, we left to go to my mom's in Perrysburg OH. I was thinking about bringing some of my girl clothes with me but did not. As we left, I felt a tremendous amount of anxiety. Never felt this way before and don't know why. It's almost like I felt like I did not have that outlet if I needed it. However it felt much more than that.

Anyways, the trip went well. Though most of the time I thought about what I was going to tell my mom regarding my current situation. She knows about me dressing and wanting to be a girl. However, I believe that she thinks it is no longer an issue.

I definitely felt like a girl today.

11/25/2014

I'm at my mom's with my family. I worked in the morning, ran 7.5 miles and then went to the Toledo Zoo for the lights. It was really wonderful. I loved it. We were there for 4 hours. I used to go to the Toledo Zoo when I was young several times a year. So it brought back memories.

They had a Santa that was there and the kids had their pictures taken with him. I wished that my dad was there. He would have loved it.

11/26/2014

My son had pink eye this morning so I had to take him to urgent care.

I took him home while I got his prescription and went to Target while I waited. If anyone doesn't know already ... Target has awesome girl clothes (If you don't know this, then you can leave the cave now and enjoy). Anyways, I was looking for good workout clothes and cold weather gear for running. Anyways, Target used to have great runnning stuff for guys. Now, they have nothing for guys, only stuff for girls. So, I've been driven to crossdress (damn you, Target, damn you. ;-)). Anyways, I looked at their cold weather women stuff and liked but did not buy because I wanted to try it on, but did not have the time because I had to get back. May go back on Saturday and buy, because I need at least a couple pairs of warm fitted compression pants.

--Lisa

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Hi Lisa,

What do you mean when you wrote "I definitely felt like a girl today"? The phrase just stands out for me. You felt emotional? Or?.

You're a good parent to take care of your son. Yes, I know, we really don't have a choice. But I can tell.

And good tip about Target, and brave too! I imagine you're quite correct but Amazon is my go-to store right now! :-)

Have a wonderful Thanksgiving,

Emma

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When I say I feel like a girl, I don't always feel that I am female or that I am going to go crazy if I am not female. When I feel like a girl, it is a feeling I have that if I were transitioned fully, I would be content. And that deep down I feel female or the need to be female.

I know that it is different for everyone at different points in time. For example, when I was much younger I definitely felt like there was something wrong all of the time. It is not like that as much, though lately I've been in crisis-mode most of the time.

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