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So i had this epiphany last night... now keep in mind i have tried to convince myself for years i was male ... which led me to often date straight women. Which meant they expected me to be a male. That didnt work out in the long run. So today i set up an account on some silly dating site that all my coworkers and friends recommend and gotta take some snazzy pictures which also means I'll put some up here. However I can actually start dating women as a woman. Might as well give it a shot. I gotta say it will be kinda exciting and fun to get to really be myself instead of trying to fit into a box i don't belong in. I can get cuddled instead of cuddling. I can be a kinda submissive girl and not have to be trying to use male power and act like i have in the past. Sure some people may not be into me and it might take a while to find some one ... but i bet the relationship will be much healthier cause they will actually like me for me. Here goes nothing.

Wait for me Notions depraved want for your soul,every moment passes taking its toll.Remind me, I can not remember if it was lost or something they stole; Forgive me, forget me, do not weep.As I will only sink further drowning in the deep. With but a faint whisper, be quiet, be still. I just want to sleep. There is only silence beyond the coldA throat that which sorrow took grasp, took hold. Cry out! Cry out! I can not breathe; Is there nothing I can do? nothing I can say? To implore you to holdout for another day. Perhaps I am your friend or a stranger you have yet to meet.Just take my hand I will help you to your feet.Look me in the eyes and just stare,You will begin to realize I do care.Open your heart let me see, I will come, please wait for me. - J Anderson.

luna, you seem such a kindred spirit.... my male and female parts or aspects are both attracted to women rather than men, especially women at least a little androgynous. the traditional gender roles or rules of dating are occasionally a barrier or problem, but they can also be an early/quick screening device to know if someone is not a good match. I would be really interested in hearing about how it goes dating women as a female and if you openly reveal your transgender status in your profile - no judgment there, just curiosity about how your presentation plays out in your responses from other women. I also love when women initiate things, such as getting together, cuddling, and more. it's wonderful that you are taking a further step in exploring your femaleness and need for relationships with you as you true self.