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Thank you so much I agree and feel that way as well sharing and trying to open up iv looked for group's have not had any luck yet this is the only one iv found so far but nothing iv been able to go to in person ill keep trying : )

Looking at my last entry that's supposed to be 3 months not 3 days LOL anyway things have been okay I suppose not really though I'm just depressed I've been hospitalized I now have kidney failure can't work have no food I'm always hungry life is not very well right now Social Security is not going to approve me because you have to prove your disabled and apparently that takes a year although I can't work because I lose my breath and I get 50 to where I'm going to pass out so what are you doing between and trying and trying things are starting to look up I like to think so anyway I got to go to the doctors tomorrow right away I can't reschedule why is that I don't like those kind of doctor visits I have no idea what bad news are going to tell me so lost today hiding my depression from this with loud music and Martinez I think that's amplifieing how I feel thou so I don't know def want to make my transition before I die at least let me be me before you take me god that's how I feel .well god bless this site and all who share here I get so much out of others sharing that's why I share .in till next time one love -jessica