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Actually, yesterday, I found out that the company is looking for a new assistant for me (well, whoever is operating the machine that I run). I figured I should probably see if my supervisor could get as much of a read as he could on getting someone that would be friendly to the LGTBQ community and explained why it was probably a good idea. He said he would see what he could do and let me know that his 21 year old son (biological male) is going through a similar situation. I'm glad I took the chance, but I know it could have been a disaster. Still hanging in there, Tilly

the need to feel wanted is a very strong emotion in its own way

the choice thing was not my preference but what would i put up with to keep a man in my life before srs was achieved

i have been alone for about 15-20 years with few places of connection in person not by written word. i miss and want human touch more than even sex,it is being held or touched in a caring manner.

so we as trans need to find out what we truly want in that arena before finding ourselves in an attempted rape,men can be like that when not given what they see as their due.

one very important thing to remember about your image and your orientation if you look very doable at some time a guy may get very insistent about doing you even if you are not ready to accept that attention. so prepare yourself to know what you can allow,all cis women hit this same place at some time in their lives as to will i put out and risk their reputation.

my words flow from a place i can never reveal because i do not know that spirit in a connection other than the words flowing through me to the open page. i can not claim its creation,it just is my duty to put it down as it is imparted to me. at times that muse is so insistent that i can not sleep until I purge its words from my mind then the softness of sleep is granted to clear my thoughts so I can again speak my own mind once again. shut up spirit,I am trying to sleep here. good night for a while. perhaps to dream of a touching laughter and kittens playing in the beautiful garden of hope and a wisdom of thoughtful words and the music of the spheres sounds in its sweet melodies

thank you for your input,my greatest need is human contact,it seems ever more alone with each passing day,i just want my words to be heard and returned with some comprehension of what those words impart in emotional content not just marks on a page to be deciphered from the secret code of the language we share.

I jot down my thoughts as they come,and 76 is in my neighborhood now,good to have your voice to sing along with me.

wow! you write beautifully. I also have had periods of my life where my dreams at night were the best part of my day--the most interesting anyway. At 76, I am feeling more at peace, or maybe I just have a "whatever" attitude. So far, I am in reasonably good health which helps. I am on the verge of exploring some new avenues in my life. More on that later. In the meanwhile, I will try to visit this site more often and post my thoughts as you are. All the best.

I know, but there is also one person st work that I do not want finding out. More for his protection then mine, I just don't want to be the reason someone loses their job.

Absolutely, I wouldn't have trusted this list if I had tried to make it when I first started questioning because I would have tied myself up in knots wondering if I was making connections that weren't there. From where I am now though I know it is reassuring to know that my feelings have been recurring on and off with varying intensity for years and it definitely quiets some of my inner critic's voice. It may also help when I come to talk to my mum which I hope to do later this year. It is almost but not quite exciting... 💛

Thanks for the info. I actually found more glue-on nails as well as polish strips. I knew I saved all that stuff for a reason. I'll have another go at it this weekend. Here was my last endeavor.