Dawn13

Hope you are well.  Glad to see you joined our site. 💞

Hope to see many new people here again - really is a good and safe space.  We care about you - love to share your journey.  Dawn

Almost 90,000 views - a bit of a boggling number.  Just cannot believe so many people have been to my pages.  Still I know many just look and few post comments.  I love to chat and hear from everyone.  --- So tonight I was called mam several times at dinner.  Still just blending in.  But looking female all the same.  I love to hear from those of you out there.  Your story - your journey and yes your feelings.  Dawn 💞

Have been personally doing great lately. Would like to encourage more of my/our like-minded boy friends and girl friends to join this site and communicate your needs here.  Is really a friendly place. And this is such a safe and positive place.

Hoping to find Monica.  So sad she seems gone and would love to hear from anyone having seen her lately.  Dawn 

Was working as a poll worker, wore unisex clothing, for the election and most of of my co-poll-workers and voters called me mam the entire night.  When I corrected them I got replies of disbelief all night, as well as one of my coworkers saying I was "too beautiful" (to be a man) As well as one saying I looked so "thin and fit" (feminine looking).  I would have rather have not let anyone know I was transgender - as always I just want to blend in.

Over 50,000 views almost 60,000 - I do wonder what people are liking on my pages.  My photos or my comments? I thought I had posted the latest experience I had at a Walmart and a Lowe's. (But looks like it might not have loaded) I was looking for an stand alone air conditioner unit to help with the home cooling and I stopped and asked a store clerk to help, she knew the department rep who was with two other sales clerks and asked him to help me.  "Can you help this lady"  The male sales person then helped me find the unit I was needed.  I know he was reading me as female so he helped me load it in my shopping cart.  Then after I had purchased it I was in the parking lot trying to put it in the car and I could not lift it.  It was really too heavy for me and a man pulled up beside me and asked to help.  Rather than do a two person lift with me he just picked it up and put it in my car.  Boy did I feel feminine with his masculine strength showing to me.  I said thank you.  I know years ago I could have lifted the box but I am definitely much weaker and softer now.  I was dressed unisex but I guess my femininity was mostly noticed.  I then had a short stop at Walmart and the bag boy said to me have a good day mam.  (One of my latest photos below with my new Minnie Run Disney Jogging outfit)

Twice today I was told I needed to go to the women's bathroom by a woman waiting outside the men's bathroom = that I was " your going into the wrong bathroom." "The women's bathroom is over there." Everything seems to be coming together for me lately.  Day-to-day even when I really am not even trying to look feminine I still am believed to be a woman. My body language as well as my overall looks must be saying woman. This actually gives me comfort as this is really how I feel. So refreshing.

My latest trip to get a pedicure resulted in these toes.  Very seasonal - but will need to be changed before Christmas.  

I just remembered a salesperson who came to our house a few weeks ago, as I opened the door, he called be by my wife's name and said to me "can I speak to the man of the house" I was in unisex house clothes and was not dressed up in any particular way, I had to explain he needed to talk to me.  Wow!

Stopped for a couple of photos during a recent 5 mile run.  Was a really fun run in my Running Skirts outfit. My wife said just yesterday that my arms really looked even "thinner and smaller; almost no muscle" Yes looked feminine. Dawn

Celebrating my Birthday with "my Girls"  One of my nicest birthday gifts was a new summer mesh bra and panty set from Third Love (My favorite on line store)  Just love the bra fit and how it shapes my breasts.  I highly recommend this company for any of you all.  They have helped me size my boobs as well as my hips/other measurements and they now have my sizes and measurements on file.  They often send me suggestions and they have almost been right and I love the selections and how they help make me feel sexy, feminine, self assured and confident.  Again my favorite on line store.  Dawn

My new tennis dress - I just love it and it fits so well - my diet and herbal hormones have really done their work - almost 143 pounds of thin feminine toned body - this is all me, nothing added on top - so easy to slide around in this dress as I stretch out on the court.

Amazing what a new sports top and sports support bra does for your confidence.  Was hiking in some beautiful weather and felt wonderful as I met several other hikers, all encouraging me on the way.  One guy passing me said. "Way to go gal."  Post workout weigh-in also included in this.  Still 8+ pounds to lose.  But who is counting.

Just completed a bit of a photo shoot.  NEW - Three brand new, current styles, dresses: two new third love bras and panties: new sexy long wig and a new more feminine body (Herbals have really done their job).  Lost over 10 more pounds on the way to 135 and I am undergoing several (six) facial procedures.  Just love my new look.  Still a way to go.  Thanks for all the group encouragement.  A seek peak of my latest 50 photos just taken below.

Here is my quick sneak photos of my Jen Costume (Dark Chrystal)  OK maybe a bit more - I will be in a costume contest and will be wearing the modified version in a 5K race for Halloween.  This is actually a guys costume - but I find it to be quite feminine.  Maybe it is because I am in it. --  Second thought - I have just started to do Cosplay and hope to really be able to expand my imagination with some new costume adventures, this could lead to.

Loving being a woman.  Most people now see me as female - passing very well.  Just was out shopping two days ago.  There I was, checking out of a Kroger and a guy said let "Her" go ahead" referring to me.  On this same shopping trip, I actually had a store clerk ask me if the credit card I was using was mine.  It is almost more embarrassing to tell her it was me. (Male Name). Then she told me the discounted women's items I bought looked really nice and was a really good deal and that she might like them also.  She also asked if the women's tops and shorts I had picked out were comfortable to wear.  As I was just buying them I told the her I thought so. Dawn

40.000 views - a milestone - again so much has changed since I joined in 2009.  Physically, mentally and even in some respects spiritually.  I feel so much freer to be myself.  Still Wondering where the rest of my life will lead.

Had a wonderful day yesterday at the Hair and Spa Salon that I go to - really is a highlight of my month as I usually come out feeling so beautiful.  (Nails, wax, hair and toes) My wife told me to enjoy my good "Girly Girly" Time.  My real hair is the big winner this time.  Now passing shoulder length toward arm pit length.  (My Goal is bra strap length and I only need three more inches to get there).

Fun-Run - Letting my hair out as I took a wonderful fitness run on a forest path yesterday.  I just got some really neat tights, great for path running, that I wore for the first time that had a functional pocket for my cell phone.  So with just a little of a tuck below I was off in this wonderfully feminine running outfit.  I also made sure I smelled good to those I passed, with some of my favorite perfume on.  I met about a dozen hikers and runners on the trail all speaking words of encouragement or just saying hello.  Beautiful day out - yes - experiencing womanhood.