Jenn46

I probably had many of the life conflicts that most everyone here has had. Growing up in a time when coming out, let alone getting help for the things I was feeling was non-existent. This is probably why I have just recently (last 10 years or so) decided to become more informed, shed my guilt over my gender issues and even seek help.

I started dressing in fem when I was around 8 (earliest recollection). My femininity was so apparent that my father often called me a sissy (I hate the use of that connotation now). So I hid myself, very well at times. A few times I found women who would accept me (at least in private) for who I was or their own sexual experimentation but eventually found love in a "normal" relationship with a wonderful woman who is the best, but does not know to what extent this desire has been all my life. Although sometimes attracted to men I am most attracted to women (also transwomen), but devoted to my current relationship. 

Mostly these days are about hopefully trying to find an avenue to be who I am inside, express it somehow and be excepted for it.

Jenn