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    Transgender Bloggers Wanted: Share Your Journey

    By Lori

    Create your own blog at TGGuide.com. It's FREE and you can start right now. Some people blog as a sort of journal to share our thoughts, feelings, experiences and insights. Others blog to express opinions on social and political issues. Others blog to share their knowledge and experience with others. Go ahead. Express yourself! Others may be grappling with issues you blog about and your words could provide useful insight or answers. Here are some blog topic ideas to get your creative juices f
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Here is a poem I wrote about myself many years ago .....

Here is a poem I wrote about myself many years ago ..... A woman of substance a girl it would seem, A lady of class and a child with a dream. All of these things in my life are my own, I will give them to you, should you ever come home. I look into your eyes and see a rainbow coloured sun, In silent thoughts her mind meets mine and we two become as one. You lay your head up on my chest and not a word is spoke, I sigh in deep contentment, 'twas then that I awoke'. The empty place b
sophie1hg

sophie1hg

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Ongoing Transition

There will be weekly bulletins here on my thoughts, I have to continue with my hormones and live as a female for another 2 years before getting my final operation gender reassignmment surgery. this is part of the NHS regime to qualify me and to show that I am genuinely seeking to change to my femme persona permanantly I have lots of new friends since "coming out" as sophie and they are all so supportive, its so nice to have real friends at last instead of the "Oh I am here if you need me" typ
sophie1hg

sophie1hg

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New Start

Hello well here is my life thus far... I have taken steps to tell all close family members about my ongoing transition, this was a huge task as I didnt know what to expect once I had started telling everyone, first I told my brother and his future wife last month, in fact I told them 3 weeks before they were due to marry and to my complete surprise they are so supportive, LOL my brother took the micheal a bit but then he said he will be there for me, his future wife said can I do her make up for
sophie1hg

sophie1hg

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Transferring my blog.... First Beginnings

I have decided to transfer my blog to this site TG Guide so you may find it a tad confusing at first but I am sure you will read from here onwards as this is the first entry. I am writing this to help with my thoughts hopes and feelings and to share my new life. I have been Sophie since the age of 10 when I first dressed in some borrowed female clothes and it felt so right then, so I went through my teen years secretly dressing whenever I could, I had a number of years where I could not b
sophie1hg

sophie1hg

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the waiting game

2011 here we are. Hope everyone had a safe and happy new year and I hope everyone is still doing good with your new years resolutions. I broke one of the two of mine already but o well no big deal lol. Anyways this year will be a BIG year for me, much better planned out than last year. I really thought it through and while it felt like this tide was moving me along in my transition, I feel more in control now and happy about my transition. Now Im just playing the waiting game. Im not wai
TiffanyS

TiffanyS

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Another week

Hi Over the last week iv been thinking about what is known as the second puberty. I have read a lot about this and was trying to remember what it was like for me the first time and after a lot of thought I still can't remember what it was like I know at some point I must have gone it at some point. So far I haven't noticed anything like I have read about, iv had no mood swings no headaches and no out brakes of acne. I feel a lot happier now than I have in years and apart from the expected
Emma1

Emma1

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Killing myself part 1

Life, meh honestly lately , ive lost a lot of respect for humanity, here in the states i look out side and instead of seeing the metro link i see the place i almost got beat last year for being different. I look at high school near by my home and instead see that place i was picked on for being different. I usually have the habit of crying easily or trying to commit suicide when things like this happen. So its not real suprize when January began i freaked out like all those times repeating
Aenon

Aenon

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Just another day

I've been on hormones now for nearly 9 weeks (come Wednesday) and the routine of taking them is firmly entrenched, their effects are most welcome in my life. I'm enjoying the growing mounds under my nightie just before bedtime, the shrinkage of my one testicle is now quite noticeable and with its reduced size is a tendency for it to sit much higher making tucking easier. haven't noticed much in the way of overall body shape change, but I expect that to take much longer before it shows properly.
CarolineTyler

CarolineTyler

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I Shaved My Legs For The 1st Time

Last night I shaved my legs for the first time...it was actually my gender psychologists's suggestion as a way for me to begin relating to Karen more and spending quality time with "her/me." I loved the experience and wish it was something I've been doing for a lot longer. I tried to do a good job of it and I hope to get better. I also shaved my toes, butt and genital area...felt like I should have gone all the way but it was enough to start. I am really glad I did this. It may seem like sm
karenozark

karenozark

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Blog number two :)

Hello It's the second week at work this year and the first full week, the first day back didn't start to well got to work got changed in to the office turned the computer on and it blow up it still hasn't been fixed or replaced so my work is piling up on my desk, lucky there has been other things to do. I had a little incident at work nothing serious I was doing a bit of work for one of the ladys that works for me when out of the blue she asks me if I'm wearing make ulama before I could t
Emma1

Emma1

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A really unexpected change!

A few days ago I noticed a change that I have never read about anywhere. I was expecting the budding nipples and the associated tenderness, the subtle softenng of my face (noticed by a friend last week), and the changing of the body hair (what little there is of it). However I was sitting at my desk at home, with nothing but a nightie on and I noticed the distinct smell of a female vagina. Since I had not seen my girlfriend for some 5 days I knew it couldn't be a residue odour from her. Then I
CarolineTyler

CarolineTyler

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Wigs + Stuff

I only have one wig and even my psychiatrist says I should have more. I'm so nervous about buying clothes and accesories and being caught by people I know. Most of the saleswomen i deal with in stores are pretty cool though. Very soon for so many reasons I am going to have to swallow my pride and show more courage for my true self. if i am nervous about this kind of stuff how do i expect to handle the ridicule people will direct at me when I am transitioning outwardly/publically?
karenozark

karenozark

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My first blog

Hello After many years of using the Internet I have decided to start bloging for the first time. A bit about me to start off this is the bit that should be on my profile, at the moment I am using the name Emma hopefully one day I will be able to use the name all the time every where, I'm 33 and am currently working as an administration clark I have been doing this for a little over 3 years before that I was a soldier in the British army for 13 years, but it was time to move on. Some of
Emma1

Emma1

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Happy New Year

First, I'm wishing for your new year to be filled with happiness. I feel respected here. I try to be very thoughtful in every way with everything I write in the message board and here. Many of you have shared yourselves with us. I've offered what I have. Thanks for listening. Wednesday I took the next tiny step on the journey. I've been letting my hair grow off and on throughout my life. When I had to attend a 2 day meeting in D.C. I donated 12 inches of natural brown hair the day befor
Daneela

Daneela

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2011 - a year of personal changes planned

As many look back at 2010, I decided to write a short update on what I hope to achieve in the coming year. So in approximate order through 2011 Divorce - I've been totally separated for two years com the 5th of January so under UK law divorce becomes a lot easier. I will of course ensure the support for my two children will continue, especially the youngest who is seventeen. GRC - After 2 years of real life experience is up on the 23rd of May I will apply for my Gender Recognition Certificat
CarolineTyler

CarolineTyler

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The end to a very interesting year

When I think back about the last year, I really can't believe how far I've really come since this time last year. Last year around this time, I was in a committed relationship with a person who I thought loved me for me and accepted all my faults (wasn't the case), I was dealing (not very sucessfully) with my gender identity issue on my own and in my own way, my family life was very stable, and I was working a job that I thought was pretty good and treated me fairly. Fast forward a year and
TiffanyS

TiffanyS

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Mini Panic Attack

Last night was strange...usually dressing makes me feel more relaxed, but instead i was having a mini panic attack and my leg was shaking and heart beat increased. I think it is because the mental aspects of my gender therapy are becoming more intense and ground breaking-- so there is increased fear for me. As always, I hope to gain more courage like so many of you on this site have been able to exhibit.
karenozark

karenozark

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It's happening, the first good signs

Okay, properly six full weeks into hormones and the 1st small signs of positive change are there. The Zoladex implants have acted first, that was a very welcome subtraction of testosterone, my thoughts are clearer and the annoying male erections are now few and far between, my one testicle (the other was removed when I was about 7 due to medical complications) has noticeably shrunk and now seems to be eager to hide away making tucking much easier. I haven't noticed any skin softening on my bod
CarolineTyler

CarolineTyler

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Hello

I haven't felt that I had enough to share that I should blog before now. Yesterday, everything changed. I enlisted in the U.S. Navy in 1973, reenlisted in 1976 and was discharged in 1980. This is also known as part of the Vietnam Era. Until 2004, I'd never investigated the Veterans Administration and benefits available to all veterans. I used the GI Bill benefit to pay for my BSCS because that was a major reason for enlisting in the first place. Moving around the country every few years
Daneela

Daneela

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Negativity towards transgender's.

I truly believe that if we are surrounded by negativtiy we will deteriorate. I believe that we must keep away from negative people who only want to bring us down and to show us pejudice and hatred, surrounding ourselves around people who will be kind to us and that will build us up are the people that will except us for who we choose to be.
sweetisraeli

sweetisraeli

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The hopeful wait

The routine of pill taking has set in - decided to take the Estradiol Valerate sublingualy to improve the absorption rate, it takes about 10 minutes for it to dissolve under my tongue. Around 5 days after I had the Zoladex injected into my tummy, I started to experience quite strong tingles in my fingers (more so the right hand), like pins and needles. a couple of nights it actually work me up. Around day 8 that started subsiding and now on day 10 I have no tingles anymore. I wasn't too wo
CarolineTyler

CarolineTyler

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Long time, but still around

Hi everyone remember me, its your girl tiff. Im still around even though I haven't been able to post anything or respond to messages. First of all I had to switch jobs again, not because of me being trans but because the general stress of the job just got a little too much for me. Basically it boils down to this, I was working close to 50 hours of week, they never sent me a schedule till two days before the week started so I couldn't ever plan anything with anyone, I was constantly called to
TiffanyS

TiffanyS

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Putting a smile on my face

Well, I keep patient after my 2nd appointment with the gender clinic on the 6th of October and waited knowing about the 6 week possible delay in sending letters out after appointments (its really good to be forewarned), and yesterday evening whilst in a bar with some close friends I got a call from my doctors receptionist to book an appointment to see him regarding hormone prescription. Wow they were on the ball and working late on a Monday! Booked to see him on the 17th Nov - had the Wednesd
CarolineTyler

CarolineTyler

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