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Changes...


CarolineTyler

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Things in my life are progressing, some a bit to slow for my liking but at least the movement is forward.

Did a blood test last week and met my doctor yesterday and after the recent increase in my estrogen dose the blood levels are now nicely within the prescribed levels of the gender clinic. So barring any issues this will be the dosage that I'll be kept on until post-op when they will be reviewed.

Also got another 3-month Zoladex implant at the same time - this works so well, my testosterone level is pretty much nil and it doesn't put any additional strain on my liver function which spiro would.

Divorce proceeding are inching forward, I'm sure it will start to pick up soon when we get to the negotiations as to who gets what, but for the moment its still in the data-gathering stage where we have to identify all assets, debts, savings etc.

Relationships for me has become a little complicated, I'm now in a relationship with two other women and yes, they know all about each other and have met many times, I'm not a cheater. This as you can imagine takes up quite a bit of my life outside of work and I'm amazed I'm not more exhausted.

Equally I've been re-evaluating my sexuality and I've realized that I feel far more aroused and fulfilled with a female than a male so I think that I will end up being pretty much a lesbian, in fact one of my two girlfriends is lesbian and although I'm pre-op she has no issues with that as she "is in love with the woman" and doesn't consider that the fact I still have male genitals compromises her at all.

My next appointment at the gender clinic is the 15th August and I have my fingers crossed that I will get the sign-off to approach the surgery team.

Hugs

Caroline xxx

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Sounds like things are making their way to a good place , hope all remains steady and on an upward note , also hope the divorce doesnt take to much out of you , its always a nasty stressful time and ordeal . two you are a busy girl arent you . ;) You take care of you and Hope the letters are signed and passed over your way to make that next step forward. take care hun , Steph

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Dear Caroline,

I'm sure you'll be over yor divorce problem and your life will rise. :)

Your HRT seems right to me. Oh, how I liked to have Zoladex or some similar GnRH depot injection. But in Hungary it's almost impossible. I could get it supported by social security if I would have prostata cancer. Well, I haven't got such problem and hopefully I newer will have. The full price such injections costs 10% of my salary which is rather high by Hungarian standards. One 3-months injection costs as much as the testicle removal surgery. So I had to choose the latter...

In case of relationships I got to the same point than you. I tried to meet men, but they were abusive or just too harsh. So I found out that the company of women -GGs or other MtFs- fits me better. :) :$ So I became lesbian as well, totally in contrast to my original feelings and imaginations. :D

I wish you luck with the surgery team!

Hugs,

Sophie

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Back to only one girlfriend now - Michelle and I decided that it wasn't working as well as it should and have split on best of terms - she's lovely and will always hold a big piece of my heart.

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I am a one Woman Gal so to think I could ever take on the toll of Two You had me at hello .. LOL . You were my Hero and still are , keep us updated cant wait to hear the next exciting tid bit , I like the new picture You are such a Cutie .. But you already know that . Hugs

Take care you

Steph

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Well the latest is that an incredibly attractive Lesbian chatted me up on Sunday evening and we had lunch together yesterday. Finished up with some very long naughty kisses outside my office before I had to get back to work - wow!

Hugs

C

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