Male to Female (MtF) Transsexual Discussion

Hello all, My name is Kya I am new to the forums and enjoy reading the various topics discussed. I can relate to much of it. I am a MtF, I have been on hormones and anti-androgens for about two months now and am already noticing A LOT of changes, all of which are exciting and anticipated. I am under the care of a physician as well as a therapist for the past year. Basically just maybe looking for a few other girls to befriend and maybe have contact so I don't feel so alone. I have a wonderful network of friends, I wish my family were more understanding they have disowned me for religious reasons. All the best Kya

I had such a roller-coaster ride of a day yesterday. Prior to last month I was in the mind that I’d be waiting a minimum of two years to have government funding for my SRS. In Canada it is covered by healthcare however there are many “hoops” one must jump through before being approved and actually having surgery. They send you to the surgeon closest to your region (luck for me it’s Brassard). As with the rest of my transition I’ve been extremely patient and with my loving wife supporting me(she’s known about me all along), I’ve done everything with medical advice and guidance. I went through a long psychological evaluation and therapy before even starting Spiro. I came …

Hello, My name is Steve and I am posting here under the name I used years ago, in the MtF discussion because that has been my experience. I would like to share a little about what I have learned and battled through for over a decade. I am a man. What a simple truth that has been so unclear at times. My manhood has been under assault by lies about there being more fulfillment as a female. I have in the past joined forces with these lies in pursuit of feminization. My post here is targeted at those who feel compelled to embrace the good feelings of the fantasy we have had for years, but deep down do not want to go down that road. If you are a man and feel like you ar…

Hi my name is eddy transgender person who wants to be a women. I've had this feelings since i was 9 or 10 yrs old maybe younger but i just came out to some people i know and my doctor. Its taken me along time to accept who i am but now at 37 yrs old i can't fight the feelings anymore. I saw a therpist 7 yrs ago for this issue and she told me to go for it become a women but at the time i wasn't ready to accept it even thought i wanted to i couldn't everyone expected me to be a male. .My wife knows about it she knew before we got married but she thought she could change me and told me if god wanted you to be a women you would of been one. My family knows but has a hard time…

I received my passport today, and it says FEMALE ! YEA ! Now, to get the rest of my finances together for my surgery in August. Life is good. Bobbie Jo

why is it female partners ALWAYS .authink when your on here to meet other people on here as friends, your cheating on them its (f##k'N) Bollocks

i have thought bout but am still undecided (please someone help)

hi i am racheal and i have chosen to become female and live my life as a full woman im seeking any useful help you can offer me in supportof my choice

Out of curiosity has anyone had the following happend with hormone treatments? Teenage like acne breakouts in a person who is middle aged? I hear your supposed to develop b cup breasts if your lucky after years. I'm getting huge fast. I'm between b and c cup after 3 weeks. Anyone have similar development? How about nausea? Anyone have bouts of nausea? My doctor doesn't seem alarmed but seems suprised at the pace of development of many of the changes. He also seemed suprised my genitals have shrunk and my testicles are ascending at a couple of weeks. Should I be alarmed at the rapidity of change? My small town doc admits he's not very experienced regarding these…

Hello people, I'm Danielle or Miss D, whichever people prefer. I'm 7-8 months into my transition and things are going rather well although I've had quite a difficult time acquiring anti androgens in injection form. I'm curious of anyone here is privy to safe methods of which to acquire them as I was on them for the first 3 months but haven't been able to continue on them due to continually having to switch GPs as a result of changing areas and addresses. Any advice would be wonderful and most appreciated x

Dear loving family of my new brothers and sisters, I was so depressed two weeks ago I thought I wouldn't see through to the next hour. My depression was not caused by hormones but by the severe blow to my entire being because I was finally beginning to see the people who really hate me. Despite all of the terrible words from my wife's family she is still living with me. We are now going to counselling both individually and together once a week. The most encouraging thing my wife has said to me is that she is motivated to work through this with me and that she does want to stay married to me. However, as the therapist told me she is going through a grieving pro…

Hello, everyone! My name is Jocelyn, but you can call me Joss, Lynn, or whatever else strikes your fancy (I've heard them all). Much to my shame, I haven't really even begun to transition because there are simply no resources in my hometown. I AM trying to save money though, more to get out of this town to someplace where I CAN transition. It's a nuisance but kind of a necessary first step, I think. Despite this though, I actually practically live fulltime as a woman (excluding at my job). I have a loving wife who knew everything about me going into our relationship, and my friends are also perfectly accepting, so really, I guess things could be a lot worse, all t…

I am so excited, I now have a tentative date for my gender reassignment surgery. YEA ! August 23rd, 2011 My therapist will be mailng the two letters approving me for surgery to my surgeon this week, and I will be mailing my downpayment and medical history to the surgeon too. YEA ! Bobbie Jo

Hello all, I disappeared for a while; some of you missed me (I know) so it’s worth a little explanation. I’m over a very busy month. The events followed each other so quickly that I simply could not react all of them in time, I could not spare time for every activity I practiced before. First of all, I found the Hungarian TS community at last. This was the end of my long search. I was surprised totally when I gathered that there were more TS people in my country than I ever imagined. I jumped into the centre of the social life of this community. This event caused that I quickly became aware of the official regulation of gender change of my country. This knowledge boo…

Hi, i'm new to the group i am transgender mtf 49 heats old in the Portsmouth, NH area. Long story...I always knew i was supposed to be a girl, family hates me etc. Thanks for being here I have been (2 y ears ago) approved mtf by docs therapist :) So, i've been on estradiol and spiron... about 2 years now. So, i have had some feminine changes but not too much really. I know i'm a little older (i should have started this sooner i know but it was a difficult struggle). So, what happens next? I hope you don't mind a few questions. Thanks again Tammy

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This last week has been rough on me physically. My body has made some incredible progress in the last couple of days. It hasn't been easy. I'm really happy but it I never expected to feel so wiped out. I am achy and very fatigued. Becoming a woman is not easy. I love my widening hips,rounded but and blooming breasts. I just didn't expect it to hurt this much and be so exhausting.

My sister inlaw outed me on face-book and one of my young adult relatives wrote me this letter in reply... I am really down today.. I will have to bleap some of the slang.. Relative writes " I should stay out of your personal life, but I'm concerned with what you are doing to my family.. Look, I really dont care what you do in your free time but when you have 5 young children and a wonderful wife at home, this is the kind of stuff that should be done BEHIND CLOSED DOORS. I have honestly never heard or scene anyone that I know personally do something so selfish before. You have single handedly pushed my beautiful aunt into alcoholism and it wouldnt surprise me tha…

If gays and lesbians can claim there sexual preference as who they are shouldn't transsexuals be afforded the same? I can not have sex with women,I'm not gay or a male lesbian. I desire men as a woman. I am a hetero girl. Isn't that enough to say I am a woman?

a sad but enlightening event happened to me. my wife and i had sex a few days ago and all was going well until i felt her body and watched her in the throws of her pleasure. i just didn't want to continue. i had no connection to her or my penis. although i love her very much the idea of me inside her just didn't excite me. i lost what erection i had and couldn't continue. she was sad for me but i was sort of relieved. many of you have said that you are not as horny as before. i think i have developed a woman's libido. although i have not had sex with men yet i fantasize and dream of it. this always gets me horny and erect. i am not hot and slutty for men but if i was r…

So yeahh, I finally got my HRT letter. I'm going to be on spirotone, estrofem and microgest. I'm so happy :DDD I just need to wait until january for the money and I can get the prescriptions filled I'm on my way!

Hey everyone its your main girl tiff, sorry i haven't been on for a while but i've been going through a lot with family and friends and well you know how everything goes. But thats not the point for me posting this. So I've been on hormones for about 6 weeks and I have never felt better. Im much more calm now and I feel very much at ease with myself. My skin is softer and I've noticed that I've started to grow breasts. Slowly i've noticed that the fat around my midsection has gone down a little and has redistributed to my hips and booty. The real reason for me posting though is because lately I've been gettiing headaches much more than usual, they aren't bad just li…

hi my name is Natalie and im very pre-op in the begining stages of transtion. I have ben fulltime on an off for 14 years since i was ateen but I have not had the wear with all to go to the next step. I am a chemical dependancy counselor and i wish to work with trans identified people with addiction issues. just saying hi. i hope adding apicture is not to overly vain.

Good news, everyone! I'm in the last stages of foreclosure and my abscess is finally getting unmanageable! Okay, that's not really good news... but it's at least development. I was in such an awful stasis and it's nice to see things changing, even if it's for the worse. I have a job that didn't support my family, but now that we moved into a tiny apartment in the city, it does. I still don't have health insurance, but because my condition's gotten so bad, I'm going to spend the hours and hours at a free clinic that I should have done earlier. I feel like I'm in my early 20's again, failing all over the place, but feeling free somehow. Of course, freedom com…

Hello Family, My name is Rhonda and I live in Portland,OR. I am a fifty plus year old Male to Female Transgener. I have been "battling" this condition most of my life. Either by ignoring the urges as I could or by keeping in the closet I could no longer fight the urges. I came to PDX. With the specific goal to "start" a real life test. Since arriving here in the first of the year. 2010 I have so far managed to find a ND to over see my HRT, I'm on Spirolactone and Estrodial. I have secured living "quarters" in a relatively safe building. I'm seeing a Gender Therapist at the behest of my Naturalist Doctor. This is a brief history of where I'm at now. I have…