Male to Female (MtF) Transsexual Discussion

I AM A TRANSGENDERED MALE,WHO VERY MUCH WANTS TO BE A FEMALE.I FOUND A WEB-SITE (EDITED BY ADMIN) WHERE I CAN BUY ESTRIADOL .625mgs .HOW MUCH SHOULD I TAKE A DAY,MEANING HOW MANY MILLIGRAMS,SHOULD I TAKE A DAY.

Life has taken a big turn for me as of late. Everything that I thought would be concrete and last forever is coming down all around me. I should have known that this would happen. I guess I took too many things for granted and just expected that things would just go on as normal. I have deeply hurt the one I love and have now lost her, there is no going back. I cannot undo the truths that have been spoken. The truth is that since my accident in November of last year that so nearly cost me my life I have spent time taking a real good hard look at myself and something that has been with me all of my life that I have struggled so hard to keep under control has finally broken…

HI, im 18 at about 210LBS and am told to lose weight, ive already loss a lot,(pathetic) and was woundering the right to start. OH im 5'9" tall Thanks in advance :)

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well im a GG and im not really sure if im a friend or a "REALLY" close friend of this person. ( I them ) i care for them alot. they are currently trying to figure their road out M2F. well they asked me what i thought about taking a low dose of estrogen through a patch. im a little worried that it might effect their chance of getting what they really need from their doctor. and i dont really know too much to actually say anything. and i dont want to stand in the way im really supportive. its just i dont want them to jump so fast without thinking about the risks. well i said as long as they knew all the facts and details then i dont see why not. they said they would…

So yeahh, I finally got my HRT letter. I'm going to be on spirotone, estrofem and microgest. I'm so happy :DDD I just need to wait until january for the money and I can get the prescriptions filled I'm on my way!

I was just wondering how everyone learned how to talk sucsessfuly as a woman, pitch and language. So far anytime i try i just sound like a guy making fun of a girl :/ is there any thing out there that helps?

It doesn't seem to be talked about too much, it maybe taboo (imagine something “Taboo” on a TG forum, lol) or it just maybe because I don’t see many post-op girls here ... in any event I just thought I’d discuss for a moment “libido”, as it seems to have been on a rollercoaster ride beside me through all this. I know it varies for many Transwomen, whether it is pre or post transition and post GRS. For me; as a male I always had a variable libido depending on the partner and level of the relationship. It could however never have been considered low. In my last relationship as a male it was quite high in fact, Spironolactone didn’t even effect me at 1st (well I didn’t t…

I come from a small family background. Ever since I remembered my childhood, my parents had dressed me up in boy's clothing, my room at home was filled with airplanes, army/fire trucks, but I really had no interest in playing with them, but I rather had taken out my coloring book, finding a way to pass the time by a little faster. Being a kid at the time, I wasn't old enough yet to go to work, to buy the things that I wanted? So one day I asked my father if he would buy me my first Barbie doll? He looked at hesitated at first, but we went out to the toy store, and my Dady allowed me to pick whatever Barbie doll I wanted. When we came home, I happily ran up the stairs to m…

hey all. well something pretty dramatic has happened, and I'm a little bit shocked but very happy. I have always thought I could never fall in love with someone who wasn't female, I have just always been attracted to the female body. Today i was on a lesbian chat room which I sometimes go to, and I got a message from a guy asking if he minded chatting with him, so anyway I decided sure i'd happily chat with him as long as he wasn't after sex or anything. So we chatted for a while and ended up trading MSN names. and have been talking for hours since. Anyway, so now I;m seriously questioning my sexual orientation and all.

So Girls/Guys, What is your strategy for when people laugh at you in the street, how do you cope; what do you do to not let comments or laughter get to you on an emotional level? I don't have THAT much trouble, but now and again the pointing or the laughter or sly giggle gets to me, I know it shouldn't, I just wondered how everyone else copes with this situation? Melanie xx

Does anyone know were I can find a guide so I can get those feminin and shapely looking nails. That are so populars.

The US FDA recently approved a new in home laser hair removal system called the TRIA. I understand after watching it demo'd by a local cosmetic surgeon that though it is kinda pricey, it does work just like the real deal. If anything it might make shaving a thing of the past! Quote from a consumers report website "Although no in-clinic professional, or at-home laser hair removal device can currently claim permanent hair removal, permanent hair reduction is achievable using this device." Caveat - it only works on dark hairs - semi-light brown to black. People of dark complexion it is not recommended for. If however you are light skinned and have dark hair - this ma…

Dear loving family of my new brothers and sisters, I was so depressed two weeks ago I thought I wouldn't see through to the next hour. My depression was not caused by hormones but by the severe blow to my entire being because I was finally beginning to see the people who really hate me. Despite all of the terrible words from my wife's family she is still living with me. We are now going to counselling both individually and together once a week. The most encouraging thing my wife has said to me is that she is motivated to work through this with me and that she does want to stay married to me. However, as the therapist told me she is going through a grieving pro…

I have been on HRT for 6 weeks now. With increasing levels each month. I have notice some changes. I tend to be very sensitive about things, i.e. crying. MY mood swings are all over the map. I have hot and cold flashes. I have a DR apt tomm. I'm nervous he is going to take me down on the meds. I have noticed some positive things (now I have always dealt with Gynecomastia, ie male breasts) Even when I have been very thin. I'm now 185 #'s (5'11") my breasts are a B cup already. Since they have always been a A cup, because of my condition I guess having that condition has actually helped me ). My breasts are very sensitive, esp my nipples. Haven't noticed any rounding of my …

hi everyone , i was wanting to know if anyone could help me find out about.... what does your birth certificate says once you had your surgery, or can you have it change to where it says you are female ! also ,if anyone know how to marry someone from another country and what will USCIS ,CHECK TO SEE IF YOU WHERE BORN MALE OR FEMALE ! IS ANYONE OUT THERE MARRIED TO SOMEONE WHO WAS NOT BORN IN US AND CAN YOU PLEASE TELL ME WHAT IS THE PROCESS! THANKS VERY MUCH AND ANY COMMENT WILL BE GREATLY APPRECIATED ........AMAZINGCK

a sad but enlightening event happened to me. my wife and i had sex a few days ago and all was going well until i felt her body and watched her in the throws of her pleasure. i just didn't want to continue. i had no connection to her or my penis. although i love her very much the idea of me inside her just didn't excite me. i lost what erection i had and couldn't continue. she was sad for me but i was sort of relieved. many of you have said that you are not as horny as before. i think i have developed a woman's libido. although i have not had sex with men yet i fantasize and dream of it. this always gets me horny and erect. i am not hot and slutty for men but if i was r…

Today marks my 23rd month of being out full time. Almost 2 years of finally being comfortable with my own body (well, except for one part, which I hope to replace with a feminine part next year). It's been an amazing journey. Not only do I feel like I am finally living my life as I should have been from day one, I've had a lot of fun the last 2 years as well. I've done some things that most 51 year old tgirls haven't done, heck, I've probably done some things that most 51 year old GG's haven't done. In 2009, I was on stage dancing at a straight strip club beside 21 year old GG's, and I was having a blast. The girls there had no idea I was a transsexual until m…

Late notice, but in case you like this one. Im in Eastern time zone.

Ok I have been setting here pondering again , ( yickes not again HeeHee ) Yes , I have often wondered , why it is that so many of us are so eager to leave the past behind and forget all about it , and while we are in transition why we have those moments that we feel ok with the past and others would like to have it burn up in a fire set by our own hands , and I also think that when transition or simply being post op how will this change , will we still feel remorce for the past , the life up until surgery , and will life be any less of a bad memory maker after . Well first off , I am and have struggled with the past , it has haunted my every waking moment why because a…

Well the 18Th is around the corner , I cant wait to begin my life . I finally talked to the HR dept. last week and there is no problem with the company so all my worry has been for not . I am truly the luckiest woman . Seriously , I have a loving supportive wife who continues to be my strength and I have now come out to all my friends and family save for my uncle (I am planning to do that soon , my Aunt just had kidney surgery so the timing is not good)and I have not had any bad reactions , no rejections only support and I have even made a couple of new friends in the process and I have not lost my job ! I have now had my second electrolysis appt. and am now going 2…

Yesterday was truly a first for me. I had opened my paper One Hanes Place catalog and spotted the camisole style shapewear and I just had to have one right then. As I tore out the order form I noticed "check out our outlet stores." Since there's a Tanger Outlet Center just down the road, I did just that. Yay, there's a Bali outlet!! I also needed a haircut and wanted acrylic nails, so I decided to take the car for an oil change at the Sears auto center at another mall between home and the outlet store and get some breakfast, a wash and whacks and a manicure while I was there. I've resumed wearing my gel-enhanced bras so I decided to wear a polo for a change. It s…

There have been so many advancements lately. Transplants, SRS, Cloning Vital Organs, etc. Does anyone know if there have been any attempts to clone/create complete sex organs for SRS? - Virginia -

Would anyone like to swap bodies with me? Looking for attractive FtM in good shape who has not begun transition. Meet attractive MtF who has not begun transition but anxiously waiting a appropriate match. What if we could pick the perfect body and just transfer our minds to it. There would be a whole new industry of shopping for a body that fits. We know that this is currently impossible but in philosophy it is sometimes helpful to imagine the impossible to help us deal with the present. What if I could have the perfect body for me. Would I take care of it? Would I do the work required to keep it going. How would that perfect body change over time. How…

I finally sat down with my wife today and talked about the whole transexual thing and we've decided to divorce. We've both agreed on joint custody and to file for divorce. I'm very sad, but I feel like a huge weight has been lifted from my shoulders. I think I had fallen out of love with her a long time ago, but I still love her, if that makes any sense. She just couldn't accept me taking hormones and becoming a female as she put it. I think she sees this as making her a lesbian, and with her extreme Christian background I can understand this. But I'm still a bit upset at the fact the her love was conditional. I thought the point of marriage was to love each other no …