There's no other surgeons around here who will do it without hormones. He's not sure on doing full removal because of my weight. Says it won't look natural.basically saying I need fucking manboobs to look normal- _- he was extremely cooperative and never once called me a girl. Would say things like "theoretically if you were female, your bra size would be....?" So he was very respectful ans I like him. He's trying to find a way for insurance to help, and they won't if it's full removal. That's why he doesn't want to do full removal. As for the suicide thing- -- I've tried a total of 8 times since age 14. Think I understand by now the impact.