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@Monica, well I can indeed see where you are coming from and now know even with C cup that I too can't sleep on my stomach any more. @Veronica, no that does not sound funny and makes senses. I know why sleep would not come to me, had a ton of coffee and a two hour nap in the afternoon. When I say a ton of coffee, in the morning two 20oz jolts and in the afternoon another and then after dinner another

Dear Karen and Steph, As a child used to sleep on my stomach, but as a grown woman, especially after I developed large breasts, became a side sleeper. Your friend, Monica

Dear Karen and Roxanne, Have driven a sports car once, a Comaro, the poor man's sports car, and was amazed at how it took off with the slightest touch on the gas! Your friend, Monica

Hiya Karen. It sounds like I have All that to look forward to, after I eventually have GRS ! Karen, it sounds like You are having fun Really ! L.O.L. Ha ! Ha ! Karen, it is still fairly early on in Your Proper Life ! I Am only very early in My Pre-Op. Transitioning. Coming-Out as Transsexual, 4 1/2 Month's Ago, has made Me the happiest, that I have been, ever since I first realised, at 3 Year's of Age, that I Am Female, Trapped In A Male Body. I Am 53 Year's of Age, Now. Karen, You are one Lady, who really inspires Me, and also makes Me Laugh ! By the way, how is the New Car going ? I hope it is giving You hour's of fun ! Karen, Keep Smiling, Be Good, No Don't Be Good ! Enjoy Yourself Instead ! Take Care, With Very Best Wishes, Stephanie. xoxo

Yes, the car has paddle shifters but as stated in the last part of the entry I have not taken time yet to work with them.

Hiya Eve. I thought You might like to wear an anorak, but. I did Not Know, that You had turned into one, as well. I will have to Pull the hood over that comment, and keep thing's Zipped, also ! Ha ! Ha ! L.O.L. !!!! Sorry Eve Love. As I Get Older, The Jokes Get Worse ! If You want an anorak, Earlier, I mentioned Hedgerley. Well London Transport's Country Area, 441,and 441B, RT/RML Double-Decker Bus Service Routes, used to operate there, from Staines-Upon-Thames ( ST ) Garage, and Windsor ( WR ) Garage. I can still tell You the Regular Garage Codes, and Running Number's, and the Regular Vehicles, on those Duties. Now I Must Be, an Anorak ! Eve and Maybelle, Happy Holiday. Take Care, and Safe Journey's. With Very Best Wishes, Stephanie. xxxx

The newer Camaro is far from a poor man's sports car unlike years ago but unsure of the newer one's performance. Any ways I needed something small, compact, has all the neat features (this morning I learned it tells me if I am driving over the speed limit) and it does.

To be blunt, the norm is wives can't bare their husband "in transition" but may tolerate it. Then comes transitioning, it takes a very special connection between a man and woman for a marriage to survive full transition from male to female. You have to place yourself into their shoes knowing nothing about gender dysphoria, answer the question now in how you would respond to this then even when truthful to yourself take it down a notch because even when truthful there will be parts of your brain that still subconsciously relates to being transgender and will undoubtedly will side with "I can at least try". Sorry to be blunt and to the point but this is how things happen to the average couple. With that said I hope somehow the both of you can work things out but be realistic going in to the struggle as it is a struggle and in one sense of the word war. As my doctor said after I went for a visit after GRS, what you (me) have done is one of the most difficult things a human being can do. My doctor is 20 years post op and is very insightful in these matters. Talk to a therapist and more likely than not will either straight forward or beat around the bush what I said is the norm. So as you indicated you can not go back to a male identity do your best to keep the fighting down, make concessions that may hurt to do but perhaps this might help as you move forward. Best wishes as you move forward

Hiya Bianca/Kourtney. Sweetheart, Sadly the fighting, even verbally, is Awful. Honey, I Know. I Am Pre-Op, MtoF Transsexual, and I Came-Out, on 30th. April, 2015. My Wife "Hates Me". The thing is, that She is having Sexual Relationship's, with Several Different Women, but, She does Not see that, as Cheating on Our Marriage. The Verbal, and Physical Abuse, and Violence, that I have Suffered, mean that I will carry the scarring on Both My Lower-Eye-Lid's, and on Both My Arm's, for Life ! Bianca, I Am going for Legal Advice, this coming week, as We also have a violent Special-Needs Child, Who keeps on attacking Me. I no longer feel safe at Home ! Please Bianca, if You are in Anywhere near a similar sort of thing, Please sort it out ! Being Transsexual, and being fully "Out" including being fully "Out" in Public, is something that has made Me really Happy ! With everything that is going on in My Life, it is Not going to dent My Happiness. Bianca, Look After Yourself, Take Care, and, My Very Best Wishes, Stephanie. xx

Hey Karen, Sounds like a fun drive and reminds me of motorcycle club rides I used to participate in. A question, does the Miata have paddle shifters? Roxanne

Hi Brigsby Its unfair for your family to expect that you must accept what they throw at you, but not allowing you to just be who you want to be. I have uncles and aunts I cut off completely, because they were toxic. One tried to re-initiate us talking a few years back and my college had to ask them to leave because I said the evil ghost has entered the office I was working in and I font speak to the dead. Told him how we had a fight and I got written off and I it answered, "Fine, but never talk to me again as you are dead to me too." With my siblings I only talk to my oldest sister as she was the only one that accepted me from a young age and even back then offered to pay for the surgery, which I refused and said I'll do it on my own. I'm talking about 31 years back. I frequently go to my brother's place (not the one who past away in 2005, but the middle child), not to see him but my niece as I can't make him change his mind. Funny enough is in laws accepts the change and actually encourage me to stay true to myself. But my sister slightly older then me, I physically speak to about 10 minutes out of the year as she and her husband are both dictators that decided I should listen to them as I am selfish to want to be happy. My mom acts supportive, but she isn't, and it's fine. I'm not relying on there support as I never needed their strength to continue on in my life. What I can say is. Make yourself happy, as it will reflect in how others see you. And maybe they come around if not. At the very least you'll get a, do what pleases you, but don't expect me to make life easy for what was left for you by your father (mine past away in 1999). So, your ID changes are your problem to prove who you are. If you like me, you'll take every blow as it comes and hopefully no one brings you down. You are strong enough to cope with life. You have a support system. Strong's Michele

Hi Karen Once defender of rifgts , you'll always be fine. Good outlook in life, and I always remembered that I said I'm doing this as soon as I find the right medical practitioners I feel I can trust and follow my heart. Definitely interesting to see peoples reactions after realizing I'm doing what I said I would. Keep strong and happy. Support your dreams, aspirations and that of loyalty. Hugs Michele

Steph, it's an old (well aren't all steam loco's?) Great Western Railway frieght loco. For those of you who are into railways it's a 2-8-0 2800 class designed by G.J. Churchwood first example of which appeared in 1903, production of the class continued sporadically until 1919. However the rake of carriages it's pulling are London Midland and Scottish Railway coaches from the 1930's. The train is heading south towards Bewdley and Kidderminster, and is crossing the Victoria Bridge across the River Severn. Hell, I've now shown that I'm an anorak ! Eve x

Hi Monica, I did not lose my job, I was referring to something I did outside of work which also paid when I taught but I never depended on these classes for supporting myself.

Hiya Eve. I Love the Photograph's. Sharon looks very Proud, carrying two pint's of Cider ! I Love the Countryside, Myself, Eve. I was brought up in a Village, called Hedgerley. It is off the A355, between Farnham Common, and Beaconsfield, and nearby to the B416, between Gerrard's Cross; Stoke Poges; and Fulmer. Incidentally, the M40 Motorway, Junction 2, is very close by. Hedgerley, is a Village of 2 Halves. The older part, is down a 1 in 8 Hill, and has the St. Mary's C.of E. Church; ( Built in the Early 1800's, with 6 "Chimed" Bell's ) ; the Village War Memorial Hall; and The White Horse Inn, ( With its Real Ale's ). Up the top of Hedgerley Hill, You have the Playing Field, with its Rugby Pitch, and Children's Play-Area; Kemsley Wood, with the Youth Club Hut; and 1st. Hedgerley Scout Troop Hut; and a Village Shop. There is a 2-Hourly Mon.to Sat. Daytime 583 Bus Service, between Uxbridge, and Slough. In Farnham Common, there is of course, the Wonderful Burnham Beeches. ( Great for Walking ! ). So You can see, walking used to be in My Blood, long before We moved into Aylesbury. ( By the way, which Steam Train is that Please Eve ? ) Take Care, Speak Soon, With Very Best Wishes, Stephanie. xx

Eve, I love the pics! I'm a city girl myself, don't like too much nature around me, but I enjoy looking at it in photos Enjoy Luxembourg! Xoxo Christie

Hey good luck ! hope that you get a best friend, they're worth their weight in gold, but as I have found out, many are callen, but few are chosen. Those true friends are a very dear comodity, there are are plenty who do not put in any effort to freindship and cannot be relied upon, so look after your true friends..................

Dear Ms. emttracy you are a very rich woman! Know why to have had a friend like Tracy in your life.I 'm deeply sorry for your loss. I apologize for not seeing this post quicker, and responding. Hope I don't bring up a sad moument. maybe you have room in your heart for a new special friend??? Best wishes

Today I found out that I lost a very special person in my life. We all knew her and I miss her so much already. Her names is Tracy A. She was the only one who truly knew me for who I am. Even though she and I never met she was so special to me. She was the daughter that I never had and a best friend who I loved so much. She had confied in me her most precious things and had asked so many qustions and wanted so many answers about life and the things to expect. God why do we have to lose the ones so dear to us so soon. She was only 22 and was killed by drunk driver. I can only say this I hope she understands how much she is missed by me and those who knew her. Tracy my friend I love you and have always been your friend. Thank You for being my friend. All my my kindest and deepest emotions. Tracy N.